(212) “From Darkness to Light” with Lakey Goff

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He who is forgiven much loves much.

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Absolutely.

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And I mean, there's no way this is an imposter.

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You can hear an impossible situation between Tibetan Buddhism, suicide, pharmacia.

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I mean, all of this stuff divorces and my Jesus said, I want her.

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He said, I'm going to go get her.

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And he promises in Joel 2, 28 to pour out his spirit on all humanity.

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Welcome to Global Outpouring.

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We contend for that promise outpouring.

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We equip for that outpouring so that we may engage in that very outpouring.

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I'm Philip Bus.

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And I'm Sharon Bus.

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Welcome to the podcast today.

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We're so glad that you're with us.

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We have a very special podcast today because we have a special guest, Lakey Goff, and she's

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going to tell us her testimony of how God brought her out of darkness into his marvelous

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light.

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Thanks so much for joining us today.

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This is a wonderful day in God.

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And before we get started with this marvelous testimony, we want to encourage you, if you

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haven't already done so, please go to our website, globaloutpouring.net and be sure

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to sign up for our email lists so that we can stay in touch with you.

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And please, please give us some feedback.

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We love to hear from our listeners.

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We know that you are important to us.

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Yes, you.

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I'm talking to you, listener.

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You're important to us.

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And we are here to help you to contend for the outpouring and equip for the outpouring

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so that you can engage in the outpouring as it unfolds where you live.

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But we want you to be ready.

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This testimony is going to help you to understand some things that go on on the dark side and

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how to overcome and how to be set free and see what God will do with your life like you

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did with Lakeys.

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So Lakey Goff, thank you so much for joining us today.

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This is going to be an exciting podcast.

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Thank you so much, Sharon and Philip, for having me here.

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Praise the Lord.

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May his name be glorified.

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Amen.

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That's what it's all about.

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It's all about his glory.

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It's all about his outpouring.

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That's right.

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We want to see him do everything that he wants to do.

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Yes.

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But there was a time in your life when you decided you didn't want to see what he wanted

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to do.

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But let's start at the beginning.

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What kind of a home did you grow up in?

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I was raised in a very loving home.

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My mom was very young when they got married.

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My dad is an artist and they were married in a yoga house.

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I will say that that's an important part of the story.

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In Memphis, yes, and also they lived on a commune here in the Ozarks Mountains in Arkansas,

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actually.

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Okay.

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But I was the firstborn of five children and my dad was a seeker of the Lord.

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He was seeking God and he had an experience on this commune they lived on and he was seeking

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in the scripture and he gave his life to Jesus.

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And so I was raised in a Christian home and as a baby, they lived on this commune for

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a short time.

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My dad is a very strong personality and he ended up taking down the symbol for home at

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the commune and putting up the fish of the living.

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Oh wow.

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And they went ahead and asked him to leave.

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Praise the Lord.

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Okay.

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So you were actually born while they were still in they were still seeking.

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Yes.

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And that's that explains a lot.

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That's a generational some of the generational curses and stuff.

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Okay.

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And you were born on the solstice.

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Yes.

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The winter solstice.

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Yes.

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And that's in 73.

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Oh, it's 73.

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Yes.

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And that's a significant year.

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Yes.

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Okay.

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So your folks got involved in pro-life.

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Yes.

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So after my dad had an experience with the Lord and we lived near Russellville, Arkansas

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on a farm with five acres and my parents had, you know, my brothers and sisters, there

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were five children all together and my brothers and sisters were born at home with a midwife.

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We had an organic garden.

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You know, we had a dog and we went to a small non-dominational fellowship church.

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And we went to private Christian schools, very sheltered, good, pure life, lots of potlucks,

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lots of good families in our church.

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And that was my childhood.

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I will say in me, even then I was a very curious child and I love to explore in the woods on

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my own alone.

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So there are some things that were in me that kind of have to do with my testimony as we

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continue.

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Okay.

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And then your family moved to El Paso, Texas.

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Yes.

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My dad sold everything.

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He wanted to be a doer of the word.

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We had a strong conviction to help the poor and anyone else the Lord brought.

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So we sold everything we own.

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We sold the farm in Arkansas and we moved about a mile from the Mexican border near

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Juarez in El Paso, Texas.

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And we were there for two years.

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We lived a very sheltered life there.

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We were taught at home during the week.

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On Friday nights, we went to the malls and witnessed to people.

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On Saturday mornings, we went with the Catholics to the abortion clinics and picketed the abortion

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clinics.

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And then on Sunday, we went to church, worship the Lord, and then went over to Mexico to

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feed do feedings in the slums there.

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Wow.

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Of course.

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So you had Spanish for, you know, early on very early.

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The Spanish language, Spanish people.

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So then, then what happened?

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So we lived in that lifestyle, you know, serving the Lord with everything we had for two years.

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And then at the age of 12, my father had another spiritual experience with the Lord and said

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that we were moving to Costa Rica to be missionaries.

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And so once again, everything we own had to fit in a foot locker, which I remember my

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dad got him at Kmart.

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He brought him to our room and said everything you want, you need to fit it in there.

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And so that's not a bad thing.

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You know, it's a very simple living.

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It's a good thing and I still live that way actually, as far as the material things not

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needing.

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Yeah, some very good things my parents instilled in me.

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I just want to bless my mother and father.

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Yes.

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Yeah, I want to honor and bless my mother and father here for the good things they've

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taught me.

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That's beautiful.

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Yes.

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So you lived in Costa Rica for how long?

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Yes, when I was 12, we moved down there and lived there until I graduated high school.

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We were there a total of five, six years.

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And then I worked in the Nicaraguan refugee camps there.

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Oh, yeah.

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Eventually, my father had a resettlement camp about six miles from the Nicaraguan border.

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So while the Sandinistas were coming over the war, the Sandinistas sometimes they would

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cross the river, Sada Pekee, and the first place they would end up is at my dad's farm.

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Oh, my he wrote a grant with another missionary and so they had this land and it was so remote

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that you could only get there by a boat.

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Oh, there were no roads.

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Oh, my.

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That's pretty remote.

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Yeah.

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And primitive, no doubt.

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Very primitive, wild.

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Wow.

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So then you came back to the States and you had graduated from high school.

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So then what happened?

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So we were back in Russellville, Arkansas, which was our hometown.

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And you know, my friends suggested I go to college, which as missionaries, we hadn't

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really prepared for this.

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So I just had a friend who told me about Hendricks College, so I applied and I got in and I went

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to Hendricks College.

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Okay.

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Now, for our listeners, they don't know anything about Hendricks College.

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Can you give them just an overview of what Hendricks College is like?

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Yes, it's a small liberal arts college in central Arkansas.

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And was originally Methodist.

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Originally Methodist, but very liberal.

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And the dorm that I was placed in was called Couch Hall.

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So that's where the bisexuals and drugs were.

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And that was so, and that's where I lived the year I was at Hendricks College.

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Even back then it was...

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Even back then it was.

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Yeah.

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So then what happened to you?

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Well as soon as I was out of my dad's under his roof and his rules, my life had been so

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extreme as you can tell.

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And so I wanted to experience things on my own and I wanted to find God in my own way.

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And my father was very concerned about me going to this liberal arts school.

