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I felt this something crawling across my bed and it was making, I woke up and I seen imprints
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coming towards me and well ended up jumping on me and it lifted me up out of my bed about,
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I don't know, maybe a foot in the air and it was trying to just get into me.
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I'd love to hear your story of how God has brought you to where you are today. I mean, you
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told me a little bit before we hit record that God brought you through deliverance and now
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you're grateful for that because you're able to teach from experience and so I'm just going to
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let you tell your story and I'm going to ask some questions in the process. So yeah, just tell us
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how God has brought you to where you are. So I had actually, since I was younger, about six or seven
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been seeing spirits and I wasn't sure how to go about telling my family that and when I told them,
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of course, they just kind of shoved it off as, oh, you're just seeing things, you know, this and that.
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My family was, they go to Baptist and Pentecostal churches so I was raised up in there, you know,
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somewhat but- They went to Baptist and Pentecostal churches? Those are two very different-
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I've had family go to Baptist and some family go to Pentecostal and I just went to both but as a kid,
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you know, you don't really know what they're talking about. Like you're more there to have
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fun with your friends and just, you know, kind of fellowship or whatnot. So the older that I got,
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I kind of strayed away, especially in my teenage years because I was that wild child and just got
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really into the streets, got around some people that were, you know, in the streets and my life just
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went sideways. It went kind of wild. So I started studying new age, different things that I wasn't
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supposed to be dilly-dallying in and I knew that but at the same time, you know, it's just your
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environment that you're in and as I got older, one of my best friends had been murdered and at that
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time, he, it was a huge political thing and if I really go into detail, you'd understand,
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but it really put a toll on me, you know. So I started going downhill. I started having really
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bad anxiety, depression. I lost a lot of weight. I had drinking issues and looking back on it now,
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you know, it's actually a generational thing because I have family that are alcoholics and
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I just felt at a point that when I started seeing spirits again, it really startled me because I
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hadn't seen them since I was younger. So they really went into my face and what caused you to
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stop seeing them? I'm not sure to be honest with you. It was like a very long period. I mean, I
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could still like feel things or sense stuff, but I didn't see them like with my own eyes, you know,
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And then you started seeing them again. Yes. And then once I got into that really bad place that I
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was in, it was like, I was looking at them like I am looking at you. Oh, wow. So it was very visual.
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I would see dead people walking around. I really started thinking to myself, what the heck is this?
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Am I a psychic? Am I a medium? You know, and that's when I really started really diving into that
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type of stuff. But one incident that occurred that really jolted me was I was asleep in my bed one
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night and I felt this something crawling across my bed. And it was making I woke up and I seen
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imprints coming towards me will ended up jumping on me. And it lifted me up out of my bed about,
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I don't know, maybe a foot in the air. And it was trying to just get into me. And all I could think
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about was what my grandmother had told me about pleading the blood of Jesus. And I just started
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pleading the blood of Jesus three, four times and it dropped me and I actually bounced off my bed,
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hit the floor and I went running out of there. I just grabbed my purse and ran and I had some
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Haitian friends that, you know, used to talk to me about spiritual stuff all the time because in
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Haiti, a lot of that stuff goes on. So I called them and they directed me to a pastor who was
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into a pastor that they knew and he came. He prayed over me. I got saved that day.
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Literally, like it was the most extreme experience I've ever experienced when it came to,
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well, one of the most extreme when it comes to demons and, you know, crawling across your bed
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or trying to enter you. And it just really jolted me and said, you know, wake up because,
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you know, God is real. The spiritual realm is real. I've been I was avoiding it for a long time.
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I knew I could see things. I know I could sense things, but just because I was avoiding it because
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of all that pain and trauma I was going through. So after that, they came, anointed my house and
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just prayed over me and prophesied over me and told me that I would eventually be in the deliverance
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ministry and just showed me how to read scripture, you know, kind of just start from baby steps,
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you know, towards a real relationship with Christ again. And I did that. And as I was doing it,
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I was able to have encounters with the Holy Spirit, with angels, with people getting healed,
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delivered. I didn't even know what I was doing. Just started praying, just started, you know,
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going by what the Holy Spirit was telling me to do and not even knowing, you know, just knowing
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that this is what God has me doing and I'm going to continue to keep walking in it no matter what
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my walk is. Right. So do you basically just had like, I love how you said you had baby steps in
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this. And so because you're doing baby steps, you just believed what the word said. And so you had
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that faith to operate because this is what the word says, I can do this. And you were seeing these
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things happen. You didn't rationalize your way into things not happening. You were actually seeing it
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happen because you had that faith. I want to talk about some of the encounters that you've had,
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because you said that you've, you've seen angels, you've had encounters. Tell me about some of these
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things and what it has, how it's steered your life. Well, I will tell you one particular time
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when this was right when I was going through the pastors praying over me and transitioning my
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lifestyle. And I was in my room, it was a small apartment about, I think I had two bedrooms, it
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was me and my son. And I had fell asleep was a deep sleep because I hadn't been sleeping at all
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because these demons would mess with me. Whenever I would sleep, like in my dreams, they would even
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touch me like they would pull my sheets off my bed, they would do all kinds of things. So I
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wasn't having sleep at all. And I was actually scared to go to sleep because I didn't want to
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go through whatever it was that they were going to do. And this particular night I fell asleep and I
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heard my door creak open. And it really scared me. And I looked up and it was a really bright, white,
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light, like super bright. And it pushed the door open. And at that moment, I wasn't scared. It was
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almost like a very peaceful feeling. And it was an angel and it started coming towards me. And
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people always ask me, was it a man? Was it a woman? I felt like it was a woman, but I couldn't really
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see because it was so bright. So you could see a silhouette of it. But you could not determine
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if it really was a woman or a man. But however, I did feel like it was a woman. She sat at the
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bottom of my bed and she said, come here, my child. The Lord sent me to you so that you could get
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sleep. And I did. I went over to her and I put my head on her lap and I just remember her stroking
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my head. And I remember God's audible voice. This is the first time I have ever heard him. And he
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said, my child, I have big plans for you. Get rest. And I fell asleep and I literally slept,
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I believe it was 14 hours and I woke up and I felt so rejuvenated. I felt so refreshed, so renewed.
