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May 14, 2024
(212) “From Darkness to Light” with Lakey Goff
“You cannot separate yoga from the Hindu religion.”
Lakey Goff joins the Busses to share her testimony of being brought from darkness into His marvelous light. Born in Arkansas and raised on the mission field, Lakey had a Christian foundation at home. But while attending a very liberal university, Lakey decided to experience life her way and experimented with drugs and alcohol. After an extremely traumatic event left her grasping for healing and deliverance, Lakey found no help in powerless churches, and after twenty years in and out of mental hospitals with experimental drugs and treatments, Lakey completely immersed herself in kundalini yoga and finally found relief… or so she thought.
Then Lakey miraculously met Jesus in 2020 and received true healing and deliverance. Tune in to hear more of her amazing story, learn the truth about the subtle witchcraft and idolatry of yoga and psychic practices, and be filled with hope that if Jesus can rescue Lakey, He is willing and able to rescue you and those you love.
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He who is forgiven much loves much.
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Absolutely.
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And I mean, there's no way this is an imposter.
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You can hear an impossible situation between Tibetan Buddhism, suicide, pharmacia.
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I mean, all of this stuff divorces and my Jesus said, I want her.
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He said, I'm going to go get her.
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And he promises in Joel 2, 28 to pour out his spirit on all humanity.
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Welcome to Global Outpouring.
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We contend for that promise outpouring.
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We equip for that outpouring so that we may engage in that very outpouring.
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I'm Philip Bus.
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And I'm Sharon Bus.
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Welcome to the podcast today.
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We're so glad that you're with us.
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We have a very special podcast today because we have a special guest, Lakey Goff, and she's
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going to tell us her testimony of how God brought her out of darkness into his marvelous
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light.
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Thanks so much for joining us today.
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This is a wonderful day in God.
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And before we get started with this marvelous testimony, we want to encourage you, if you
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haven't already done so, please go to our website, globaloutpouring.net and be sure
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to sign up for our email lists so that we can stay in touch with you.
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And please, please give us some feedback.
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We love to hear from our listeners.
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We know that you are important to us.
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Yes, you.
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I'm talking to you, listener.
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You're important to us.
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And we are here to help you to contend for the outpouring and equip for the outpouring
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so that you can engage in the outpouring as it unfolds where you live.
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But we want you to be ready.
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This testimony is going to help you to understand some things that go on on the dark side and
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how to overcome and how to be set free and see what God will do with your life like you
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did with Lakeys.
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So Lakey Goff, thank you so much for joining us today.
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This is going to be an exciting podcast.
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Thank you so much, Sharon and Philip, for having me here.
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Praise the Lord.
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May his name be glorified.
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Amen.
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That's what it's all about.
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It's all about his glory.
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It's all about his outpouring.
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That's right.
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We want to see him do everything that he wants to do.
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Yes.
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But there was a time in your life when you decided you didn't want to see what he wanted
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to do.
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But let's start at the beginning.
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What kind of a home did you grow up in?
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I was raised in a very loving home.
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My mom was very young when they got married.
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My dad is an artist and they were married in a yoga house.
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I will say that that's an important part of the story.
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In Memphis, yes, and also they lived on a commune here in the Ozarks Mountains in Arkansas,
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actually.
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Okay.
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But I was the firstborn of five children and my dad was a seeker of the Lord.
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He was seeking God and he had an experience on this commune they lived on and he was seeking
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in the scripture and he gave his life to Jesus.
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And so I was raised in a Christian home and as a baby, they lived on this commune for
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a short time.
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My dad is a very strong personality and he ended up taking down the symbol for home at
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the commune and putting up the fish of the living.
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Oh wow.
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And they went ahead and asked him to leave.
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Praise the Lord.
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Okay.
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So you were actually born while they were still in they were still seeking.
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Yes.
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And that's that explains a lot.
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That's a generational some of the generational curses and stuff.
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And you were born on the solstice.
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Yes.
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The winter solstice.
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Yes.
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And that's in 73.
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Oh, it's 73.
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And that's a significant year.
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Yes.
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Okay.
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So your folks got involved in pro-life.
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Yes.
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So after my dad had an experience with the Lord and we lived near Russellville, Arkansas
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on a farm with five acres and my parents had, you know, my brothers and sisters, there
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were five children all together and my brothers and sisters were born at home with a midwife.
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We had an organic garden.
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You know, we had a dog and we went to a small non-dominational fellowship church.
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And we went to private Christian schools, very sheltered, good, pure life, lots of potlucks,
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lots of good families in our church.
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And that was my childhood.
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I will say in me, even then I was a very curious child and I love to explore in the woods on
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my own alone.
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So there are some things that were in me that kind of have to do with my testimony as we
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continue.
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And then your family moved to El Paso, Texas.
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Yes.
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My dad sold everything.
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He wanted to be a doer of the word.
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We had a strong conviction to help the poor and anyone else the Lord brought.
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So we sold everything we own.
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We sold the farm in Arkansas and we moved about a mile from the Mexican border near
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Juarez in El Paso, Texas.
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And we were there for two years.
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We lived a very sheltered life there.
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We were taught at home during the week.
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On Friday nights, we went to the malls and witnessed to people.
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On Saturday mornings, we went with the Catholics to the abortion clinics and picketed the abortion
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clinics.
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And then on Sunday, we went to church, worship the Lord, and then went over to Mexico to
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feed do feedings in the slums there.
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Wow.
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Of course.
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So you had Spanish for, you know, early on very early.
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The Spanish language, Spanish people.
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So then, then what happened?
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So we lived in that lifestyle, you know, serving the Lord with everything we had for two years.
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And then at the age of 12, my father had another spiritual experience with the Lord and said
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that we were moving to Costa Rica to be missionaries.
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And so once again, everything we own had to fit in a foot locker, which I remember my
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dad got him at Kmart.
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He brought him to our room and said everything you want, you need to fit it in there.
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And so that's not a bad thing.
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You know, it's a very simple living.
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It's a good thing and I still live that way actually, as far as the material things not
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needing.
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Yeah, some very good things my parents instilled in me.
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I just want to bless my mother and father.
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Yes.
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Yeah, I want to honor and bless my mother and father here for the good things they've
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taught me.
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That's beautiful.
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Yes.
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So you lived in Costa Rica for how long?
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Yes, when I was 12, we moved down there and lived there until I graduated high school.
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We were there a total of five, six years.
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And then I worked in the Nicaraguan refugee camps there.
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Oh, yeah.
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Eventually, my father had a resettlement camp about six miles from the Nicaraguan border.
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So while the Sandinistas were coming over the war, the Sandinistas sometimes they would
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cross the river, Sada Pekee, and the first place they would end up is at my dad's farm.
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Oh, my he wrote a grant with another missionary and so they had this land and it was so remote
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that you could only get there by a boat.
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Oh, there were no roads.
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Oh, my.
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That's pretty remote.
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Yeah.
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And primitive, no doubt.
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Very primitive, wild.
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Wow.
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So then you came back to the States and you had graduated from high school.
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So then what happened?
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So we were back in Russellville, Arkansas, which was our hometown.
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And you know, my friends suggested I go to college, which as missionaries, we hadn't
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really prepared for this.
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So I just had a friend who told me about Hendricks College, so I applied and I got in and I went
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to Hendricks College.
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Okay.
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Now, for our listeners, they don't know anything about Hendricks College.
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Can you give them just an overview of what Hendricks College is like?
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Yes, it's a small liberal arts college in central Arkansas.
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And was originally Methodist.
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Originally Methodist, but very liberal.
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And the dorm that I was placed in was called Couch Hall.
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So that's where the bisexuals and drugs were.
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And that was so, and that's where I lived the year I was at Hendricks College.
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Even back then it was...
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Even back then it was.
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Yeah.
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So then what happened to you?
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Well as soon as I was out of my dad's under his roof and his rules, my life had been so
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extreme as you can tell.
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And so I wanted to experience things on my own and I wanted to find God in my own way.
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And my father was very concerned about me going to this liberal arts school.
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Yeah, he knew what it was about.
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With reason.
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Because he had wisdom and he was trying to protect me.
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But I did write him a two page letter.
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He said if I went there, I had to go to Bible study and I wrote him a letter and I just
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basically said, no, I'm on my own.
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I'm doing my own thing now.
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I'm going to basically do it my way.
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And how did that go?
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I mean, you made a list.
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What kind of a list did you make?
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I did.
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It was very methodical about this.
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I mean, I made a list of the drugs I wanted to try.
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I was very much for the experience of things.
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And as an artist, you know, in that curiosity, the enemy can easily early on get a hold through
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curiosity.
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And then of course, that very strict environment squelched some of that need to explore in
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a safe way, which would be to explore the word of God.
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But one of the things my father had taught me, you know, and I did agree with was that
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I was to not have sex before marriage.