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Yeah, he knew what it was about.

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With reason.

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Because he had wisdom and he was trying to protect me.

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But I did write him a two page letter.

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He said if I went there, I had to go to Bible study and I wrote him a letter and I just

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basically said, no, I'm on my own.

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I'm doing my own thing now.

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I'm going to basically do it my way.

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And how did that go?

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I mean, you made a list.

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What kind of a list did you make?

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I did.

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It was very methodical about this.

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I mean, I made a list of the drugs I wanted to try.

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I was very much for the experience of things.

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And as an artist, you know, in that curiosity, the enemy can easily early on get a hold through

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curiosity.

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And then of course, that very strict environment squelched some of that need to explore in

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a safe way, which would be to explore the word of God.

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But one of the things my father had taught me, you know, and I did agree with was that

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I was to not have sex before marriage.

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It seemed very logical to me.

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Even with drinking and things, I had no desire, which is amazing.

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Right.

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But that was a thought.

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Well, that's gross.

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But I ended up losing my virginity through.

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I was date raped.

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I was raped at Hendricks College.

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So as you know, that was a way for the enemy to come in and I didn't tell many people about

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it.

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And so the shame, right.

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All the things that go with that.

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For me, how it manifested was very quickly as mental illness is what they called.

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So I was misdiagnosed, which is actually a word curse of being bipolar and placed in

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psychiatric institutions for it was almost 20 years.

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I was in and out of them and very early age.

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They started giving me pharmacia, which we know is what they call mood stabilizers or

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psychiatric medication is the language of the world.

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Yeah.

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But that didn't go well for you.

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No, that eventually after 20 years of using lithium, Seroquel.

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I mean, it often they would experiment with things as a new drug would come out.

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Geodon.

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They would just experiment.

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Well, had some of the drugs that you took affected your mind?

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I'm sure they had it in some way.

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Yes.

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But you can see between being raped and also coming from the mission field to the United

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States being raped, experimenting with drugs and alcohol.

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It's a combination.

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Yeah.

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Well, we understand on this side of all of that, that the enemy of our soul is trying

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to do everything he can to ruin our lives so that we won't ever hurt his kingdom.

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Right.

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But we are sent here to this planet for a purpose of our father that is going to ruin

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the kingdom of darkness.

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Right.

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Yeah.

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So then what happened?

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What was the next thing that happened to you?

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So I continued to go to church.

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The 20 years of the pharmacia in the hospitalization was one of the hardest things to break free

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of.

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And in that time, I was married several times and I had two children married and then divorced

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and I had two children.

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But the final thing that happened with that is that I was hospitalized because a lot of

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the pharmacia or drugs that they give you and the side effects themselves cause like

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suicidal ideation.

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Oh, that's right.

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Yeah.

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So there were many times it wasn't even my own thoughts.

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It was the results.

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It's witchcraft.

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You know?

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And so the last time I was hospitalized was 2015 and they gave me electroshock.

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Oh no.

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And yes, I was already so drugged from being in lockdown that I didn't understand when I,

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you know, what they were doing.

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And so I was given that lost a month or more of my life, um, you know, in a wheelchair

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drooling, trying to shock that out of me.

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And they still do that in Arkansas at a place called Bridgeway, which I have since returned

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and the Lord has healed me and healed that trauma and rewired my neurons.

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Jesus Christ, the son of God has rewired my neurons.

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It was a month ago.

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He brought me back there and we have canceled that assignment that that will not happen

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to any other people.

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Amen.

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So praise the Lord.

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Time for that to be outlawed, I think.

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That is outlawed.

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It's, it's yeah, it's not humane.

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So how did you start getting into other kinds of religious practices in your search for

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God?

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Yes.

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So there was the curiosity, of course, but also there was a frustration from the time

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as a little girl in the fellowship churches, seeing good people, kind people, even worshiping

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God, but a lack of power.

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That's it.

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A lack of authority.

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And I found that as I was needing to detox off of this pharmacia and these drugs that

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no one could help me in the churches that even their prayers fell to the ground.

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And so in 2015, I was at a, you know, a non-denominational fellowship church that I'd go with with my

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husband and my children and no one could help me even though they kept praying and there

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was no deliverance, no, no mention of spirits or the spiritual battle weren't we're in.

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And I knew after that electroshock that I had to find a way to detox my body from that.

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And so I went to yoga.

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It started with simple breath work and, and my desire was to be free of the bondage and

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my desire was to be right with God.

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Wow.

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And so it started with Hatha yoga.

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There are many different forms of yoga.

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It started with Hatha yoga, but it wasn't powerful enough.

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So then I found Kundalini yoga, which is called royal yoga.

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And it's a lineage of 10 gurus.

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I'll tell you more about that, but there's a lot of chanting and mantras and breath work.

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And so I was able to detox without the support of a single person, by the way, my parents

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didn't, weren't in agreement with it.

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My daughter, my husband at the time, my psychiatrist, even my sponsor in AA, no one agreed or supported

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me to teach.

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They were afraid for me because they had only known me as neat on these drugs, you know?

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And so I used the yoga and moving my body and breath work and the mantras to detox.

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Yes.

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And you detoxed and welcomed a whole bunch of other stuff in.

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Right.

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Oops.

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Right.

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So how did that go?

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Opened up.

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I did not understand that the mantras, mantra means sound current and that sound.

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A sound current and it's a repetition, but part of it's a focus your mind, you know,

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to clear your subconscious, to heal trauma.

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Now I knew that it wasn't what I was brought up with.

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I mean, I have, you know, we have our case says in the word of God, we do know right

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from wrong.

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So I will say I knew that this was not the word of God, that this was not, but it started

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in desperation.

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And you never ran into somebody that had the power to be able to help you deliverance.

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No, I never, I never was around anyone.

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And so I went all the way with Kundalini yoga and I became a trained Kundalini yoga teacher

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level one, level two, and then I started teaching others and holding women's retreats, wellness

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retreats.

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And then from there, you know, once you open up that door, the modalities and healing quote

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unquote modalities in the new age movement, they're all very similar and you become trained

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and you know, I became trained in Reiki, which is healing on with the hands.

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I became trained.

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I was a trained through not Marcian, which is healing through the consciousness.

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I went as far as you can go.

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Oh, the very first thing I did though, as I was beginning yoga, let me backtrack is

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I start meditating to calm my mind as I didn't have those, that pharmacia, that those drugs

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that you made up your mind, you weren't going to take them anymore.

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I wasn't going to take them.

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And so since, so I couldn't calm the mind and none of these Christians didn't seem,

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you know, there was no power, there was anything.

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So I went to a Tibetan Buddhism meditation classes first.

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And I went to a retreat.

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Yeah.

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And I met a llama and I took refuge in Tibetan Buddhism for the very first year as I was

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still learning yoga.

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All of it was kind of coming at the same time.

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Wow.

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And you got into it deeply.

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Deeply.

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Yes.

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And then the Tibetan Buddhism, I found that the Kundalini yoga had the most power, which

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the enemy has power and he gives riches and power.

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I want the Christian community to understand in the body of Christ that that is real.

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These things are not made up.

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One thing we found out in Tibet and people that know that there was human sacrifice in

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Tibetan Buddhism in Tibet.

