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You know that we're not perfect.
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We live in an imperfect world.
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Right.
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We're around imperfect people driving imperfect cars, right?
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You know, going to imperfect work a lot of times.
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So it's all around us.
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It's the only, our only hope is just pressing toward the mark.
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God promises in Joel 2, 28 to pour out his Spirit on all humanity.
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Welcome to Global Outpouring, where we contend for that promise outpouring.
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We equip for that outpouring so that we may engage in that very outpouring.
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I'm Philip Bus.
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And I'm Sharon Bus.
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Welcome to the podcast today.
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We're so glad that you're with us.
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The Lord has been speaking to us and he gave me a marvelous word that we want to share at
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the end of this podcast.
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But it's starting out with talking about our feelings of failure and God's vision for success.
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Thanks so much for joining us today.
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We're so glad that you're with us.
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We've got a number of our things that are on sale right now, getting ready for Christmas
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so that you can have a good opportunity to get life changing things for people that you
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love.
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And today we are going to talk about, do you ever feel like a failure?
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Oh, yes.
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I know that it seems like we're under a barrage a lot of times of failure feelings, like, you
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know, where you should have done something, I should have done something that I didn't
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do or I did something I shouldn't have done.
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You know, I feel like Paul, you know, in Romans seven that I do what I don't want to do.
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Yeah.
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And the thing that I want to do, I don't do.
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And Romans eight fills in the gap that we have the Lord Jesus Christ to be the one that
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makes up the difference.
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Yeah, verse one.
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There's therefore now no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus.
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Yes.
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Who walk not after the flesh, but after the spirit.
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And verse 28.
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Yes.
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And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who
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are the called according to his purpose.
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Yeah, we're called.
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We're all called.
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Exactly.
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And our enemy is constantly trying to get us to either fall into sin or miss something.
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Either we're intending to do something, we don't get it done or we fall into something
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that we shouldn't do just because in a moment we have a flesh flash and things don't go
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the way we intended.
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But Jesus is there to be the one that is fixing it.
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And as I was waiting on the Lord some days ago, I'm not sure if I was challenging him
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or he was challenging me, but I wrote down in my journal, let's talk about failure.
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Because I wanted him to talk to me about failure because lots of times, you know, lots of times
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you're just under that haranguing voice that's trying to get you to be depressed or to be
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disheartened.
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Yeah.
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And...
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Well, you look at all these, look at any of your preachers.
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What you see up there in the platform is totally different than maybe when they're really going
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through stuff because they won't let it show.
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Right.
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Because they're trying to be an example.
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And it's good to be an example.
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And we try to be an example too.
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But I think it's important also for us to be transparent and let people see that, hey,
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we're having the same kind of struggles that you're having.
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First Corinthians 10 13 says, there is no temptation taking you, but such as is common
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to man.
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But God is faithful who will not allow you to be tempted above that you are able, but
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will with the temptation also make a way to escape that you may be able to bear it.
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In other words, everybody is going through something similar.
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You know, and the enemy wants us to think that what we're going through is something
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that nobody has ever gone through before.
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It's worse than anybody else.
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It's like in, in, uh, first Peter, you know, this fiery trial that you're going to go through.
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And it's like, we're not exempt from trials.
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I had a saying I kind of coined some years back, you know, just kind of dropped in my
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spirit.
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He who is perfect, let him fly away to glory.
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I remember that.
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And I think it was over something that happened or something.
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I'm sure probably was.
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It just came and I never forgot that.
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I thought, you know, that we're not perfect.
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We live in an imperfect world.
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Right.
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We're around imperfect people driving imperfect cars.
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Right.
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And going to imperfect work a lot of times.
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So it's all around us.
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That's the only, our only hope is just pressing toward the mark.
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Right.
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You know, and that's, that's Paul.
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It says I press toward the mark of the high calling of God and that mark in the, in the
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Greek.
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Yeah.
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And you really know this if you go up to Jerusalem and Scopus and Mount and Scopus that's there's
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a Mount Scopus and Israel.
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And when the pilgrims would come, not the modern ones today on a bus, I mean, this is
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2000 years ago when they're coming up to the feast, they would walk to Jerusalem and come
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to Mount Scopus.
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Right.
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And if you could get there by sundown, the glow of sunset was falling on the city.
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It was a beautiful, it's a beautiful sight.