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And I just remember crying, you know, and I was just crying and crying and crying. I'm almost
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getting emotional thinking about it because it was so real. And I knew at that moment that God had a
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plan for me. So from that moment on, I started reading scripture, I started getting really deep
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into it and understanding what my role was as far as deliverance goes and praying over people for
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healing. Because for a long time, I was very focused on healing. I loved praying for people.
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When people would come through the door, God would show me they had cancer or they had this or they
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had that. And I would just say, I know this is very awkward, but can I pray for you? And there's been
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many people that, you know, once we start praying and stuff, the Holy Spirit just moves and heals
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them right there. Wow. So you've, you've definitely been on a journey with deliverance. And so from
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the first time that you started doing this until now, what would you say is the biggest change or
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the biggest growth, I guess, in yourself in this process? The biggest growth I would have to say
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is my compassion. And I'm a very cutthroat person. I'm very black and white. I don't do gray in
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between. So when I speak to people, sometimes it'll come off like I'm being rude, you know,
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and I'm not being rude. I'm just being very straightforward because I don't want to sugarcoat.
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I don't want to, you know, to go through these storylines with you. And then, you know, you're,
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you're still crying and you're still going through all these things. I just like to be like direct.
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So I've had to really find a place within myself to change the way that I speak to people and that I
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come with them more with compassion instead of just being very, very direct. So I would say that
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was one of my huge weaknesses that I had. And so it's kind of a blessing and a curse because,
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you know, some people you do need to be direct with and there's some people that you need to
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have that compassion for. And you need to know, you need to have the discernment for which one
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to do which with. And that's something that comes from experience. And you've now surrounded
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yourself with people that you're one of the hub leaders for Pastor Greg Locke, who we love here
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at Charisma. Just briefly, could you tell us about about that? Yes. So again, I went to work at a
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deliverance conference in Corpus Christi. It was the Warriors, was it the Warriors of Deliverance?
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I think that's what it's called. But it had Marcus Rogers, Daniel Adams, John Ramirez, Greg Locke,
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David Diga Hernandez. It had a whole bunch of people on the panel. And I told my husband,
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I said, you know what, I'm going, I'm going, like, I'm going to go work it. So I called and
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asked Mr. Paul Garza if I could work it. And he said, yes. So I went there. And that was really
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the first time I met Greg Locke. And I have a pastor friend here in Pensacola, Florida,
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his name is Butch Callahan with Marcus Point Church Baptist Church. And I'm, he had told me
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that Greg used to learn underneath them. And he, Greg was actually friends with his son. So he had
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told me that information before I had went to the conference. So it was something kind of like,
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you know, a starter point where I could talk to Greg in the back and just say, hey, you know,
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I know Butch Callahan, do you know him? You know, that kind of thing. So we ended up striking up a
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conversation and it went really well. And when I left, I really went home, I prayed about everything.
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I said, you know what, I want to go visit his church. So I went up to Tennessee to his church
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and I asked them if I could work on deliverance conference up there. The girl said, yeah. So I
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came up there. By the time I got there, they had enough people to work it. So she's just like,
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kind of stay around if something happens where you can have help out, just help out. So that's what I
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did. And in the process of all of that, I really felt on my heart when the hub leader got up to
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speak about the hub groups and, you know, having different places all over the nation, you know,
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just to have Greg lock in your living room, to be able to share, you know, that fellowship time with
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somebody and let him pastor. And then we could do baptisms, deliverance, healing sessions, whatever
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we needed to do at our own home and grow and help grow the deliverance ministry really touched me
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because I was like, okay, maybe this is where I need to be because I love his fiery spirit.
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I love everything about him. He's, he's a lot like me, you know, so I was like, let me just do this.
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So that's how I got a part of the hub leadership and with them and stuff. So I enjoy it. I love it.
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It's something that it's just kind of, everything's aligning perfectly. If you know what I mean,
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if you know what I mean, cause I already have my youth group, so youth group hub leadership the same night. It's, it's fun.