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That was, you know, it's been for a long time.

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The history of history of Tibetan Buddhism.

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They don't advertise that here.

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They don't advertise that.

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No, it's very hidden what the power is.

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It seems to be one thing, just like housewives trying to get a little calm.

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Let's just meditate, quote unquote.

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Right.

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But what it is, is opening yourself up to demonic spirits, high demon powers.

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And that is what a mantra is.

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It's nothing but a chant to demon powers, whether it's Tibetan Buddhism or Kundalini

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yoga or Gurmukhi or Reiki, everything that is not the word of God, that is not Jesus

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Christ, the son of God is a chant to a demon power.

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And you are inviting them in to channel those demons for the work of the enemy of our soul.

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Wow.

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And you got involved in all kinds of, uh, would you call it witchcraft as well?

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Yes.

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So in Kundalini yoga, the first thing they did in my training, this is really important

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because you know, as believers, we daily give, we submit, it says in the word of God, it

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says submit your will to God, resist the devil and he will flee.

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So there's a submission of your will.

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Well, in Kundalini yoga in my training, and this was like 2017, the very first thing they

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did in our, our yoga training was break our will.

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Oh, I didn't know this.

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We did an hour.

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So this does this make sense now?

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Yeah.

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An hour long chant called a Sat Kriya, which one of our main mantras was truth is our true

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identity.

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So see, you believe that you're going towards truth, but we did this chant to break our

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will.

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Oh my.

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And so my will was broken, but I agreed to it.

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Right.

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So no one is doing anything against their will, but they break your will.

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This is what the Lord showed me after he saved me some of the things that had happened.

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If that is I'm making sense.

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When you get to a level of let's we're regret, did you feel, do you feel like, well, I've

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arrived, I've done all this, you know, and I got all this power.

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I don't need nothing else.

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What did, did you have a feeling like that?

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You know, cause the devil's giving you all this false feeling of fulfillment and all

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that.

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But when did you realize it was wrong?

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Not until my, my son, my youngest child, my son's Solomon was taken from me legally.

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Did I understand because we even had mantras and chants and meditations for the legal system.

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Wow.

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There is a chant and meditation and Kundalini yoga for everything.

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Like we have prayers from the word of God that is the truth.

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Right.

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Yeah.

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But there was, and so there was a meditation I was doing in a chant for the court situation

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that I was in in 2020 and it, nothing was moving, nothing was changing.

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And then my son was actually legally taken from me.

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And so I had to reach a place of completely losing everything, including custody of my

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own son because that had the way the enemy blinds you, you see.

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Wow.

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Wow.

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So you, it's just like having everything ahead.

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It felt like your complete control and fulfillment, but then when you use that, like for the court

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case and all that, it didn't work.

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So that's what kind of, did that help you wake up?

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Wake up.

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It's, it was the process of starting to wake up.

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It was a process because the stronghold of the enemy and that, I mean, I had chanted

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for almost five years daily, which I now know I was chanting and calling in demon powers.

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And I was given power and I actually made money partially from, well, women's meditation

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retreats, but also reading auras.

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That was one of the powers I was given a channeling the dead.

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I mean, all of these, all of this Cunilini yoga is nothing but a covenant of a death

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covenant that it talks about in Isaiah.

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They're using a lineage of 10 different gurus and they're connecting to what they call the

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subtle body, which is actually just those that have already died.

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Right.

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To receive energy and keeping them alive through our chanting.

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And that's just the tip of the iceberg.

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We might have to do another podcast specifically because I want to expose the lies of the enemy.

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I want to blow the cover off and I want to, because that's why we overcome by the blood

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of the lamb and the word of our testimony.

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We love not our life unto death and that overcoming that Jesus has walked me through is that now

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for those that are out there seeking that are still doing witchcraft, that are still

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meditating, that are even doing yoga practices, maybe even just Hatha yoga that they need to

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know what they are coming into agreement with and they are coming into agreement with the

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father of lies.

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And so there's a lot in that I want to expose at some point.

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Yes.

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I think that's, that is a wonderful thing is people that are involved in this or know

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people that are involved, they would need to know.

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Don't you need to, you know, need to know.

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Wow.

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Yeah.

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Because even the poses themselves are poses to Hindu gods in yoga, even just Hatha yoga.

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But I will say on that, that's why it's so important that we understand that as believers

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and followers and ambassadors of Jesus Christ, that our body is a temple of the Holy Spirit.

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So there does need to be, we need to honor God with our body and use it for I run now

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I'm a runner.

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The Lord restored my lungs and healed my lungs.

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So I just want to smoke her.

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Right.

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I've 30 years, I was addicted to nicotine in some form.

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Wow.

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Yeah.

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And he, he delivered me and set me free and healed my lungs.

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And now I just ran a 10 K in the Little Rock marathon about two or three weeks ago, which

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is a miracle.

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Wow.

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And he, Jesus is alive.

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He's still healing people.

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He's given back new body parts.

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Absolutely, absolutely.

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This is awesome.

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Wow.

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Jesus, you know, I just want to ask a couple of questions about the yoga business because

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you know, so many people think that there's such a thing as Christian yoga, but that's

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a misnomer, right?

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It doesn't work.

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Right.

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The word yoga is a Sanskrit word, which means yolk.

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Yoke.

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Yes.

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Well, that ought to spell it out for us.

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And so I just want to acknowledge to all the women that are trying to heal from trauma

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in their bodies and every sort of trauma they've experienced that there is a way for the Lord

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to heal your body without yoga.

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Yeah.

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Yoga is a yolk.

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And part of the thing like Shavasana, which is what you do after a yoga set, you lay down

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and you open your arms and it's called, it's a corpse pose.

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Oh, wonderful.

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Shavasana, I want you to hear this.

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Are you listening to me?

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Shavasana is corpse pose and you are opening yourself up to whatever the teacher has set

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the intention for, whatever mantra they have spoken.

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And so if you're not coming into agreement with the Holy Spirit of God, the Ruach HaKadish,

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then what are you coming into agreement with?

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Right.

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You are coming into agreement with demons and our battle is not against flesh and blood.

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It's against powers and principalities and the rulers of darkness of the heavenly places.

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And so I have seen the Christian yoga and there's another way that the Lord has.

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There's a better way for us to use our bodies because you cannot separate yoga from the

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Hindu religion.

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Yoga is a spiritual practice based on the Hinduism religion.

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Right.

495
00:25:22,100 --> 00:25:23,560
Which is idolatry.

496
00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:24,560
It is idolatry.

497
00:25:24,560 --> 00:25:26,280
And it's an abomination to God.

498
00:25:26,280 --> 00:25:27,320
It's abomination.

499
00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:29,080
Which means it's disgusting to him.

500
00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:30,080
Right.

501
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:31,080
Yeah.

502
00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:32,080
You're putting another God before him.

503
00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:36,080
That's part of the, I mean, that's the very first of the 10 commandments have no other

504
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:37,620
gods before me.

505
00:25:37,620 --> 00:25:42,240
But it's so subtle and there is a need for women to use their bodies and for, and you

506
00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:48,440
know, so I would just want to really acknowledge that, that I understand why they want to relax.

507
00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:50,640
They want to med, they want to calm their mind.