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Yes.
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You know, so the only way you'll get to capture that is if you go to Jerusalem, Israel and
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do that, you know.
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Right.
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Because the mark was let's get the Mount Scopus before nightfall so we can get the view, you
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know, before the sun goes down.
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Right.
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Pressing toward the mark.
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And, and that's what we have to do.
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It's, you know, pressing toward that mark.
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Even, even when you feel like you've been blown out of the water.
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Right.
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Because I even not too long ago, you know, something happened that just kind of kind of
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yanked my chain if you want to want to call it that.
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And I, I kind of took offense, you know, and I fought, I mean, it was a real, it was a
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real depression thing that just, just hit me.
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And, and it's just like, you know, words, you know, people things had spoken and, and
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that, you know, like, made you feel like a failure, you know, like, and the devil will
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just he just haunts you with that.
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I mean, even in my prayer time, my worship time, I couldn't shake this thing off.
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It was just a, it was just a downright attack, you know, but after a day and a half or so,
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I, I finally got the victory over it.
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Yes.
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And it's just like, I don't know where the scripture is like, climb out of the pit, which
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you have dug for yourself.
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Yeah.
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Because we dig our own pits many times.
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Yeah.
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You know, and then we fall into it.
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It's true.
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You know, good thing we didn't have a shovel to cover ourselves totally up.
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You know, somebody's got to do that on the top or you can let people shovel it in on
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you.
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You know, you can do that too.
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Right.
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And there are plenty of people who are willing to.
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They just love to bury you, you know, the devil be happy to send a few your way.
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Yeah.
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But you got to get out of that pit and quickly.
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Right.
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Because there's no guarantee you're not going to fall into a pit.
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It's going to happen.
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Things are going to happen that are going to catch you off guard or you will take a fence.
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And that's one of the strongest things to you have to beat off is offense because it
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opens a door.
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Yes.
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To your flesh.
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That's true.
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And according to Matthew 24, where Jesus is listing the events that are going to be signs
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of his coming, taking offense is one of those.
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Yeah.
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And if you don't forgive, hey, you're not going to be forgiven.
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Yeah.
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And that's very, very serious.
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So it's repentance and forgiveness.
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Right.
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We have to do it.
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It's just like we repent.
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Forgive me, Lord, for for what had happened.
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You know, and if you have to ask forgiveness to somebody.
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Yeah.
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You have to go ahead and do it and that restores your relationship.
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It's true.
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It's true.
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But sometimes you have to back up and be an intercessor for a person.
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Like if you well, I'll just say for myself, I've had experiences and more than one where
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I've become offended or someone has done something that hurt me or could have hurt me.
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You know, and like if I discovered that someone was talking behind my back, they say really
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nice things to my face.
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And then they're tearing me down to other people behind my back.
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You know, I overheard a conversation once that I was absolutely devastated by it.
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Devastated because of the the attitude that was in the voices.
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And I felt like I'd been slashed and I walked away from it.
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But I was on my way back to my office and I knew that I couldn't hold offense because
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offense is something that you take.
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You take it.
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It's an act.
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You actually take it.
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It's offered to you on a silver platter, as it were.
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But you have to take offense.
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And by the time I got to the top of the stairs, I knew, oh, I've got to forgive.
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So my favorite way of forgiving is to begin to ask our father to forgive, because if I
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can start to become that person's intercessor asking God to forgive the person, then it's
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easier for me to forgive the person because I'm already interceding for that person.
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And you know, I don't want anything bad to happen to that person because they shouldn't
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slander.
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It's blaspheming.
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You know, remember that we are made in the image of God.
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And when we choose to speak against one another to other people, you know, you don't blaspheme
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God and you don't blaspheme people that are in the image of God.
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You must recognize that God has a purpose for that person.
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And if I place a judgment over them and begin to speak over them and speak against them,
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the devil can use that information that I'm saying in the court of heaven against them
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as an expert witness.
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And that locks them up and it locks me up.
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So that's not a good thing.
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But that's the kind of wiles that the devil has.
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So it's so important that we learn to pray for people who have hurt us.
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And it helps so much to enable us to forgive those people.
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And like you said, it took me a couple of days where, you know, you have this replay
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that goes on in your head.
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And I think that comes from the devil too.
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It's a spirit of replay, you might call it.