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It seemed very logical to me.
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Even with drinking and things, I had no desire, which is amazing.
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Right.
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But that was a thought.
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Well, that's gross.
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But I ended up losing my virginity through.
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I was date raped.
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I was raped at Hendricks College.
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So as you know, that was a way for the enemy to come in and I didn't tell many people about
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it.
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And so the shame, right.
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All the things that go with that.
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For me, how it manifested was very quickly as mental illness is what they called.
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So I was misdiagnosed, which is actually a word curse of being bipolar and placed in
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psychiatric institutions for it was almost 20 years.
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I was in and out of them and very early age.
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They started giving me pharmacia, which we know is what they call mood stabilizers or
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psychiatric medication is the language of the world.
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Yeah.
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But that didn't go well for you.
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No, that eventually after 20 years of using lithium, Seroquel.
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I mean, it often they would experiment with things as a new drug would come out.
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Geodon.
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They would just experiment.
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Well, had some of the drugs that you took affected your mind?
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I'm sure they had it in some way.
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Yes.
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But you can see between being raped and also coming from the mission field to the United
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States being raped, experimenting with drugs and alcohol.
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It's a combination.
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Well, we understand on this side of all of that, that the enemy of our soul is trying
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to do everything he can to ruin our lives so that we won't ever hurt his kingdom.
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Right.
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But we are sent here to this planet for a purpose of our father that is going to ruin
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the kingdom of darkness.
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Right.
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So then what happened?
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What was the next thing that happened to you?
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So I continued to go to church.
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The 20 years of the pharmacia in the hospitalization was one of the hardest things to break free
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and I had two children.
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the pharmacia or drugs that they give you and the side effects themselves cause like
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suicidal ideation.
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So there were many times it wasn't even my own thoughts.
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It was the results.
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It's witchcraft.
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You know?
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And so the last time I was hospitalized was 2015 and they gave me electroshock.
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And yes, I was already so drugged from being in lockdown that I didn't understand when I,
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you know, what they were doing.
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And so I was given that lost a month or more of my life, um, you know, in a wheelchair
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drooling, trying to shock that out of me.
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And they still do that in Arkansas at a place called Bridgeway, which I have since returned
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and the Lord has healed me and healed that trauma and rewired my neurons.
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Jesus Christ, the son of God has rewired my neurons.
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It was a month ago.
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He brought me back there and we have canceled that assignment that that will not happen
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to any other people.
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So praise the Lord.
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Time for that to be outlawed, I think.
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That is outlawed.
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It's, it's yeah, it's not humane.
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So how did you start getting into other kinds of religious practices in your search for
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God?
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So there was the curiosity, of course, but also there was a frustration from the time
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as a little girl in the fellowship churches, seeing good people, kind people, even worshiping
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God, but a lack of power.
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That's it.
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A lack of authority.
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And I found that as I was needing to detox off of this pharmacia and these drugs that
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no one could help me in the churches that even their prayers fell to the ground.
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And so in 2015, I was at a, you know, a non-denominational fellowship church that I'd go with with my
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husband and my children and no one could help me even though they kept praying and there
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was no deliverance, no, no mention of spirits or the spiritual battle weren't we're in.
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And I knew after that electroshock that I had to find a way to detox my body from that.
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And so I went to yoga.
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It started with simple breath work and, and my desire was to be free of the bondage and
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my desire was to be right with God.
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And so it started with Hatha yoga.
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There are many different forms of yoga.
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It started with Hatha yoga, but it wasn't powerful enough.
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So then I found Kundalini yoga, which is called royal yoga.
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And it's a lineage of 10 gurus.
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I'll tell you more about that, but there's a lot of chanting and mantras and breath work.
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And so I was able to detox without the support of a single person, by the way, my parents
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didn't, weren't in agreement with it.
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My daughter, my husband at the time, my psychiatrist, even my sponsor in AA, no one agreed or supported
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me to teach.
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They were afraid for me because they had only known me as neat on these drugs, you know?
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And so I used the yoga and moving my body and breath work and the mantras to detox.
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And you detoxed and welcomed a whole bunch of other stuff in.
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Oops.
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Right.
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So how did that go?
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Opened up.
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I did not understand that the mantras, mantra means sound current and that sound.
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A sound current and it's a repetition, but part of it's a focus your mind, you know,
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to clear your subconscious, to heal trauma.
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Now I knew that it wasn't what I was brought up with.
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I mean, I have, you know, we have our case says in the word of God, we do know right
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from wrong.
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So I will say I knew that this was not the word of God, that this was not, but it started
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in desperation.
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And you never ran into somebody that had the power to be able to help you deliverance.
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No, I never, I never was around anyone.
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And so I went all the way with Kundalini yoga and I became a trained Kundalini yoga teacher
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level one, level two, and then I started teaching others and holding women's retreats, wellness
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retreats.
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And then from there, you know, once you open up that door, the modalities and healing quote
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unquote modalities in the new age movement, they're all very similar and you become trained
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and you know, I became trained in Reiki, which is healing on with the hands.
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I became trained.
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I was a trained through not Marcian, which is healing through the consciousness.
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I went as far as you can go.
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Oh, the very first thing I did though, as I was beginning yoga, let me backtrack is
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I start meditating to calm my mind as I didn't have those, that pharmacia, that those drugs
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that you made up your mind, you weren't going to take them anymore.
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I wasn't going to take them.
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And so since, so I couldn't calm the mind and none of these Christians didn't seem,
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you know, there was no power, there was anything.
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So I went to a Tibetan Buddhism meditation classes first.
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And I went to a retreat.
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And I met a llama and I took refuge in Tibetan Buddhism for the very first year as I was
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still learning yoga.
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All of it was kind of coming at the same time.
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Wow.
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And you got into it deeply.
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Deeply.
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Yes.
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And then the Tibetan Buddhism, I found that the Kundalini yoga had the most power, which
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the enemy has power and he gives riches and power.
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I want the Christian community to understand in the body of Christ that that is real.
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These things are not made up.
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One thing we found out in Tibet and people that know that there was human sacrifice in
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Tibetan Buddhism in Tibet.
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That was, you know, it's been for a long time.
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The history of history of Tibetan Buddhism.
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They don't advertise that here.
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They don't advertise that.
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No, it's very hidden what the power is.
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It seems to be one thing, just like housewives trying to get a little calm.
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Let's just meditate, quote unquote.
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Right.
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But what it is, is opening yourself up to demonic spirits, high demon powers.
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And that is what a mantra is.
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It's nothing but a chant to demon powers, whether it's Tibetan Buddhism or Kundalini
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yoga or Gurmukhi or Reiki, everything that is not the word of God, that is not Jesus
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Christ, the son of God is a chant to a demon power.
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And you are inviting them in to channel those demons for the work of the enemy of our soul.
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And you got involved in all kinds of, uh, would you call it witchcraft as well?
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So in Kundalini yoga, the first thing they did in my training, this is really important
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because you know, as believers, we daily give, we submit, it says in the word of God, it
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says submit your will to God, resist the devil and he will flee.
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So there's a submission of your will.
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Well, in Kundalini yoga in my training, and this was like 2017, the very first thing they
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did in our, our yoga training was break our will.
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Oh, I didn't know this.
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We did an hour.
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So this does this make sense now?
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An hour long chant called a Sat Kriya, which one of our main mantras was truth is our true
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identity.
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So see, you believe that you're going towards truth, but we did this chant to break our
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will.
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Oh my.
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And so my will was broken, but I agreed to it.
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So no one is doing anything against their will, but they break your will.
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This is what the Lord showed me after he saved me some of the things that had happened.
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If that is I'm making sense.
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When you get to a level of let's we're regret, did you feel, do you feel like, well, I've
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arrived, I've done all this, you know, and I got all this power.
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I don't need nothing else.
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What did, did you have a feeling like that?
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You know, cause the devil's giving you all this false feeling of fulfillment and all
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that.
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But when did you realize it was wrong?
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Not until my, my son, my youngest child, my son's Solomon was taken from me legally.
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Did I understand because we even had mantras and chants and meditations for the legal system.
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There is a chant and meditation and Kundalini yoga for everything.
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Like we have prayers from the word of God that is the truth.
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Yeah.
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But there was, and so there was a meditation I was doing in a chant for the court situation
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that I was in in 2020 and it, nothing was moving, nothing was changing.
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And then my son was actually legally taken from me.
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And so I had to reach a place of completely losing everything, including custody of my
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own son because that had the way the enemy blinds you, you see.
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Wow.
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Wow.
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So you, it's just like having everything ahead.
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It felt like your complete control and fulfillment, but then when you use that, like for the court
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case and all that, it didn't work.
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So that's what kind of, did that help you wake up?
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Wake up.
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It's, it was the process of starting to wake up.