508
00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:54,400
They want to, but the Lord is the only one who can bring peace.

509
00:25:54,400 --> 00:25:55,400
He's the Prince of peace.

510
00:25:55,400 --> 00:26:01,240
He's the only one who can show each of us which way our bodies were made to exercise

511
00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:03,400
or to stay healthy.

512
00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:09,760
And our meditation on him and on his words and on his word is the answer.

513
00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:14,160
If meditation is the direction you're going, you need to meditate on the word of God because

514
00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:16,440
that's what gives life, not death.

515
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:17,440
Right.

516
00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:20,960
It says in Psalm one, meditate on my word night and day, and then you will have good

517
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:21,960
success.

518
00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:25,120
And the word meditation is mentioned many times in the word of God.

519
00:26:25,120 --> 00:26:29,080
And that is to meditate on his word because his words are life.

520
00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:30,600
And his words are truth.

521
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:32,640
The words of Jesus, he says that in John.

522
00:26:32,640 --> 00:26:33,640
Yeah.

523
00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:37,000
And then many Christians are scared of the word meditate because they think, Oh, that's

524
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:41,520
meditate means, but no, it was in the scripture long before it was in Hinduism.

525
00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:42,520
Right.

526
00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:43,520
Exactly.

527
00:26:43,520 --> 00:26:44,520
Right.

528
00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:48,320
Thank you for reclaiming that the things that the enemy has tried to take and ownership is

529
00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:50,560
that now the Lord owns all of it.

530
00:26:50,560 --> 00:26:52,660
And so we do meditate on the word of God.

531
00:26:52,660 --> 00:26:56,080
We are meditators on the word of God, which is alive.

532
00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:57,560
It's living and active.

533
00:26:57,560 --> 00:26:58,560
Yes.

534
00:26:58,560 --> 00:26:59,560
Absolutely.

535
00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:02,720
Sharper than a two edged sword pierces between spirit and soul.

536
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:03,720
Amen.

537
00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:04,720
Thank you.

538
00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:05,720
Certainly does.

539
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:09,800
I've heard recently about something they call chair yoga.

540
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:10,960
Are you familiar with that?

541
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:13,480
Is that very, tell us about that.

542
00:27:13,480 --> 00:27:18,680
Cause you know, I think there's people that are, that are doing it for the sake of exercise.

543
00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:19,680
Yes.

544
00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:22,320
And I actually, I did teach in a nursing home.

545
00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:24,280
I mean, so there was like very pure intentions.

546
00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:28,400
I taught chair yoga at a nursing home for about a year, Kundalini yoga, but I also taught

547
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:31,280
them mantras and meditations.

548
00:27:31,280 --> 00:27:35,400
But see, that's how the it's so, so harmless.

549
00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:39,400
It seems like, yes, that that's part of the, I wore all white.

550
00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:43,920
I wore turbans and you know, I want to tell you that we sang chants all the time that

551
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:45,640
we were one with God.

552
00:27:45,640 --> 00:27:48,280
And our main mantra was that truth was our true identity.

553
00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:51,840
And we acknowledged Jesus, but as an avatar and a prophet, we did.

554
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:52,840
I am meditations.

555
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:53,840
Okay.

556
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:58,640
This is the part that the believers need to understand is that when you're blinded, the

557
00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:01,400
nature of deceit is that you don't know you're deceived.

558
00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:02,680
Precisely.

559
00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:08,560
And so I was doing things for the community, teaching chair yoga and, and, and someone

560
00:28:08,560 --> 00:28:12,640
needs to go visit people in the nursing homes with the love of Jesus and help them move

561
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,680
their bodies, but not through yoga.

562
00:28:14,680 --> 00:28:15,680
Right.

563
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:17,240
There's a ways to stretch our bodies.

564
00:28:17,240 --> 00:28:19,280
That are not yoga.

565
00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:20,280
Yes.

566
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:21,280
Yeah.

567
00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:22,280
I'm so glad you clarified that.

568
00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:23,280
Yeah.

569
00:28:23,280 --> 00:28:29,440
So how did you come out where you found the Holy spirit and you got deliverance?

570
00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:30,440
How did that happen?

571
00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:31,440
Yeah.

572
00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:38,160
So 2020, when everything changed for everyone, I had joint custody with the father of my

573
00:28:38,160 --> 00:28:39,160
son.

574
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:44,640
We had been divorced for a few years and we had joint custody and we were living in Little

575
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:47,880
Rock and 2020 the school shut down.

576
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:52,020
The playgrounds were, everyone knows what happened, you know, shut down and I wanted

577
00:28:52,020 --> 00:28:53,980
to leave the city.

578
00:28:53,980 --> 00:29:00,080
And so I moved to a farm in Northwest Arkansas where it was 20 acres where my son could ride

579
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:01,680
his bike, where we would be safe.

580
00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:04,040
I mean, no one knew what was going on.

581
00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:06,200
And so I wanted to be out of the city.

582
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:12,720
So I moved from Little Rock where we had joint custody week on week off to Northwest Arkansas

583
00:29:12,720 --> 00:29:15,200
and I didn't do it legally.

584
00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:17,560
I broke the custody agreement.

585
00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:24,360
Oh, and with everything else going on, I mean, and so I continued the week on week off, I

586
00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:29,280
would just drive, but from that a lawsuit was filed against me and I just say bless

587
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:33,000
the Lord for that trial of that lawsuit because it has saved my soul.

588
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:35,200
I just want to say what the enemy meant for evil.

589
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:37,400
The Lord turns for good.

590
00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:41,760
And I just, I just want to bless everyone around that, the judges and the father of

591
00:29:41,760 --> 00:29:42,760
my son right now.

592
00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:46,840
I just want to bless them because from that situation, that was the darkest situation

593
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:48,680
I've ever been through.

594
00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:50,040
The Lord has saved my soul.

595
00:29:50,040 --> 00:29:54,840
And what is it that if you gain the whole world, but lose your soul and Jesus has restored

596
00:29:54,840 --> 00:29:57,000
my soul, he renews my soul.

597
00:29:57,000 --> 00:29:58,000
Amen.

598
00:29:58,000 --> 00:29:59,000
Amen.

599
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:00,000
Yes.

600
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:01,000
Glory to God.

601
00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:06,120
So that, that going through that lawsuit and losing your son was what began to get you

602
00:30:06,120 --> 00:30:07,120
back to God.

603
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:08,120
Then what happened?

604
00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:09,120
Yes.

605
00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:14,720
2020 is when they over a zoom call, they had a hearing and they took legal, all legal custody

606
00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:15,720
of my son.

607
00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:21,240
They took alimony, all my, I lost it all pretty quickly.

608
00:30:21,240 --> 00:30:28,560
And I had been doing a meditation, a 90 day meditation in Kundalini yoga for guilt, guilt

609
00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:33,800
for guilt with breath work and a mantra trying to get the guilt out of me.

610
00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:36,000
See they have a meditation for everything.

611
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,160
We actually even had rebirth in meditations.

612
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:40,600
Oh, so you're reborn again.

613
00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:41,600
Reborn again.

614
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:42,600
Oh, look at that.

615
00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:44,360
And Jesus says that we are to be born again.