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And you just have to keep saying no and begin to pray in tongues.
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That's a huge thing to help.
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Pray in tongues and begin to intercede for that person because you don't want the kind
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of thing to fall on them that the devil is trying to do to them.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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But looking at the prayer that you had written down here, why don't you read that since you
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wrote it?
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Okay.
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I'm sharing with you from my journal.
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Father, help me to see the circumstances and situations from my seat in Christ next to
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you.
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I need your heavenly perspective in order to order my steps are right.
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I yield to your spirit, Father, order my steps are right.
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And then he began to lead me into some scriptures.
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So let's just look at how Jesus is that one back to Romans 7 verse 25, it says, I thank
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God.
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Oh, I better go back to verse 24.
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Oh, wretched man that I am.
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Who shall deliver me from the body of this death?
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I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord.
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So then with the mind, I serve the law of God, but with the flesh, I serve the law of
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sin.
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So it's the difference between the flesh and the spirit.
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So Philip, the first one that I got was from Romans 3.
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Okay.
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And this is out of the passion, the TPT version.
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This is verse 25.
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Jesus, God given destiny was to be the sacrifice to take away sins.
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And now he is our mercy seat because of his death on the cross.
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We come to him for mercy for God has made a provision for us to be forgiven by faith
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in the sacred blood of Jesus.
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This is the perfect demonstration of God's justice because unto now he had been so patient
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holding back his justice out of his tolerance for us.
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He is tolerant for us.
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So he covered over the sins of those who live prior to Jesus sacrifice.
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Beautiful.
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Beautiful.
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That's so well put.
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You know, I had an awful time as a child and a young adult and really into my adulthood
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a ways before I understood the King James on that verse.
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It says that God has sent Jesus forth to be a propitiation through faith in his blood.
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And I was I could never get a good handle on what does that mean?
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I will give to you what the dictionary says.
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I think this is dictionary.com.
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It says instead of using the word propitiation, I'm looking at the verb propitiate.
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It means to appease, to render favorable, to make propitious.
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Well, that doesn't help.
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To conciliate and another way to say it is to atone so we can understand that he's making
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reconciliation.
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But what you read was he is the mercy seat.
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And I hadn't had that in any translation that I had ever read.
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But when I studied the Spanish, I understood that the word mercy seat in Spanish is el
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propiciatorio.
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So then I got it that Jesus is our mercy seat.
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And so it kind of took me back in my mind to a teaching that the Lord had given me from
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Exodus 25, where it describes the making of the Ark of the Covenant.
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And I'll just give it to you really, really briefly, but this was life changing for me
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because for years I'd been trying to get a good picture in my mind of what it looked like
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to have Jesus on the inside of us and also to be in him.
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So it's kind of like this layered thing, but I couldn't really find a good picture until
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I discovered this scripture.
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And in this scripture in Exodus 25, starting with verse 10, I'm not going to read it so
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much.
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I'm not going to tell the story, but you can go and study it for yourself, where Moses
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is being given instructions of how to make the Ark of the Covenant.
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And he says to make an ark of chateam wood.
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Now chateam wood is acacia wood and it grows in the desert.
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they were.
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So it's a thorny tree that grows very slowly because it's in the desert.
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So if it grows very slowly, it's also a very hard wood.
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And if you see it, it's really kind of gnarly.
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And so it's gnarly and it's hard and it's thorny.
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And to me, as I was reading this, I was realizing, you know, that is a picture of our flesh.
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You know, when we have a flesh flash, it's usually hard and gnarly and thorny.
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And one time we were in one of the museums or an institute, Temple Institute in Jerusalem,
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and we were being instructed about the making of the Ark of the Covenant.
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And when you read this, it says you overlay it with gold inside and out.
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But this lady who was teaching us said, no, that's it's not like gold leaf where you just
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have this little thin layer of gold.
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No, she said it was a gold box inside of the wooden box.
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And those two boxes were put inside of another gold box.
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And then you've got this gold crown around it that covers over the layers.
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All you can see is gold.
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You can't see any wood at all.
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It's all covered.
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It's all covered.
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And that is a picture of what it's like when our flesh is under the control, shall I say,
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of the Spirit, because gold in Scripture is a picture of deity.