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It was a process because the stronghold of the enemy and that, I mean, I had chanted
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for almost five years daily, which I now know I was chanting and calling in demon powers.
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And I was given power and I actually made money partially from, well, women's meditation
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retreats, but also reading auras.
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That was one of the powers I was given a channeling the dead.
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I mean, all of these, all of this Cunilini yoga is nothing but a covenant of a death
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covenant that it talks about in Isaiah.
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They're using a lineage of 10 different gurus and they're connecting to what they call the
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subtle body, which is actually just those that have already died.
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To receive energy and keeping them alive through our chanting.
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And that's just the tip of the iceberg.
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We might have to do another podcast specifically because I want to expose the lies of the enemy.
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I want to blow the cover off and I want to, because that's why we overcome by the blood
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of the lamb and the word of our testimony.
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We love not our life unto death and that overcoming that Jesus has walked me through is that now
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for those that are out there seeking that are still doing witchcraft, that are still
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meditating, that are even doing yoga practices, maybe even just Hatha yoga that they need to
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know what they are coming into agreement with and they are coming into agreement with the
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father of lies.
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And so there's a lot in that I want to expose at some point.
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Yes.
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I think that's, that is a wonderful thing is people that are involved in this or know
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people that are involved, they would need to know.
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Don't you need to, you know, need to know.
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Wow.
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Yeah.
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Because even the poses themselves are poses to Hindu gods in yoga, even just Hatha yoga.
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But I will say on that, that's why it's so important that we understand that as believers
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and followers and ambassadors of Jesus Christ, that our body is a temple of the Holy Spirit.
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So there does need to be, we need to honor God with our body and use it for I run now
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I'm a runner.
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The Lord restored my lungs and healed my lungs.
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So I just want to smoke her.
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Right.
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I've 30 years, I was addicted to nicotine in some form.
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Wow.
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And he, he delivered me and set me free and healed my lungs.
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And now I just ran a 10 K in the Little Rock marathon about two or three weeks ago, which
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is a miracle.
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Wow.
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And he, Jesus is alive.
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He's still healing people.
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He's given back new body parts.
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Absolutely, absolutely.
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This is awesome.
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Wow.
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Jesus, you know, I just want to ask a couple of questions about the yoga business because
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you know, so many people think that there's such a thing as Christian yoga, but that's
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a misnomer, right?
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It doesn't work.
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Right.
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The word yoga is a Sanskrit word, which means yolk.
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Yoke.
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Yes.
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Well, that ought to spell it out for us.
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And so I just want to acknowledge to all the women that are trying to heal from trauma
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in their bodies and every sort of trauma they've experienced that there is a way for the Lord
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to heal your body without yoga.
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Yeah.
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Yoga is a yolk.
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And part of the thing like Shavasana, which is what you do after a yoga set, you lay down
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and you open your arms and it's called, it's a corpse pose.
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Oh, wonderful.
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Shavasana, I want you to hear this.
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Are you listening to me?
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Shavasana is corpse pose and you are opening yourself up to whatever the teacher has set
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the intention for, whatever mantra they have spoken.
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And so if you're not coming into agreement with the Holy Spirit of God, the Ruach HaKadish,
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00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:52,480
then what are you coming into agreement with?
487
00:24:52,480 --> 00:24:53,480
Right.
488
00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:58,840
You are coming into agreement with demons and our battle is not against flesh and blood.
489
00:24:58,840 --> 00:25:03,840
It's against powers and principalities and the rulers of darkness of the heavenly places.
490
00:25:03,840 --> 00:25:09,720
And so I have seen the Christian yoga and there's another way that the Lord has.
491
00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:14,280
There's a better way for us to use our bodies because you cannot separate yoga from the
492
00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:16,600
Hindu religion.
493
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:20,960
Yoga is a spiritual practice based on the Hinduism religion.
494
00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:22,100
Right.
495
00:25:22,100 --> 00:25:23,560
Which is idolatry.
496
00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:24,560
It is idolatry.
497
00:25:24,560 --> 00:25:26,280
And it's an abomination to God.
498
00:25:26,280 --> 00:25:27,320
It's abomination.
499
00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:29,080
Which means it's disgusting to him.
500
00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:30,080
Right.
501
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:31,080
Yeah.
502
00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:32,080
You're putting another God before him.
503
00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:36,080
That's part of the, I mean, that's the very first of the 10 commandments have no other
504
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:37,620
gods before me.
505
00:25:37,620 --> 00:25:42,240
But it's so subtle and there is a need for women to use their bodies and for, and you
506
00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:48,440
know, so I would just want to really acknowledge that, that I understand why they want to relax.
507
00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:50,640
They want to med, they want to calm their mind.
508
00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:54,400
They want to, but the Lord is the only one who can bring peace.
509
00:25:54,400 --> 00:25:55,400
He's the Prince of peace.
510
00:25:55,400 --> 00:26:01,240
He's the only one who can show each of us which way our bodies were made to exercise
511
00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:03,400
or to stay healthy.
512
00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:09,760
And our meditation on him and on his words and on his word is the answer.
513
00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:14,160
If meditation is the direction you're going, you need to meditate on the word of God because
514
00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:16,440
that's what gives life, not death.
515
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:17,440
Right.
516
00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:20,960
It says in Psalm one, meditate on my word night and day, and then you will have good
517
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:21,960
success.
518
00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:25,120
And the word meditation is mentioned many times in the word of God.
519
00:26:25,120 --> 00:26:29,080
And that is to meditate on his word because his words are life.
520
00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:30,600
And his words are truth.
521
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:32,640
The words of Jesus, he says that in John.
522
00:26:32,640 --> 00:26:33,640
Yeah.
523
00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:37,000
And then many Christians are scared of the word meditate because they think, Oh, that's
524
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:41,520
meditate means, but no, it was in the scripture long before it was in Hinduism.
525
00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:42,520
Right.
526
00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:43,520
Exactly.
527
00:26:43,520 --> 00:26:44,520
Right.
528
00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:48,320
Thank you for reclaiming that the things that the enemy has tried to take and ownership is
529
00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:50,560
that now the Lord owns all of it.
530
00:26:50,560 --> 00:26:52,660
And so we do meditate on the word of God.
531
00:26:52,660 --> 00:26:56,080
We are meditators on the word of God, which is alive.
532
00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:57,560
It's living and active.
533
00:26:57,560 --> 00:26:58,560
Yes.
534
00:26:58,560 --> 00:26:59,560
Absolutely.
535
00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:02,720
Sharper than a two edged sword pierces between spirit and soul.
536
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:03,720
Amen.
537
00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:04,720
Thank you.
538
00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:05,720
Certainly does.
539
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:09,800
I've heard recently about something they call chair yoga.
540
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:10,960
Are you familiar with that?
541
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:13,480
Is that very, tell us about that.
542
00:27:13,480 --> 00:27:18,680
Cause you know, I think there's people that are, that are doing it for the sake of exercise.
543
00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:19,680
Yes.
544
00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:22,320
And I actually, I did teach in a nursing home.
545
00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:24,280
I mean, so there was like very pure intentions.
546
00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:28,400
I taught chair yoga at a nursing home for about a year, Kundalini yoga, but I also taught
547
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:31,280
them mantras and meditations.
548
00:27:31,280 --> 00:27:35,400
But see, that's how the it's so, so harmless.
549
00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:39,400
It seems like, yes, that that's part of the, I wore all white.
550
00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:43,920
I wore turbans and you know, I want to tell you that we sang chants all the time that
551
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:45,640
we were one with God.
552
00:27:45,640 --> 00:27:48,280
And our main mantra was that truth was our true identity.
553
00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:51,840
And we acknowledged Jesus, but as an avatar and a prophet, we did.
554
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:52,840
I am meditations.
555
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:53,840
Okay.
556
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:58,640
This is the part that the believers need to understand is that when you're blinded, the
557
00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:01,400
nature of deceit is that you don't know you're deceived.
558
00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:02,680
Precisely.
559
00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:08,560
And so I was doing things for the community, teaching chair yoga and, and, and someone
560
00:28:08,560 --> 00:28:12,640
needs to go visit people in the nursing homes with the love of Jesus and help them move
561
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,680
their bodies, but not through yoga.
562
00:28:14,680 --> 00:28:15,680
Right.
563
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:17,240
There's a ways to stretch our bodies.
564
00:28:17,240 --> 00:28:19,280
That are not yoga.
565
00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:20,280
Yes.
566
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:21,280
Yeah.
567
00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:22,280
I'm so glad you clarified that.
568
00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:23,280
Yeah.
569
00:28:23,280 --> 00:28:29,440
So how did you come out where you found the Holy spirit and you got deliverance?
570
00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:30,440
How did that happen?
571
00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:31,440
Yeah.
572
00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:38,160
So 2020, when everything changed for everyone, I had joint custody with the father of my
573
00:28:38,160 --> 00:28:39,160
son.