616
00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:45,960
So what the enemy, that's what I'm saying.

617
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:49,120
The enemy, you know, took twists and twists.

618
00:30:49,120 --> 00:30:52,880
We also had a living word, which was called the Guru Grant Sahib, which came from the Sikh

619
00:30:52,880 --> 00:30:53,880
tradition.

620
00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:58,760
They called it a living word for everything.

621
00:30:58,760 --> 00:31:03,560
So and also like in the, in revelation where it talks about your destiny and you know,

622
00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:05,880
on your forehead, it talks about your forehead.

623
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:11,480
Well, they had talked about that it's on your destiny to be a Kundalini yoga teacher laying

624
00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:14,160
on of hands from the word of God.

625
00:31:14,160 --> 00:31:15,480
Well we laid on with it.

626
00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:21,960
So every thing you can see now, that's why the compassion I have of Jesus through me

627
00:31:21,960 --> 00:31:25,800
for those that have been deceived by these practices.

628
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:26,800
Wow.

629
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:27,800
Wow.

630
00:31:27,800 --> 00:31:32,240
So, so then how did you come to the point where you turned to Jesus?

631
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:33,340
What was that moment like?

632
00:31:33,340 --> 00:31:37,720
So now I know that it was the Holy Spirit of God, the Holy Spirit.

633
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:42,520
When I woke up one morning and like I said, I did readings often for people reading auras,

634
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:45,560
tarot, you know, psychic abilities.

635
00:31:45,560 --> 00:31:49,720
And I woke up one morning after all this lawsuit had stuff had been going on.

636
00:31:49,720 --> 00:31:53,760
I thought, and this must have been the Holy Spirit.

637
00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:56,160
This is a lie.

638
00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:57,480
Wow.

639
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:01,560
Just the tarot, you know, and I said, I'm going to burn it.

640
00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:02,560
Wow.

641
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:03,560
Wow.

642
00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:06,840
And so I got a big pot and I put all my notes and everything.

643
00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:10,160
I spent all this money and that's partly how I made my money.

644
00:32:10,160 --> 00:32:16,720
And I burned the tarot and I heard the voice of Jesus Christ, the son of God say, I will

645
00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:19,120
teach you everything you need to know.

646
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:21,520
I will lead you into all truth.

647
00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:22,520
Wow.

648
00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:26,020
And I want to say that I was used to hearing many voices.

649
00:32:26,020 --> 00:32:30,120
Now the astral plane is where you go to get your information and you go down to the Akashic

650
00:32:30,120 --> 00:32:32,120
record to receive.

651
00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:33,120
This is all demonic.

652
00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:35,240
This is like the second heaven.

653
00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:36,960
And that's what you do with the psychic ability.

654
00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:38,200
It's demon powers.

655
00:32:38,200 --> 00:32:39,200
Right.

656
00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:41,160
So I was used to going onto the astral plane.

657
00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:43,080
I was there a lot actually.

658
00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:47,440
And I knew many voices, but that voice I had not heard.

659
00:32:47,440 --> 00:32:48,440
Wow.

660
00:32:48,440 --> 00:32:52,320
And I knew it was the voice of my savior, Jesus Christ, my redeemer.

661
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:54,960
And I knew that he had put that in me to burn it.

662
00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:57,080
That was grace from the beginning.

663
00:32:57,080 --> 00:32:59,120
It was the grace of God.

664
00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:05,200
And once I slammed that door shut or he slammed it for me, I felt the, which now I know is

665
00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:11,320
the Lord, Jesus Christ, my savior to go look on my bookshelf, which was filled with esoteric

666
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:19,520
books, Tibetan Buddhist of the dead, you know, every form of esoteric book and practice.

667
00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:23,840
And there was my Bible that my mom and dad had bought me when I was 16 years old.

668
00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:24,840
Wow.

669
00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:26,160
And it had my name on it.

670
00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:27,160
Wow.

671
00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:32,400
And I picked it up out of all those books and I started reading it and I thought the

672
00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:36,240
Bible and I opened it up and I opened up to Psalm 119.

673
00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:38,080
Oh, I love that one.

674
00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:42,480
And when I, when I started reading, I saw the tarot numbers cause I was trained in Kabbalah

675
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:48,120
tree of life tarot, which means I understand Hebrew numerology and the numbers.

676
00:33:48,120 --> 00:33:50,320
And I saw the first thing I saw was daylath.

677
00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:51,320
I said, that's a door.

678
00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:52,320
Oh yes, it is.

679
00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:53,320
Oh yes.

680
00:33:53,320 --> 00:33:54,320
Yes.

681
00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:57,920
And so that, and I want to speak to everyone out there who's going to, who's walking through

682
00:33:57,920 --> 00:34:02,520
this deliverance from yogic practices and every form of witchcraft is that the Lord

683
00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:05,880
Jesus will meet you where you are in your sin.

684
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:07,500
He didn't try to fix me first.

685
00:34:07,500 --> 00:34:08,680
He met me right there.

686
00:34:08,680 --> 00:34:11,840
He knew that I was trained in the numbers.

687
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:12,840
And I said, my gosh.

688
00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:14,520
And I said, Oh pay.

689
00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:15,920
Oh, that's mouth.

690
00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:16,920
Yeah.

691
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:17,920
Oh yeah.

692
00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:18,920
And I knew it.

693
00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:19,920
Wow.

694
00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:23,440
And I started reading and that was 2020, September, 2020.

695
00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:25,600
And I haven't put the word of God down since.

696
00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:28,320
And I eat the word of God like a scroll night and day.

697
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:29,320
Yeah.

698
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:35,080
And so the word of God and I, and from that moment, I literally have not that Bible by

699
00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:38,360
the way has completely fallen apart from me.

700
00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:39,840
I had to get a new one.

701
00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:40,840
You devoured it.

702
00:34:40,840 --> 00:34:41,840
Yes.

703
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:43,620
Fell into pieces from me reading it.

704
00:34:43,620 --> 00:34:49,560
And so Jesus Christ himself came and he taught me and it says that he did that with Paul.

705
00:34:49,560 --> 00:34:51,620
He, he, he is my teacher.

706
00:34:51,620 --> 00:34:53,280
No one witnessed to me.

707
00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:57,160
And I want to say that too, Jesus will come and get you.

708
00:34:57,160 --> 00:35:02,400
He left the 99 and he came and he got me and he was on that farm with me.

709
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:03,400
I'd lost my son.

710
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:04,400
I'd lost my money.

711
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:09,240
There were times I didn't even have gas to leave the farm and all of my identity as a

712
00:35:09,240 --> 00:35:16,240
yoga teacher, all of that wealth around it, all of my friends gone, just started falling

713
00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:23,200
off, but I had the Lord and his word and his word started delivering me.

714
00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:25,880
First from demon powers.

715
00:35:25,880 --> 00:35:26,880
Yes.

716
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:28,160
His word is life.

717
00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:29,160
His word.

718
00:35:29,160 --> 00:35:30,160
Absolutely.

719
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:36,460
So the things that you overcome, this is a fact of life, the things that you overcome,

720
00:35:36,460 --> 00:35:38,360
you also have authority over.

721
00:35:38,360 --> 00:35:39,360
That's right.

722
00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:41,160
Because you've overcome it in yourself.