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So when you have the pure gold of the presence of God inside of you and inside of the Ark,
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we know was the pot of manna and Aaron's rod that budded and the tablets of the covenant,
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all of those things are in your inner man when you're walking with the Lord and he's
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doing his work in you and his provision is in you and his authority is in you and his
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word is in you.
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And it covers up all of the flesh.
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So there's no flesh flashing when you're walking in the Spirit.
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And that's the wonderful thing.
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Walking in the Spirit is the thing.
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It's the place where we're going.
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So then he goes on to say that on top of that, you put a mercy seat or a propitiatorio or
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in the Hebrew, the word is caporet.
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And it means cover.
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It means lid.
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Okay.
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So it's the cover.
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It's the lid, but it's the place where the blood is sprinkled.
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And there's two cherubim over that, two angels that are hovering over this place of the mercy
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of God, this place where the reconciliation is taking place, where judgment is averted,
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where it's put away.
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It's dealt with.
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It's covered.
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It's the cover place.
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And on Yom Kippur, the word Kippur means to cover.
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So the caporet is from the same word as Kippur, that it's this place of covering.
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And so we see that this is also the place where God spoke to Moses.
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This is interesting to me as I've studied this.
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It doesn't say that he spoke to Aaron there, but he spoke to Moses.
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Aaron could only go in there once a year, but it doesn't seem that there was any limitation
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for Moses.
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He could go there as much as he wanted.
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Isn't that an amazing thought?
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But it was the place where God said, I will meet you there.
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I will speak to you there.
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And when we see in the book of Hebrews over and over again, you'd see it in, if you'll
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do a search for high priest in the book of Hebrews, you'll find it's throughout the whole
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book.
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It's talking about Jesus as our high priest who is interceding for us with his own blood,
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with what he did on the cross for us.
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He is the one, just like the end of Romans seven says, that he's the answer to all of
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our failures, all those places where we fall short.
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He's there interceding for us.
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He's there doing the stuff for us.
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He is there.
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So we see that Jesus is there at the mercy seat.
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He is the mercy seat.
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He is the sacrifice.
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His blood is speaking better things than that of Abel, which is in Hebrews 12, 24.
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So when Cain killed Abel, God said to Cain, your brother's blood is crying to me out of
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the ground.
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So whatever his voice was crying for, our fleshly human ways are going to be crying
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for retribution, crying for fix this.
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So for life is in the blood, in our nature we have all blood in us.
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So if Jesus were redeemed by his blood, that gives you a better picture of blood.
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And it's got to be blood for blood.
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Anytime there was a murder in the Old Testament, anytime there was a murder, a premeditated
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murder, then the next of kin was responsible to go and kill the murderer.
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It had to be blood paying for blood.
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There's no remission without the shedding of blood.
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So Jesus shed his blood for us.
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He was the sacrifice and his blood on the mercy seat is probably saying what he said
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from the cross, Father, forgive them.
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They know not what they do.
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We don't realize how much influence from the dark side there is over our minds or other
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people's minds, especially unregenerate people's minds.
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They haven't gotten the freedom that comes from knowing Jesus and that comes from having
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a renewed mind.
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It's easy to say, Father, forgive them.
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They don't know what they do.
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If you realize somebody's done something to you and you've gotten offended about it, but
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they didn't realize what they did, or maybe lots of times we take things wrong.
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We might hear something wrong.
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They might not have said what we thought we heard them say.
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Sometimes words get twisted by the time they get into our ears.
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And God wants us to begin to speak with Jesus, to begin to speak with Jesus' blood, those
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things that are better things.
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He's praying, Father, forgive them.
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Father, forgive them.
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Father, forgive them.
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He's interceding for us.
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Father, forgive them.
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Father, forgive them.
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And not only is he, you know, if you have the picture of the Holy of Holies, he is the
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Ark of the Covenant.
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He is the mercy seat.
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It's his blood that's on the mercy seat.
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He is the high priest that is interceding.
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And he's also the veil, the veil of his flesh.
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I mean, he's done the whole thing for us.
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And if you look at the picture of Yom Kippur, Yom Kippur is the one feast where it's not
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a pilgrimage feast.
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You don't go to Jerusalem for this.
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You hunker down right where you're at and you fast, you deny yourself and you repent,
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whatever, and you let the high priest do the job for you.
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Yeah.
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That's a day, it's a lack of feast.
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Yes.
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You know, no food.
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It's a fast instead of feast.