574
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:44,640
We had been divorced for a few years and we had joint custody and we were living in Little
575
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:47,880
Rock and 2020 the school shut down.
576
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:52,020
The playgrounds were, everyone knows what happened, you know, shut down and I wanted
577
00:28:52,020 --> 00:28:53,980
to leave the city.
578
00:28:53,980 --> 00:29:00,080
And so I moved to a farm in Northwest Arkansas where it was 20 acres where my son could ride
579
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:01,680
his bike, where we would be safe.
580
00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:04,040
I mean, no one knew what was going on.
581
00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:06,200
And so I wanted to be out of the city.
582
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:12,720
So I moved from Little Rock where we had joint custody week on week off to Northwest Arkansas
583
00:29:12,720 --> 00:29:15,200
and I didn't do it legally.
584
00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:17,560
I broke the custody agreement.
585
00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:24,360
Oh, and with everything else going on, I mean, and so I continued the week on week off, I
586
00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:29,280
would just drive, but from that a lawsuit was filed against me and I just say bless
587
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:33,000
the Lord for that trial of that lawsuit because it has saved my soul.
588
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:35,200
I just want to say what the enemy meant for evil.
589
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:37,400
The Lord turns for good.
590
00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:41,760
And I just, I just want to bless everyone around that, the judges and the father of
591
00:29:41,760 --> 00:29:42,760
my son right now.
592
00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:46,840
I just want to bless them because from that situation, that was the darkest situation
593
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:48,680
I've ever been through.
594
00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:50,040
The Lord has saved my soul.
595
00:29:50,040 --> 00:29:54,840
And what is it that if you gain the whole world, but lose your soul and Jesus has restored
596
00:29:54,840 --> 00:29:57,000
my soul, he renews my soul.
597
00:29:57,000 --> 00:29:58,000
Amen.
598
00:29:58,000 --> 00:29:59,000
Amen.
599
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:00,000
Yes.
600
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:01,000
Glory to God.
601
00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:06,120
So that, that going through that lawsuit and losing your son was what began to get you
602
00:30:06,120 --> 00:30:07,120
back to God.
603
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:08,120
Then what happened?
604
00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:09,120
Yes.
605
00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:14,720
2020 is when they over a zoom call, they had a hearing and they took legal, all legal custody
606
00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:15,720
of my son.
607
00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:21,240
They took alimony, all my, I lost it all pretty quickly.
608
00:30:21,240 --> 00:30:28,560
And I had been doing a meditation, a 90 day meditation in Kundalini yoga for guilt, guilt
609
00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:33,800
for guilt with breath work and a mantra trying to get the guilt out of me.
610
00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:36,000
See they have a meditation for everything.
611
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,160
We actually even had rebirth in meditations.
612
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:40,600
Oh, so you're reborn again.
613
00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:41,600
Reborn again.
614
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:42,600
Oh, look at that.
615
00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:44,360
And Jesus says that we are to be born again.
616
00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:45,960
So what the enemy, that's what I'm saying.
617
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:49,120
The enemy, you know, took twists and twists.
618
00:30:49,120 --> 00:30:52,880
We also had a living word, which was called the Guru Grant Sahib, which came from the Sikh
619
00:30:52,880 --> 00:30:53,880
tradition.
620
00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:58,760
They called it a living word for everything.
621
00:30:58,760 --> 00:31:03,560
So and also like in the, in revelation where it talks about your destiny and you know,
622
00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:05,880
on your forehead, it talks about your forehead.
623
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:11,480
Well, they had talked about that it's on your destiny to be a Kundalini yoga teacher laying
624
00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:14,160
on of hands from the word of God.
625
00:31:14,160 --> 00:31:15,480
Well we laid on with it.
626
00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:21,960
So every thing you can see now, that's why the compassion I have of Jesus through me
627
00:31:21,960 --> 00:31:25,800
for those that have been deceived by these practices.
628
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:26,800
Wow.
629
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:27,800
Wow.
630
00:31:27,800 --> 00:31:32,240
So, so then how did you come to the point where you turned to Jesus?
631
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:33,340
What was that moment like?
632
00:31:33,340 --> 00:31:37,720
So now I know that it was the Holy Spirit of God, the Holy Spirit.
633
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:42,520
When I woke up one morning and like I said, I did readings often for people reading auras,
634
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:45,560
tarot, you know, psychic abilities.
635
00:31:45,560 --> 00:31:49,720
And I woke up one morning after all this lawsuit had stuff had been going on.
636
00:31:49,720 --> 00:31:53,760
I thought, and this must have been the Holy Spirit.
637
00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:56,160
This is a lie.
638
00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:57,480
Wow.
639
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:01,560
Just the tarot, you know, and I said, I'm going to burn it.
640
00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:02,560
Wow.
641
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:03,560
Wow.
642
00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:06,840
And so I got a big pot and I put all my notes and everything.
643
00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:10,160
I spent all this money and that's partly how I made my money.
644
00:32:10,160 --> 00:32:16,720
And I burned the tarot and I heard the voice of Jesus Christ, the son of God say, I will
645
00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:19,120
teach you everything you need to know.
646
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:21,520
I will lead you into all truth.
647
00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:22,520
Wow.
648
00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:26,020
And I want to say that I was used to hearing many voices.
649
00:32:26,020 --> 00:32:30,120
Now the astral plane is where you go to get your information and you go down to the Akashic
650
00:32:30,120 --> 00:32:32,120
record to receive.
651
00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:33,120
This is all demonic.
652
00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:35,240
This is like the second heaven.
653
00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:36,960
And that's what you do with the psychic ability.
654
00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:38,200
It's demon powers.
655
00:32:38,200 --> 00:32:39,200
Right.
656
00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:41,160
So I was used to going onto the astral plane.
657
00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:43,080
I was there a lot actually.
658
00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:47,440
And I knew many voices, but that voice I had not heard.
659
00:32:47,440 --> 00:32:48,440
Wow.
660
00:32:48,440 --> 00:32:52,320
And I knew it was the voice of my savior, Jesus Christ, my redeemer.
661
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:54,960
And I knew that he had put that in me to burn it.
662
00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:57,080
That was grace from the beginning.
663
00:32:57,080 --> 00:32:59,120
It was the grace of God.
664
00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:05,200
And once I slammed that door shut or he slammed it for me, I felt the, which now I know is
665
00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:11,320
the Lord, Jesus Christ, my savior to go look on my bookshelf, which was filled with esoteric
666
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:19,520
books, Tibetan Buddhist of the dead, you know, every form of esoteric book and practice.
667
00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:23,840
And there was my Bible that my mom and dad had bought me when I was 16 years old.
668
00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:24,840
Wow.
669
00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:26,160
And it had my name on it.
670
00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:27,160
Wow.
671
00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:32,400
And I picked it up out of all those books and I started reading it and I thought the
672
00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:36,240
Bible and I opened it up and I opened up to Psalm 119.
673
00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:38,080
Oh, I love that one.
674
00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:42,480
And when I, when I started reading, I saw the tarot numbers cause I was trained in Kabbalah
675
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:48,120
tree of life tarot, which means I understand Hebrew numerology and the numbers.
676
00:33:48,120 --> 00:33:50,320
And I saw the first thing I saw was daylath.
677
00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:51,320
I said, that's a door.
678
00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:52,320
Oh yes, it is.
679
00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:53,320
Oh yes.
680
00:33:53,320 --> 00:33:54,320
Yes.
681
00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:57,920
And so that, and I want to speak to everyone out there who's going to, who's walking through
682
00:33:57,920 --> 00:34:02,520
this deliverance from yogic practices and every form of witchcraft is that the Lord
683
00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:05,880
Jesus will meet you where you are in your sin.
684
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:07,500
He didn't try to fix me first.
685
00:34:07,500 --> 00:34:08,680
He met me right there.
686
00:34:08,680 --> 00:34:11,840
He knew that I was trained in the numbers.
687
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:12,840
And I said, my gosh.
688
00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:14,520
And I said, Oh pay.
689
00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:15,920
Oh, that's mouth.
690
00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:16,920
Yeah.
691
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:17,920
Oh yeah.
692
00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:18,920
And I knew it.
693
00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:19,920
Wow.
694
00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:23,440
And I started reading and that was 2020, September, 2020.
695
00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:25,600
And I haven't put the word of God down since.
696
00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:28,320
And I eat the word of God like a scroll night and day.
697
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:29,320
Yeah.
698
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:35,080
And so the word of God and I, and from that moment, I literally have not that Bible by
699
00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:38,360
the way has completely fallen apart from me.
700
00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:39,840
I had to get a new one.
701
00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:40,840
You devoured it.
702
00:34:40,840 --> 00:34:41,840
Yes.
703
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:43,620
Fell into pieces from me reading it.