723
00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:48,280
So that gives you an authority in prayer and an authority in ministry, ministering to people

724
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:49,680
to help them to overcome.

725
00:35:49,680 --> 00:35:55,520
Like people who have been healed of something, they get authority to pray for people who

726
00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:57,440
have the same thing and they get healed.

727
00:35:57,440 --> 00:35:58,440
That's right.

728
00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:03,160
So are you experiencing that kind of thing that the Lord is leading you to take authority

729
00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:04,640
over things?

730
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:09,320
Yes, because that is it's the enemy has power, but he has no authority.

731
00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:10,320
Exactly.

732
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:17,000
I want everyone listening to really understand that.

733
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:21,680
And so we've been given all power and authority with the name of Jesus and the blood of Jesus.

734
00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:23,480
It's the blood of Jesus.

735
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:25,240
The blood speaks a better word.

736
00:36:25,240 --> 00:36:26,240
Amen.

737
00:36:26,240 --> 00:36:29,820
It's the blood of Jesus that heals us, that sets us free.

738
00:36:29,820 --> 00:36:31,860
And it's the anointing that breaks the yolks.

739
00:36:31,860 --> 00:36:34,800
The anointing that breaks the yolks is the blood of Jesus.

740
00:36:34,800 --> 00:36:35,800
Yes.

741
00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:39,600
And that is what has set me free is I've been washed in the blood of the lamb.

742
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:41,520
I've been washed in the blood of the lamb.

743
00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,640
He has no memory of my sin.

744
00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,720
Love keeps no record of wrongs.

745
00:36:46,720 --> 00:36:47,720
That's right.

746
00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:52,240
And so for all of the things that the curses and all of these ways, the enemy had tried

747
00:36:52,240 --> 00:36:55,720
to lure me out into the kingdom of darkness.

748
00:36:55,720 --> 00:36:59,880
And now I've been transferred into the kingdom of light is how you started this podcast is

749
00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:01,440
that I have authority.

750
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:05,400
I have an anointing of deliverance that the Lord has given me from walking me through

751
00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:09,940
all of this for others who are suffering to be set free, that the chains are broken off

752
00:37:09,940 --> 00:37:11,640
of them in Jesus name.

753
00:37:11,640 --> 00:37:12,640
Amen.

754
00:37:12,640 --> 00:37:13,960
So you've seen people set free.

755
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:14,960
Yes.

756
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:20,000
I've seen people set free and I have an evangelist heart because he who is forgiven much loves

757
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:21,000
much.

758
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,000
Absolutely.

759
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:24,040
And I mean, there's no way this is an imposter.

760
00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:29,720
You can hear an impossible situation between Tibetan Buddhism, suicide, pharmacia.

761
00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:35,600
I mean, all of this stuff divorces and my Jesus said, I want her.

762
00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:37,960
He said, I'm going to go get her.

763
00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:40,280
Well, he said that from the very beginning.

764
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:43,800
From the very he said that before you were formed in your mother's womb.

765
00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:45,600
He said, I want her.

766
00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:48,480
And that's why the devil tried so hard to take you out.

767
00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:49,480
Right.

768
00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:53,080
Because you're doing damage to his kingdom.

769
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:59,840
Now, in more recent times, the Lord has opened up something to you that really wasn't on

770
00:37:59,840 --> 00:38:00,840
your radar.

771
00:38:00,840 --> 00:38:05,920
But but you've seen the hand of God putting the pieces together from from your childhood

772
00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:07,720
to make this the right thing.

773
00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:08,720
Tell us about that.

774
00:38:08,720 --> 00:38:09,720
Yes.

775
00:38:09,720 --> 00:38:13,960
And I just want to say that part of the thing that I've been delivered from is that when

776
00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:19,080
I lost custody, legal custody of my son, which has not been restored yet, but our times are

777
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:22,720
in his hands and he makes everything beautiful in its time.

778
00:38:22,720 --> 00:38:27,240
He said the end of a matter is better than the beginning of a matter.

779
00:38:27,240 --> 00:38:28,600
So praise the Lord.

780
00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:29,960
He will restore that.

781
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:34,440
And my son has been saved and baptized, by the way, even in the middle of all this, both

782
00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:38,400
of my children saved, baptized and delivered in Jesus name.

783
00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:39,400
Glory to God.

784
00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:40,400
Yeah.

785
00:38:40,400 --> 00:38:41,480
And so in this, I'm an artist.

786
00:38:41,480 --> 00:38:42,600
The Lord made me to be an artist.

787
00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:43,600
I come from a family.

788
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:48,440
Now you have to understand in generational curses that is part of what you break off

789
00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:52,200
with the blood of Jesus is that there are also generational blessings.

790
00:38:52,200 --> 00:38:53,200
Absolutely.

791
00:38:53,200 --> 00:38:54,200
Hallelujah.

792
00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:55,200
Yes.

793
00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:58,560
And so as my family has been and my mother is a believer and my father's coming back

794
00:38:58,560 --> 00:39:03,720
to the Lord is that for all these generational curses that we had as we cleanse the bloodline

795
00:39:03,720 --> 00:39:07,160
with the blood of Jesus Christ, the blood of the lamb.

796
00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:10,400
And as we cancel and renounce this, that there are generational blessings.

797
00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:13,880
And one of the generational blessings is a heart of evangelist.

798
00:39:13,880 --> 00:39:16,720
My parents were missionaries, sold everything.

799
00:39:16,720 --> 00:39:18,680
And I mean, I lay it all down.

800
00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:19,800
He said, count the cost.

801
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:23,680
I lay it all down to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ.

802
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:27,360
But there's also an anointing on my family and a blessing and a generational blessing

803
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:30,840
of creativity and of art.

804
00:39:30,840 --> 00:39:33,120
And it is through our family.

805
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:38,560
And so I'm now walking where there once was a curse, I'm walking in the blessing now of

806
00:39:38,560 --> 00:39:43,280
being an artist for the kingdom of God, for the glory of God.

807
00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:47,400
So the door that has opened is that in September, the Secretary of State put out.

808
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:48,400
Of Arkansas.

809
00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:49,400
Of Arkansas.

810
00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:50,400
Yes.

811
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:58,400
John Thurston put out a call to artists to design the 17th monument to honor the unborn

812
00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:03,880
for the canceling of Roe versus Wade, where abortion was made illegal in Arkansas.

813
00:40:03,880 --> 00:40:09,480
By the way, I bless every saint that has prayed since 1973 until now, every politician who

814
00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:13,600
has followed the will of God and obeyed that led up to this place.

815
00:40:13,600 --> 00:40:14,600
Praise you.

816
00:40:14,600 --> 00:40:18,800
I bless all of you right now for all of your, the effectual fervent prayers of the righteous

817
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:20,480
availeth much.

818
00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:22,740
And the Lord has heard your prayers.

819
00:40:22,740 --> 00:40:27,920
And I say that the Senate Bill 307 that was passed by our governor who has followed the

820
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:35,040
will of God is the bill that lined out that there would be a monument to honor the unborn.

821
00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:38,140
And so that's, yeah, that's what that call was about.

822
00:40:38,140 --> 00:40:41,920
And so I felt the Lord tell me he wanted to build a living wall.