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So all of these things the Lord was showing me in the scriptures.
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And then as I sat before him, considering what he had showed me, he began to speak to
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me in my journal.
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And I just want to read this to you.
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He says, come up and see from my point of view.
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I'm Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, the first and the last.
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Of course, that's a quote from Revelation 1 verses 8 and 11.
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I saw your end from your beginning.
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I saw you and your entire life before the beginning of the earth as you know it.
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I am Yehovah Shema.
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I'm continuously present with you and I have foreknowledge about every detail of your life,
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past, present, and future.
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For I am the one who is and who was and who is to come.
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Nothing exists without me.
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I see the eternal you, the redeemed you.
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Your repentance for your failures and shortcomings erases them from my records.
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Now use the power of my word and my blood to blot them out from your memory and the
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devil's records so he has no grounds for accusations.
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Blot them out before me in the memory of those who are aware of the situation that every
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defiling root of bitterness will be vaporized, disintegrated.
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Learn to co-operate with my spirit in intercession for those you have hurt and those who have
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hurt you.
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Pray and bring my blood and my word over the roots and ripples that go out with the potential
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to damage my kingdom in the people around and in generations to come.
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I'm going to read that line again.
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Pray and bring my blood and my word over the roots and ripples that go out with the potential
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to damage my kingdom in the people around and in generations to come.
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Oh, that's beautiful.
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Defeat the mental strongholds with my blood and my word.
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You have continuous choices to agree with the accuser or with me.
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As you continuously choose to be being filled with my spirit, you gain valuable ground in
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my kingdom and for my kingdom in the earth.
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Did you catch that?
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You're gaining ground in my kingdom and for my kingdom in the earth.
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Your overcoming makes it easier for others to overcome.
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You become a forerunner.
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It's the overcoming that I highlight in my view.
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I paid for it.
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It's my blood on the mercy seat, the lid, the covering.
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And I am the mercy seat and I am the high priest of your profession.
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And I am the veil of the Holy of Holies.
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And I am your intercessor and I am in you and you are in me.
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So stop listening to the accuser whenever you fall short.
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Co-operate with me in my plan for you and let me help you fulfill my work.
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I have called you to.
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It's meant to be a team effort and I'm the captain of the team.
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Hallelujah.
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So I just want to encourage you listener.
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We encourage you that we're just like you and you've had some things that have happened
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and our father wants you to know that you are just like everybody else.
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What has happened to you is probably abnormal circumstances and probably your reaction was
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normal in abnormal circumstances.
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Yeah.
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But there's a new normal that comes from heaven.
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There's an eternal normal that our father wants us to shift gears and get into that
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heavenly normal where we go up into his viewpoint to see things from how he sees them.
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Because if he sees me in my eternal me, he wants to open my eyes and your eyes to see
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others from his eternal perspective.
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And that will help you deal with the things that go on around you, the hurts and the wounds
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and the things that happen.
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This stuff happens.
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But he wants you to know that you have an eternal purpose.
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He has an eternal purpose for you and your eternal purpose is linked to him.
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You can't do it by yourself.
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You're trying to.
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He's there to co-operate with you and bring you into that place of success from his point
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of view.
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Just relax and let him work in you and let him just work with him.
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The job of the clay, if he's the potter, we're the clay.
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The job of the clay is to yield under pressure.
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And sometimes we have these pressures that come from the outside to help us see the imperfections
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that need to be pushed out.
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Like if a potter is dealing with clay, he can tell if there's like a little rock in
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it and he's got to push it out because it doesn't belong there.
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If he puts that vessel in the fire with that little rock in it, it'll explode.
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And then the vessel's ruined.
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But he wants to push that out before he puts you in the fire.
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It's wonderful what he does.
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Begin to expect him to give you eternal perspective on the things that you're going through because
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that's where we're at right now.
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He wants to give you help to understand that all of these things that are happening to
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you are not to discourage you or defeat you.
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They are to give you, they're like hurdles in a race.
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And you have to jump over the hurdles in order to get through the race.
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If you go around the hurdles, you're not going to win because you didn't do it according
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to the way that the race was laid out.
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You have to go over the hurdles.
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You have to get through these things.
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And just like it took Philip and me a couple of days, but we started in the first, we recognized
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what the battle was and we fought it through and you can too because you have this new
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eternal perspective.
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Amen.
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