704
00:34:43,620 --> 00:34:49,560
And so Jesus Christ himself came and he taught me and it says that he did that with Paul.
705
00:34:49,560 --> 00:34:51,620
He, he, he is my teacher.
706
00:34:51,620 --> 00:34:53,280
No one witnessed to me.
707
00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:57,160
And I want to say that too, Jesus will come and get you.
708
00:34:57,160 --> 00:35:02,400
He left the 99 and he came and he got me and he was on that farm with me.
709
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:03,400
I'd lost my son.
710
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:04,400
I'd lost my money.
711
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:09,240
There were times I didn't even have gas to leave the farm and all of my identity as a
712
00:35:09,240 --> 00:35:16,240
yoga teacher, all of that wealth around it, all of my friends gone, just started falling
713
00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:23,200
off, but I had the Lord and his word and his word started delivering me.
714
00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:25,880
First from demon powers.
715
00:35:25,880 --> 00:35:26,880
Yes.
716
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:28,160
His word is life.
717
00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:29,160
His word.
718
00:35:29,160 --> 00:35:30,160
Absolutely.
719
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:36,460
So the things that you overcome, this is a fact of life, the things that you overcome,
720
00:35:36,460 --> 00:35:38,360
you also have authority over.
721
00:35:38,360 --> 00:35:39,360
That's right.
722
00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:41,160
Because you've overcome it in yourself.
723
00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:48,280
So that gives you an authority in prayer and an authority in ministry, ministering to people
724
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:49,680
to help them to overcome.
725
00:35:49,680 --> 00:35:55,520
Like people who have been healed of something, they get authority to pray for people who
726
00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:57,440
have the same thing and they get healed.
727
00:35:57,440 --> 00:35:58,440
That's right.
728
00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:03,160
So are you experiencing that kind of thing that the Lord is leading you to take authority
729
00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:04,640
over things?
730
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:09,320
Yes, because that is it's the enemy has power, but he has no authority.
731
00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:10,320
Exactly.
732
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:17,000
I want everyone listening to really understand that.
733
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:21,680
And so we've been given all power and authority with the name of Jesus and the blood of Jesus.
734
00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:23,480
It's the blood of Jesus.
735
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:25,240
The blood speaks a better word.
736
00:36:25,240 --> 00:36:26,240
Amen.
737
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It's the blood of Jesus that heals us, that sets us free.
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And it's the anointing that breaks the yolks.
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The anointing that breaks the yolks is the blood of Jesus.
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Yes.
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And that is what has set me free is I've been washed in the blood of the lamb.
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I've been washed in the blood of the lamb.
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He has no memory of my sin.
744
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Love keeps no record of wrongs.
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That's right.
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And so for all of the things that the curses and all of these ways, the enemy had tried
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to lure me out into the kingdom of darkness.
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00:36:55,720 --> 00:36:59,880
And now I've been transferred into the kingdom of light is how you started this podcast is
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that I have authority.
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00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:05,400
I have an anointing of deliverance that the Lord has given me from walking me through
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00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:09,940
all of this for others who are suffering to be set free, that the chains are broken off
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of them in Jesus name.
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Amen.
754
00:37:12,640 --> 00:37:13,960
So you've seen people set free.
755
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:14,960
Yes.
756
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I've seen people set free and I have an evangelist heart because he who is forgiven much loves
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much.
758
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,000
Absolutely.
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And I mean, there's no way this is an imposter.
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00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:29,720
You can hear an impossible situation between Tibetan Buddhism, suicide, pharmacia.
761
00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:35,600
I mean, all of this stuff divorces and my Jesus said, I want her.
762
00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:37,960
He said, I'm going to go get her.
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00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:40,280
Well, he said that from the very beginning.
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From the very he said that before you were formed in your mother's womb.
765
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He said, I want her.
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And that's why the devil tried so hard to take you out.
767
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Right.
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Because you're doing damage to his kingdom.
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Now, in more recent times, the Lord has opened up something to you that really wasn't on
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your radar.
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But but you've seen the hand of God putting the pieces together from from your childhood
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to make this the right thing.
773
00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:08,720
Tell us about that.
774
00:38:08,720 --> 00:38:09,720
Yes.
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00:38:09,720 --> 00:38:13,960
And I just want to say that part of the thing that I've been delivered from is that when
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I lost custody, legal custody of my son, which has not been restored yet, but our times are
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00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:22,720
in his hands and he makes everything beautiful in its time.
778
00:38:22,720 --> 00:38:27,240
He said the end of a matter is better than the beginning of a matter.
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So praise the Lord.
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He will restore that.
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And my son has been saved and baptized, by the way, even in the middle of all this, both
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of my children saved, baptized and delivered in Jesus name.
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Glory to God.
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Yeah.
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And so in this, I'm an artist.
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The Lord made me to be an artist.
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I come from a family.
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Now you have to understand in generational curses that is part of what you break off
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00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:52,200
with the blood of Jesus is that there are also generational blessings.
790
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Absolutely.
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Hallelujah.
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Yes.
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And so as my family has been and my mother is a believer and my father's coming back
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to the Lord is that for all these generational curses that we had as we cleanse the bloodline
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with the blood of Jesus Christ, the blood of the lamb.
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And as we cancel and renounce this, that there are generational blessings.
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And one of the generational blessings is a heart of evangelist.
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My parents were missionaries, sold everything.
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And I mean, I lay it all down.
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He said, count the cost.
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I lay it all down to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ.
802
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But there's also an anointing on my family and a blessing and a generational blessing
803
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:30,840
of creativity and of art.
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And it is through our family.
805
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:38,560
And so I'm now walking where there once was a curse, I'm walking in the blessing now of
806
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being an artist for the kingdom of God, for the glory of God.
807
00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:47,400
So the door that has opened is that in September, the Secretary of State put out.
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Of Arkansas.
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Of Arkansas.
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Yes.
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John Thurston put out a call to artists to design the 17th monument to honor the unborn
812
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for the canceling of Roe versus Wade, where abortion was made illegal in Arkansas.
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By the way, I bless every saint that has prayed since 1973 until now, every politician who
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has followed the will of God and obeyed that led up to this place.
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Praise you.
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I bless all of you right now for all of your, the effectual fervent prayers of the righteous
817
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availeth much.
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And the Lord has heard your prayers.
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And I say that the Senate Bill 307 that was passed by our governor who has followed the
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will of God is the bill that lined out that there would be a monument to honor the unborn.
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And so that's, yeah, that's what that call was about.
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And so I felt the Lord tell me he wanted to build a living wall.
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Okay.
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An altar.
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So what, what does a living wall look like?
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Maybe people don't know what, what that is.
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I'll tell you a little more about the design, but first a part of it is my daughter.
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She's just sent me in September.
829
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She said, look, Hey, they're, they're calling artists.
830
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You should enter this.
831
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And I felt the Holy spirit say yes.
832
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And so I entered and there were people from all over the entered their designs for the
833
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monument and I just obeyed and I sat down and I felt the Lord and you can read.
834
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I want everyone to have a chance to read the proposal because the proposal for the monument
835
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is a prophecy.
836
00:41:17,120 --> 00:41:18,120
Wow.
837
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That's already been fulfilled.
838
00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:20,400
The good works are already finished.
839
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We just have to walk in them.
840
00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:23,360
It says in the word.
841
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And so, and it's all backed by the word of God.
842
00:41:26,760 --> 00:41:32,840
And what I felt the Lord say for that design is he wanted to create a living wall, which
843
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is a wall that will have 1400 different kinds of plants on it.
844
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Living plants, living plants, because he's a God of the living.
845
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Yeah.
846
00:41:42,880 --> 00:41:45,320
His word is living, right?
847
00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:46,720
Living waters.
848
00:41:46,720 --> 00:41:50,120
We are living sacrifices for the Lord.
849
00:41:50,120 --> 00:41:52,040
And so there's nothing to add about Jesus.
850
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:53,600
That's what I need you to know.
851
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:55,200
There's nothing dead about Jesus.
852
00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:58,440
And so even he doesn't even want to use cold dead marble.
853
00:41:58,440 --> 00:42:02,920
He wants to use living plants that he created to bring glory to his name.
854
00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:08,960
And not only that, to heal women who have had abortions and their families.
855
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:09,960
That was very strong.
856
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:14,400
That's an Isaiah 61 is the main scripture over this whole project.
857
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:18,280
And part of Isaiah 61 talks about double honor for your shame.
858
00:42:18,280 --> 00:42:19,280
Oh yeah.
859
00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:20,280
Yeah.
860
00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:27,160
So there's double honor for shame and also for my shame as I experienced, you know, that
861
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whatever all I've been delivered from the enemy had me held for a long time by shame
862
00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:33,440
and guilt.
863
00:42:33,440 --> 00:42:34,440
Yeah.
864
00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:38,400
But you had been involved in the pro-life movement as a child with your parents.