823
00:40:41,920 --> 00:40:42,920
Okay.

824
00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:43,920
An altar.

825
00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:46,060
So what, what does a living wall look like?

826
00:40:46,060 --> 00:40:47,640
Maybe people don't know what, what that is.

827
00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:52,400
I'll tell you a little more about the design, but first a part of it is my daughter.

828
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,960
She's just sent me in September.

829
00:40:54,960 --> 00:40:57,020
She said, look, Hey, they're, they're calling artists.

830
00:40:57,020 --> 00:40:58,240
You should enter this.

831
00:40:58,240 --> 00:41:01,000
And I felt the Holy spirit say yes.

832
00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:06,040
And so I entered and there were people from all over the entered their designs for the

833
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:11,280
monument and I just obeyed and I sat down and I felt the Lord and you can read.

834
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:16,120
I want everyone to have a chance to read the proposal because the proposal for the monument

835
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:17,120
is a prophecy.

836
00:41:17,120 --> 00:41:18,120
Wow.

837
00:41:18,120 --> 00:41:19,120
That's already been fulfilled.

838
00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:20,400
The good works are already finished.

839
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:21,760
We just have to walk in them.

840
00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:23,360
It says in the word.

841
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:26,760
And so, and it's all backed by the word of God.

842
00:41:26,760 --> 00:41:32,840
And what I felt the Lord say for that design is he wanted to create a living wall, which

843
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:37,520
is a wall that will have 1400 different kinds of plants on it.

844
00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:41,880
Living plants, living plants, because he's a God of the living.

845
00:41:41,880 --> 00:41:42,880
Yeah.

846
00:41:42,880 --> 00:41:45,320
His word is living, right?

847
00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:46,720
Living waters.

848
00:41:46,720 --> 00:41:50,120
We are living sacrifices for the Lord.

849
00:41:50,120 --> 00:41:52,040
And so there's nothing to add about Jesus.

850
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:53,600
That's what I need you to know.

851
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:55,200
There's nothing dead about Jesus.

852
00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:58,440
And so even he doesn't even want to use cold dead marble.

853
00:41:58,440 --> 00:42:02,920
He wants to use living plants that he created to bring glory to his name.

854
00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:08,960
And not only that, to heal women who have had abortions and their families.

855
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:09,960
That was very strong.

856
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:14,400
That's an Isaiah 61 is the main scripture over this whole project.

857
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:18,280
And part of Isaiah 61 talks about double honor for your shame.

858
00:42:18,280 --> 00:42:19,280
Oh yeah.

859
00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:20,280
Yeah.

860
00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:27,160
So there's double honor for shame and also for my shame as I experienced, you know, that

861
00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:32,440
whatever all I've been delivered from the enemy had me held for a long time by shame

862
00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:33,440
and guilt.

863
00:42:33,440 --> 00:42:34,440
Yeah.

864
00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:38,400
But you had been involved in the pro-life movement as a child with your parents.

865
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:39,720
As a child, yes.

866
00:42:39,720 --> 00:42:45,720
So that was all part of God's planning and putting things in you to get you ready to

867
00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:47,200
do this job now.

868
00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:54,000
Yes, as weaving it all together in the way only that our brilliant creator could do.

869
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:57,920
Because we did work in the pro-life movement and my parents worked for crisis pregnancy

870
00:42:57,920 --> 00:43:03,440
center and we had pregnant teenagers live with us as a child in El Paso, Texas.

871
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:06,280
And we marched in the rallies and picketed the abortion clinics.

872
00:43:06,280 --> 00:43:08,800
And so it's just in you.

873
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:09,800
Yeah.

874
00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:12,560
And it's completing my parents work that they began.

875
00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:14,600
They began that work for Jesus.

876
00:43:14,600 --> 00:43:15,600
Yes.

877
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:17,080
Nothing but for Jesus.

878
00:43:17,080 --> 00:43:19,000
They laid down everything for Jesus.

879
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:23,960
And so now their oldest child is picking up that work.

880
00:43:23,960 --> 00:43:26,160
And it's after all of that.

881
00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:27,160
Wow.

882
00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:30,240
So your submission was selected.

883
00:43:30,240 --> 00:43:32,880
Yes, it was selected unanimously.

884
00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:33,880
Really?

885
00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:34,880
Yes.

886
00:43:34,880 --> 00:43:40,200
And part of the design and the blueprint that the Lord gave me with the scripture is that

887
00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:45,280
I've been recording the sound of waterfalls in Arkansas for over three years now while

888
00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:48,520
he was healing me, while he was delivering me.

889
00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:53,920
I spent a lot of time out in nature and by water, living water, it's actual water as

890
00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:56,700
he would heal my trauma, he delivered me in his word.

891
00:43:56,700 --> 00:43:59,880
And so I recorded all these recordings and I didn't know what they were for.

892
00:43:59,880 --> 00:44:00,920
I just had them.

893
00:44:00,920 --> 00:44:04,920
But he told me that those recordings were the sound of his voice.

894
00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:08,440
It says in Revelation is the sound of many waters.

895
00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:11,200
And it says in Ezekiel also says many waters.

896
00:44:11,200 --> 00:44:16,200
And so he told me he wanted a sound loop of the sound of seven different waterfalls from

897
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:21,320
all around Arkansas to be looped coming out of the living wall so that when women come

898
00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:27,120
and families come, they will hear the sound of Jesus, the sound of many waters.

899
00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:29,320
And so there will be an actual sound element.

900
00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:33,800
It's a full sensory experience of healing through Jesus Christ.

901
00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:37,000
There's oxygen coming from the 1400 different plants.

902
00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:39,800
There's going to be pollinators that live in this wall.

903
00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:43,040
There's going to be birds that come and make their nest there because it says in the word

904
00:44:43,040 --> 00:44:46,600
of God that even the birds have a place in his throne.

905
00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:47,600
Yes.

906
00:44:47,600 --> 00:44:51,480
And the wailing wall in Jerusalem, actually, there's there's a place where the birds put

907
00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:52,480
their little nest.

908
00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:55,080
And so you see the doves there.

909
00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:56,080
Yeah, beautiful.

910
00:44:56,080 --> 00:44:57,560
So, oh, wow.

911
00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:59,160
How big is it?

912
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:02,720
The measurements are and all of these things, by the way, I just had to listen to the Lord

913
00:45:02,720 --> 00:45:03,720
and be in his word.

914
00:45:03,720 --> 00:45:04,920
But what are your measure?

915
00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:09,640
Like every detail is not my opinion or decision.

916
00:45:09,640 --> 00:45:11,040
It's what the Lord wants.

917
00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:15,280
And we have to listen to his voice and learn to discern, you know, the voice, the spirit

918
00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:16,920
of truth, the Holy Spirit.

919
00:45:16,920 --> 00:45:19,860
And so the measurements are 10 feet high.

920
00:45:19,860 --> 00:45:26,240
The wall will be 10 feet high and thirty three point three three three in length.

921
00:45:26,240 --> 00:45:27,380
And it's curved, right?

922
00:45:27,380 --> 00:45:32,520
And it's slightly, yes, curved because the space that we have proposed where the monument

923
00:45:32,520 --> 00:45:37,920
will be is directly in front of the Supreme Court House of Arkansas.