865
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:39,720
As a child, yes.
866
00:42:39,720 --> 00:42:45,720
So that was all part of God's planning and putting things in you to get you ready to
867
00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:47,200
do this job now.
868
00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:54,000
Yes, as weaving it all together in the way only that our brilliant creator could do.
869
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:57,920
Because we did work in the pro-life movement and my parents worked for crisis pregnancy
870
00:42:57,920 --> 00:43:03,440
center and we had pregnant teenagers live with us as a child in El Paso, Texas.
871
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:06,280
And we marched in the rallies and picketed the abortion clinics.
872
00:43:06,280 --> 00:43:08,800
And so it's just in you.
873
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:09,800
Yeah.
874
00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:12,560
And it's completing my parents work that they began.
875
00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:14,600
They began that work for Jesus.
876
00:43:14,600 --> 00:43:15,600
Yes.
877
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:17,080
Nothing but for Jesus.
878
00:43:17,080 --> 00:43:19,000
They laid down everything for Jesus.
879
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:23,960
And so now their oldest child is picking up that work.
880
00:43:23,960 --> 00:43:26,160
And it's after all of that.
881
00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:27,160
Wow.
882
00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:30,240
So your submission was selected.
883
00:43:30,240 --> 00:43:32,880
Yes, it was selected unanimously.
884
00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:33,880
Really?
885
00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:34,880
Yes.
886
00:43:34,880 --> 00:43:40,200
And part of the design and the blueprint that the Lord gave me with the scripture is that
887
00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:45,280
I've been recording the sound of waterfalls in Arkansas for over three years now while
888
00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:48,520
he was healing me, while he was delivering me.
889
00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:53,920
I spent a lot of time out in nature and by water, living water, it's actual water as
890
00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:56,700
he would heal my trauma, he delivered me in his word.
891
00:43:56,700 --> 00:43:59,880
And so I recorded all these recordings and I didn't know what they were for.
892
00:43:59,880 --> 00:44:00,920
I just had them.
893
00:44:00,920 --> 00:44:04,920
But he told me that those recordings were the sound of his voice.
894
00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:08,440
It says in Revelation is the sound of many waters.
895
00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:11,200
And it says in Ezekiel also says many waters.
896
00:44:11,200 --> 00:44:16,200
And so he told me he wanted a sound loop of the sound of seven different waterfalls from
897
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:21,320
all around Arkansas to be looped coming out of the living wall so that when women come
898
00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:27,120
and families come, they will hear the sound of Jesus, the sound of many waters.
899
00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:29,320
And so there will be an actual sound element.
900
00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:33,800
It's a full sensory experience of healing through Jesus Christ.
901
00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:37,000
There's oxygen coming from the 1400 different plants.
902
00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:39,800
There's going to be pollinators that live in this wall.
903
00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:43,040
There's going to be birds that come and make their nest there because it says in the word
904
00:44:43,040 --> 00:44:46,600
of God that even the birds have a place in his throne.
905
00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:47,600
Yes.
906
00:44:47,600 --> 00:44:51,480
And the wailing wall in Jerusalem, actually, there's there's a place where the birds put
907
00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:52,480
their little nest.
908
00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:55,080
And so you see the doves there.
909
00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:56,080
Yeah, beautiful.
910
00:44:56,080 --> 00:44:57,560
So, oh, wow.
911
00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:59,160
How big is it?
912
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:02,720
The measurements are and all of these things, by the way, I just had to listen to the Lord
913
00:45:02,720 --> 00:45:03,720
and be in his word.
914
00:45:03,720 --> 00:45:04,920
But what are your measure?
915
00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:09,640
Like every detail is not my opinion or decision.
916
00:45:09,640 --> 00:45:11,040
It's what the Lord wants.
917
00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:15,280
And we have to listen to his voice and learn to discern, you know, the voice, the spirit
918
00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:16,920
of truth, the Holy Spirit.
919
00:45:16,920 --> 00:45:19,860
And so the measurements are 10 feet high.
920
00:45:19,860 --> 00:45:26,240
The wall will be 10 feet high and thirty three point three three three in length.
921
00:45:26,240 --> 00:45:27,380
And it's curved, right?
922
00:45:27,380 --> 00:45:32,520
And it's slightly, yes, curved because the space that we have proposed where the monument
923
00:45:32,520 --> 00:45:37,920
will be is directly in front of the Supreme Court House of Arkansas.
924
00:45:37,920 --> 00:45:39,760
And it's a curved building.
925
00:45:39,760 --> 00:45:45,840
And so everything about the wall will be in harmony with the architecture, because we're
926
00:45:45,840 --> 00:45:47,400
not coming into a invade.
927
00:45:47,400 --> 00:45:53,840
We're coming in to the harmony of the Lord, the divine order of things.
928
00:45:53,840 --> 00:45:55,840
Things are being set right.
929
00:45:55,840 --> 00:45:56,840
Yeah.
930
00:45:56,840 --> 00:45:57,840
Beautiful.
931
00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:00,680
And there'll be a plaque with us on one thirty nine.
932
00:46:00,680 --> 00:46:03,560
You know, you knit me together in my mother's womb.
933
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:05,280
We are fearfully, wonderfully made.
934
00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:10,000
Oh, that's just does anybody else have a living wall or no?
935
00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:11,000
There were not.
936
00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:12,000
There was not.
937
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:13,760
There were not any other proposed.
938
00:46:13,760 --> 00:46:17,000
And that's how we know that it's from the Lord, because like I said, I didn't come up
939
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:18,000
with this.
940
00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:22,240
This is so like, whoa, it was inspiration from Jesus.
941
00:46:22,240 --> 00:46:23,240
Yeah.
942
00:46:23,240 --> 00:46:24,240
From heaven down to earth.
943
00:46:24,240 --> 00:46:26,720
That's part of our job is from heaven down to earth.
944
00:46:26,720 --> 00:46:27,720
Absolutely.
945
00:46:27,720 --> 00:46:28,720
Absolutely.
946
00:46:28,720 --> 00:46:29,720
You're a brand plucked out of the fire.
947
00:46:29,720 --> 00:46:30,720
That's right.
948
00:46:30,720 --> 00:46:31,720
That's right.
949
00:46:31,720 --> 00:46:32,720
Yes.
950
00:46:32,720 --> 00:46:33,720
Absolutely.
951
00:46:33,720 --> 00:46:36,640
And he put filthy rags and he put new on me.
952
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:37,640
So beautiful.
953
00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:38,640
Beautiful.
954
00:46:38,640 --> 00:46:42,400
That's such a wonderful, wonderful testimony.
955
00:46:42,400 --> 00:46:44,240
So would you pray for our listeners?
956
00:46:44,240 --> 00:46:45,840
Yes, I would pray.
957
00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:47,320
I would love to pray.
958
00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:50,000
I thank you, God, that you are God of the living.
959
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:51,720
I thank you that you are the God of God's.
960
00:46:51,720 --> 00:46:54,320
It says in your word that you are the God of knowledge.
961
00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:56,780
I thank you that you are our father of a father.
962
00:46:56,780 --> 00:46:58,640
You're the father of truth, the father of light.
963
00:46:58,640 --> 00:46:59,640
You're our father.
964
00:46:59,640 --> 00:47:03,800
And we come before you right now in the name of Jesus Christ.
965
00:47:03,800 --> 00:47:07,360
Jesus, I thank you that you are our high priest forever in the order of Melchizedek.
966
00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:08,360
Yes.
967
00:47:08,360 --> 00:47:11,640
And I thank you, Lord God, that we can come boldly before your throne of grace in our
968
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time of need to obtain mercy.
969
00:47:14,280 --> 00:47:18,440
And Lord God, right now, I just want to obtain mercy for every person listening to the sound
970
00:47:18,440 --> 00:47:23,680
of my voice, Lord God, who has been caught up, who is looking for power, who is looking
971
00:47:23,680 --> 00:47:29,440
to be healed, who is looking to understand who they are and why they were created.
972
00:47:29,440 --> 00:47:33,600
And Lord God, I just lift them up to the mercy seat right now, Lord God.
973
00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:38,040
And I just lift them up, Lord God, and I just break off every hex, vex, witchcraft, and
974
00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:41,940
enemy assignment against their lives in Jesus' name.
975
00:47:41,940 --> 00:47:44,280
And I speak deliverance over them, Lord God.
976
00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:50,960
It says in your word in Psalm 139 that you have searched us and you have known us.
977
00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:54,480
And for those that are looking to be known, usually that's what happens when you go into
978
00:47:54,480 --> 00:47:55,480
the New Age stuff.
979
00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:56,740
You're looking to be known.
980
00:47:56,740 --> 00:47:57,880
You're looking for your destiny.
981
00:47:57,880 --> 00:47:59,040
You're looking for your purpose.