924
00:45:37,920 --> 00:45:39,760
And it's a curved building.

925
00:45:39,760 --> 00:45:45,840
And so everything about the wall will be in harmony with the architecture, because we're

926
00:45:45,840 --> 00:45:47,400
not coming into a invade.

927
00:45:47,400 --> 00:45:53,840
We're coming in to the harmony of the Lord, the divine order of things.

928
00:45:53,840 --> 00:45:55,840
Things are being set right.

929
00:45:55,840 --> 00:45:56,840
Yeah.

930
00:45:56,840 --> 00:45:57,840
Beautiful.

931
00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:00,680
And there'll be a plaque with us on one thirty nine.

932
00:46:00,680 --> 00:46:03,560
You know, you knit me together in my mother's womb.

933
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:05,280
We are fearfully, wonderfully made.

934
00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:10,000
Oh, that's just does anybody else have a living wall or no?

935
00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:11,000
There were not.

936
00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:12,000
There was not.

937
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:13,760
There were not any other proposed.

938
00:46:13,760 --> 00:46:17,000
And that's how we know that it's from the Lord, because like I said, I didn't come up

939
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:18,000
with this.

940
00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:22,240
This is so like, whoa, it was inspiration from Jesus.

941
00:46:22,240 --> 00:46:23,240
Yeah.

942
00:46:23,240 --> 00:46:24,240
From heaven down to earth.

943
00:46:24,240 --> 00:46:26,720
That's part of our job is from heaven down to earth.

944
00:46:26,720 --> 00:46:27,720
Absolutely.

945
00:46:27,720 --> 00:46:28,720
Absolutely.

946
00:46:28,720 --> 00:46:29,720
You're a brand plucked out of the fire.

947
00:46:29,720 --> 00:46:30,720
That's right.

948
00:46:30,720 --> 00:46:31,720
That's right.

949
00:46:31,720 --> 00:46:32,720
Yes.

950
00:46:32,720 --> 00:46:33,720
Absolutely.

951
00:46:33,720 --> 00:46:36,640
And he put filthy rags and he put new on me.

952
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:37,640
So beautiful.

953
00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:38,640
Beautiful.

954
00:46:38,640 --> 00:46:42,400
That's such a wonderful, wonderful testimony.

955
00:46:42,400 --> 00:46:44,240
So would you pray for our listeners?

956
00:46:44,240 --> 00:46:45,840
Yes, I would pray.

957
00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:47,320
I would love to pray.

958
00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:50,000
I thank you, God, that you are God of the living.

959
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:51,720
I thank you that you are the God of God's.

960
00:46:51,720 --> 00:46:54,320
It says in your word that you are the God of knowledge.

961
00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:56,780
I thank you that you are our father of a father.

962
00:46:56,780 --> 00:46:58,640
You're the father of truth, the father of light.

963
00:46:58,640 --> 00:46:59,640
You're our father.

964
00:46:59,640 --> 00:47:03,800
And we come before you right now in the name of Jesus Christ.

965
00:47:03,800 --> 00:47:07,360
Jesus, I thank you that you are our high priest forever in the order of Melchizedek.

966
00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:08,360
Yes.

967
00:47:08,360 --> 00:47:11,640
And I thank you, Lord God, that we can come boldly before your throne of grace in our

968
00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:14,280
time of need to obtain mercy.

969
00:47:14,280 --> 00:47:18,440
And Lord God, right now, I just want to obtain mercy for every person listening to the sound

970
00:47:18,440 --> 00:47:23,680
of my voice, Lord God, who has been caught up, who is looking for power, who is looking

971
00:47:23,680 --> 00:47:29,440
to be healed, who is looking to understand who they are and why they were created.

972
00:47:29,440 --> 00:47:33,600
And Lord God, I just lift them up to the mercy seat right now, Lord God.

973
00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:38,040
And I just lift them up, Lord God, and I just break off every hex, vex, witchcraft, and

974
00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:41,940
enemy assignment against their lives in Jesus' name.

975
00:47:41,940 --> 00:47:44,280
And I speak deliverance over them, Lord God.

976
00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:50,960
It says in your word in Psalm 139 that you have searched us and you have known us.

977
00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:54,480
And for those that are looking to be known, usually that's what happens when you go into

978
00:47:54,480 --> 00:47:55,480
the New Age stuff.

979
00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:56,740
You're looking to be known.

980
00:47:56,740 --> 00:47:57,880
You're looking for your destiny.

981
00:47:57,880 --> 00:47:59,040
You're looking for your purpose.

982
00:47:59,040 --> 00:48:01,840
Well, Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is the only one.

983
00:48:01,840 --> 00:48:02,840
He created you.

984
00:48:02,840 --> 00:48:03,840
He knows you.

985
00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:04,840
He loves you.

986
00:48:04,840 --> 00:48:06,480
He knows everything you've been through.

987
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:09,320
And so I'm just speaking right now, complete and total deliverance.

988
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:13,320
It's the chains are breaking off right now in Jesus' name.

989
00:48:13,320 --> 00:48:20,280
I plead the blood of Jesus Christ over every enemy assignment on those who are listening

990
00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:22,400
to the sound of my voice that it is canceled.

991
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:24,440
I render it null and void.

992
00:48:24,440 --> 00:48:25,440
Hallelujah.

993
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Thank you, Jesus.

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Thank you, Lord God.

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It's the blood.

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It's the blood of Jesus that sets us free.

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And I just want to speak over everyone who is listening that you don't have to fix yourself.

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You don't have to rid yourself of anything.

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You just have to call on the name of Jesus.

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It says if you confess with your mouth and believe in your heart that Jesus Christ is

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the Son of God, that you will be saved.

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And so if you would just cry out to Jesus, he's knocking on the door of your heart.

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If you would just cry out to Jesus, he will deliver you and set you free.

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He will leave the 99 to come and get you.

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And there's no one that is too far gone.

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There is no sin too dark.

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He said that even the darkness is as light to him.

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So there is no darkness or anything that you have done that he can't forgive.

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And I want to testify that if he has saved me from every wicked thing that you have heard

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on this podcast, he has delivered me completely and whom the sun sets free is free indeed.

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That he's going to do it for you.

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Yes.

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And if you ever you want prayer or you need anything, I am here to pray with you and I

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encourage you to read the word of God.

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It just start reading the word of God.

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Hallelujah.

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Thank you, Jesus.

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Hallelujah.

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Praise you, Jesus.

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Thank you so much for being with us today, Lakey.

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And we'll have to make an appointment to do a little bit deeper dive into your experiences

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and explaining the things that are all about what you got into so that you can bring light

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into darkness.

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Yes.

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Amen.

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Amen.

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All glory to God.

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And thank you so much for taking time to listen to me and to have me on the podcast and for

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having me here this weekend.

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I bless both of you, Phillip and Sharon.

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God bless you for the work you're doing.

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Thank you so much.

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God bless you.

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And, and for our listeners, if you want to give us any feedback, we can pass that onto

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Lakey and then she can respond.

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Amen.

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Yes.

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God bless you all.

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Until next time, this is Sharon Buss.

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And I'm Phillip Buss.

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God bless you with this overwhelming loving presence.