982
00:47:59,040 --> 00:48:01,840
Well, Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is the only one.
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He created you.
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He knows you.
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He loves you.
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He knows everything you've been through.
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And so I'm just speaking right now, complete and total deliverance.
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It's the chains are breaking off right now in Jesus' name.
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I plead the blood of Jesus Christ over every enemy assignment on those who are listening
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to the sound of my voice that it is canceled.
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I render it null and void.
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Hallelujah.
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Thank you, Jesus.
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Thank you, Lord God.
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It's the blood.
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It's the blood of Jesus that sets us free.
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And I just want to speak over everyone who is listening that you don't have to fix yourself.
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You don't have to rid yourself of anything.
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You just have to call on the name of Jesus.
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It says if you confess with your mouth and believe in your heart that Jesus Christ is
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the Son of God, that you will be saved.
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And so if you would just cry out to Jesus, he's knocking on the door of your heart.
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If you would just cry out to Jesus, he will deliver you and set you free.
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He will leave the 99 to come and get you.
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And there's no one that is too far gone.
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There is no sin too dark.
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He said that even the darkness is as light to him.
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So there is no darkness or anything that you have done that he can't forgive.
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And I want to testify that if he has saved me from every wicked thing that you have heard
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on this podcast, he has delivered me completely and whom the sun sets free is free indeed.
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That he's going to do it for you.
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Yes.
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And if you ever you want prayer or you need anything, I am here to pray with you and I
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encourage you to read the word of God.
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It just start reading the word of God.
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Hallelujah.
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Thank you, Jesus.
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Hallelujah.
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Praise you, Jesus.
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Thank you so much for being with us today, Lakey.
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And we'll have to make an appointment to do a little bit deeper dive into your experiences
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and explaining the things that are all about what you got into so that you can bring light
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into darkness.
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Yes.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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All glory to God.
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And thank you so much for taking time to listen to me and to have me on the podcast and for
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having me here this weekend.
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I bless both of you, Phillip and Sharon.
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God bless you for the work you're doing.
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Thank you so much.
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God bless you.
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And, and for our listeners, if you want to give us any feedback, we can pass that onto
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Lakey and then she can respond.
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Amen.
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Yes.
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God bless you all.
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If you enjoyed today's podcast, please subscribe, rate and review this podcast on Apple podcasts
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are also looking for a great move of the Holy Spirit.
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Check out our website at globaloutpouring.org to find out more information, read our blogs,
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You can also browse our web store for life-changing anointed books.
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Until next time, this is Sharon Buss.
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And I'm Phillip Buss.
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God bless you with this overwhelming loving presence.
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He who is forgiven much loves much.
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Absolutely.
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And I mean, there's no way this is an imposter.
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You can hear an impossible situation between Tibetan Buddhism, suicide, pharmacia.
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I mean, all of this stuff divorces and my Jesus said, I want her.
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He said, I'm going to go get her.
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And he promises in Joel 2, 28 to pour out his spirit on all humanity.
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Welcome to Global Outpouring.
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We contend for that promise outpouring.
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We equip for that outpouring so that we may engage in that very outpouring.
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I'm Philip Bus.
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And I'm Sharon Bus.
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Welcome to the podcast today.
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We're so glad that you're with us.
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We have a very special podcast today because we have a special guest, Lakey Goff, and she's
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going to tell us her testimony of how God brought her out of darkness into his marvelous
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light.
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Thanks so much for joining us today.
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This is a wonderful day in God.
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And before we get started with this marvelous testimony, we want to encourage you, if you
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haven't already done so, please go to our website, globaloutpouring.net and be sure
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to sign up for our email lists so that we can stay in touch with you.
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And please, please give us some feedback.
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We love to hear from our listeners.
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We know that you are important to us.
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Yes, you.
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I'm talking to you, listener.
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You're important to us.
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And we are here to help you to contend for the outpouring and equip for the outpouring
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so that you can engage in the outpouring as it unfolds where you live.
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But we want you to be ready.
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This testimony is going to help you to understand some things that go on on the dark side and
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how to overcome and how to be set free and see what God will do with your life like you
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did with Lakeys.
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So Lakey Goff, thank you so much for joining us today.
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This is going to be an exciting podcast.
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Thank you so much, Sharon and Philip, for having me here.
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Praise the Lord.
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May his name be glorified.
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Amen.
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That's what it's all about.
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It's all about his glory.
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It's all about his outpouring.
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That's right.
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We want to see him do everything that he wants to do.
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Yes.
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But there was a time in your life when you decided you didn't want to see what he wanted
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to do.
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But let's start at the beginning.
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What kind of a home did you grow up in?
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I was raised in a very loving home.
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My mom was very young when they got married.
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My dad is an artist and they were married in a yoga house.
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I will say that that's an important part of the story.
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In Memphis, yes, and also they lived on a commune here in the Ozarks Mountains in Arkansas,
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actually.
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Okay.
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But I was the firstborn of five children and my dad was a seeker of the Lord.
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He was seeking God and he had an experience on this commune they lived on and he was seeking
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in the scripture and he gave his life to Jesus.
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And so I was raised in a Christian home and as a baby, they lived on this commune for
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a short time.
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My dad is a very strong personality and he ended up taking down the symbol for home at
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the commune and putting up the fish of the living.
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Oh wow.
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And they went ahead and asked him to leave.
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Praise the Lord.
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Okay.
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So you were actually born while they were still in they were still seeking.
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Yes.
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And that's that explains a lot.
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That's a generational some of the generational curses and stuff.
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Okay.
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And you were born on the solstice.
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Yes.
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The winter solstice.
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Yes.
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And that's in 73.
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Oh, it's 73.
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Yes.
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And that's a significant year.
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Yes.
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Okay.
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So your folks got involved in pro-life.
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Yes.
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So after my dad had an experience with the Lord and we lived near Russellville, Arkansas
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on a farm with five acres and my parents had, you know, my brothers and sisters, there
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were five children all together and my brothers and sisters were born at home with a midwife.
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We had an organic garden.
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You know, we had a dog and we went to a small non-dominational fellowship church.
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Okay.
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And we went to private Christian schools, very sheltered, good, pure life, lots of potlucks,
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lots of good families in our church.
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And that was my childhood.
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I will say in me, even then I was a very curious child and I love to explore in the woods on
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my own alone.
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So there are some things that were in me that kind of have to do with my testimony as we
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continue.
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Okay.
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And then your family moved to El Paso, Texas.
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Yes.
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My dad sold everything.
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He wanted to be a doer of the word.
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We had a strong conviction to help the poor and anyone else the Lord brought.
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So we sold everything we own.
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We sold the farm in Arkansas and we moved about a mile from the Mexican border near
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Juarez in El Paso, Texas.
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And we were there for two years.
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We lived a very sheltered life there.
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We were taught at home during the week.
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On Friday nights, we went to the malls and witnessed to people.
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On Saturday mornings, we went with the Catholics to the abortion clinics and picketed the abortion
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clinics.
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And then on Sunday, we went to church, worship the Lord, and then went over to Mexico to
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feed do feedings in the slums there.
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Wow.
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Of course.
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So you had Spanish for, you know, early on very early.
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Yeah.
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The Spanish language, Spanish people.
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Yeah.
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So then, then what happened?
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So we lived in that lifestyle, you know, serving the Lord with everything we had for two years.
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And then at the age of 12, my father had another spiritual experience with the Lord and said
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that we were moving to Costa Rica to be missionaries.
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And so once again, everything we own had to fit in a foot locker, which I remember my
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dad got him at Kmart.
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He brought him to our room and said everything you want, you need to fit it in there.
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And so that's not a bad thing.
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You know, it's a very simple living.
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It's a good thing and I still live that way actually, as far as the material things not
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needing.
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Yeah, some very good things my parents instilled in me.
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I just want to bless my mother and father.
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Yes.
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Yeah, I want to honor and bless my mother and father here for the good things they've
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taught me.
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That's beautiful.
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Yes.
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So you lived in Costa Rica for how long?
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Yes, when I was 12, we moved down there and lived there until I graduated high school.
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We were there a total of five, six years.
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Okay.
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And then I worked in the Nicaraguan refugee camps there.
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Oh, yeah.
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Eventually, my father had a resettlement camp about six miles from the Nicaraguan border.
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So while the Sandinistas were coming over the war, the Sandinistas sometimes they would
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cross the river, Sada Pekee, and the first place they would end up is at my dad's farm.
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Oh, my he wrote a grant with another missionary and so they had this land and it was so remote
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that you could only get there by a boat.
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Oh, there were no roads.
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Oh, my.
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That's pretty remote.
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Yeah.
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And primitive, no doubt.
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Very primitive, wild.
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Wow.
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So then you came back to the States and you had graduated from high school.
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So then what happened?
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So we were back in Russellville, Arkansas, which was our hometown.
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And you know, my friends suggested I go to college, which as missionaries, we hadn't
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really prepared for this.
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So I just had a friend who told me about Hendricks College, so I applied and I got in and I went
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to Hendricks College.
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Okay.
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Now, for our listeners, they don't know anything about Hendricks College.
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Can you give them just an overview of what Hendricks College is like?
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Yes, it's a small liberal arts college in central Arkansas.
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And was originally Methodist.
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Originally Methodist, but very liberal.
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And the dorm that I was placed in was called Couch Hall.
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So that's where the bisexuals and drugs were.
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And that was so, and that's where I lived the year I was at Hendricks College.
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Even back then it was...
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Even back then it was.
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Yeah.
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So then what happened to you?
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Well as soon as I was out of my dad's under his roof and his rules, my life had been so
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extreme as you can tell.
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And so I wanted to experience things on my own and I wanted to find God in my own way.
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And my father was very concerned about me going to this liberal arts school.
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Yeah, he knew what it was about.
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With reason.
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Because he had wisdom and he was trying to protect me.
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But I did write him a two page letter.
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He said if I went there, I had to go to Bible study and I wrote him a letter and I just
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basically said, no, I'm on my own.
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I'm doing my own thing now.
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I'm going to basically do it my way.
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And how did that go?
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I mean, you made a list.
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What kind of a list did you make?
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I did.
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It was very methodical about this.
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I was very much for the experience of things.
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curiosity.
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a safe way, which would be to explore the word of God.
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But one of the things my father had taught me, you know, and I did agree with was that
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I was to not have sex before marriage.
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Even with drinking and things, I had no desire, which is amazing.
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But that was a thought.
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Well, that's gross.
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But I ended up losing my virginity through.
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I was date raped.
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I was raped at Hendricks College.
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So as you know, that was a way for the enemy to come in and I didn't tell many people about
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it.
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All the things that go with that.
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For me, how it manifested was very quickly as mental illness is what they called.
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So I was misdiagnosed, which is actually a word curse of being bipolar and placed in
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psychiatric institutions for it was almost 20 years.
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I was in and out of them and very early age.
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They started giving me pharmacia, which we know is what they call mood stabilizers or
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psychiatric medication is the language of the world.
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But that didn't go well for you.
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No, that eventually after 20 years of using lithium, Seroquel.
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I mean, it often they would experiment with things as a new drug would come out.
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Geodon.
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They would just experiment.
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Well, had some of the drugs that you took affected your mind?
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I'm sure they had it in some way.
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But you can see between being raped and also coming from the mission field to the United
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States being raped, experimenting with drugs and alcohol.
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Well, we understand on this side of all of that, that the enemy of our soul is trying
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to do everything he can to ruin our lives so that we won't ever hurt his kingdom.
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But we are sent here to this planet for a purpose of our father that is going to ruin
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the kingdom of darkness.
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So then what happened?
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What was the next thing that happened to you?
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So I continued to go to church.
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The 20 years of the pharmacia in the hospitalization was one of the hardest things to break free
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of.
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and I had two children.
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But the final thing that happened with that is that I was hospitalized because a lot of
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the pharmacia or drugs that they give you and the side effects themselves cause like
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suicidal ideation.
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Oh, that's right.
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So there were many times it wasn't even my own thoughts.
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It was the results.
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It's witchcraft.
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You know?
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And so the last time I was hospitalized was 2015 and they gave me electroshock.
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And yes, I was already so drugged from being in lockdown that I didn't understand when I,
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you know, what they were doing.
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And so I was given that lost a month or more of my life, um, you know, in a wheelchair
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drooling, trying to shock that out of me.
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And they still do that in Arkansas at a place called Bridgeway, which I have since returned
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and the Lord has healed me and healed that trauma and rewired my neurons.
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Jesus Christ, the son of God has rewired my neurons.
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It was a month ago.
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He brought me back there and we have canceled that assignment that that will not happen
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to any other people.
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So praise the Lord.
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Time for that to be outlawed, I think.
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That is outlawed.
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It's, it's yeah, it's not humane.
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So how did you start getting into other kinds of religious practices in your search for
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God?
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So there was the curiosity, of course, but also there was a frustration from the time
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as a little girl in the fellowship churches, seeing good people, kind people, even worshiping
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God, but a lack of power.
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That's it.
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A lack of authority.
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And I found that as I was needing to detox off of this pharmacia and these drugs that
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no one could help me in the churches that even their prayers fell to the ground.
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And so in 2015, I was at a, you know, a non-denominational fellowship church that I'd go with with my
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husband and my children and no one could help me even though they kept praying and there
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was no deliverance, no, no mention of spirits or the spiritual battle weren't we're in.
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And I knew after that electroshock that I had to find a way to detox my body from that.
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It started with simple breath work and, and my desire was to be free of the bondage and
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my desire was to be right with God.
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And so it started with Hatha yoga.
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There are many different forms of yoga.
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It started with Hatha yoga, but it wasn't powerful enough.
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So then I found Kundalini yoga, which is called royal yoga.
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And it's a lineage of 10 gurus.
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I'll tell you more about that, but there's a lot of chanting and mantras and breath work.
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And so I was able to detox without the support of a single person, by the way, my parents
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didn't, weren't in agreement with it.
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My daughter, my husband at the time, my psychiatrist, even my sponsor in AA, no one agreed or supported
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me to teach.
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They were afraid for me because they had only known me as neat on these drugs, you know?
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And so I used the yoga and moving my body and breath work and the mantras to detox.
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And you detoxed and welcomed a whole bunch of other stuff in.
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Oops.
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Right.
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So how did that go?
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Opened up.
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I did not understand that the mantras, mantra means sound current and that sound.
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A sound current and it's a repetition, but part of it's a focus your mind, you know,
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to clear your subconscious, to heal trauma.
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Now I knew that it wasn't what I was brought up with.
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I mean, I have, you know, we have our case says in the word of God, we do know right
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from wrong.
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So I will say I knew that this was not the word of God, that this was not, but it started
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in desperation.
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And you never ran into somebody that had the power to be able to help you deliverance.
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No, I never, I never was around anyone.
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And so I went all the way with Kundalini yoga and I became a trained Kundalini yoga teacher
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level one, level two, and then I started teaching others and holding women's retreats, wellness
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retreats.
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And then from there, you know, once you open up that door, the modalities and healing quote
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unquote modalities in the new age movement, they're all very similar and you become trained
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and you know, I became trained in Reiki, which is healing on with the hands.
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I became trained.
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I was a trained through not Marcian, which is healing through the consciousness.
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I went as far as you can go.
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Oh, the very first thing I did though, as I was beginning yoga, let me backtrack is
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I start meditating to calm my mind as I didn't have those, that pharmacia, that those drugs
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that you made up your mind, you weren't going to take them anymore.
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I wasn't going to take them.
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And so since, so I couldn't calm the mind and none of these Christians didn't seem,
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you know, there was no power, there was anything.
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So I went to a Tibetan Buddhism meditation classes first.
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And I met a llama and I took refuge in Tibetan Buddhism for the very first year as I was
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still learning yoga.
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All of it was kind of coming at the same time.
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And you got into it deeply.
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Deeply.
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Yes.
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And then the Tibetan Buddhism, I found that the Kundalini yoga had the most power, which
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the enemy has power and he gives riches and power.
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I want the Christian community to understand in the body of Christ that that is real.
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These things are not made up.
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One thing we found out in Tibet and people that know that there was human sacrifice in
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Tibetan Buddhism in Tibet.
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That was, you know, it's been for a long time.
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The history of history of Tibetan Buddhism.
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They don't advertise that here.
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They don't advertise that.
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No, it's very hidden what the power is.
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It seems to be one thing, just like housewives trying to get a little calm.
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Let's just meditate, quote unquote.
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But what it is, is opening yourself up to demonic spirits, high demon powers.
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And that is what a mantra is.
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It's nothing but a chant to demon powers, whether it's Tibetan Buddhism or Kundalini
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yoga or Gurmukhi or Reiki, everything that is not the word of God, that is not Jesus
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Christ, the son of God is a chant to a demon power.
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And you are inviting them in to channel those demons for the work of the enemy of our soul.
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And you got involved in all kinds of, uh, would you call it witchcraft as well?
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So in Kundalini yoga, the first thing they did in my training, this is really important
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because you know, as believers, we daily give, we submit, it says in the word of God, it
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says submit your will to God, resist the devil and he will flee.
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So there's a submission of your will.
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Well, in Kundalini yoga in my training, and this was like 2017, the very first thing they
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did in our, our yoga training was break our will.
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Oh, I didn't know this.
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We did an hour.
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So this does this make sense now?
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An hour long chant called a Sat Kriya, which one of our main mantras was truth is our true
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identity.
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So see, you believe that you're going towards truth, but we did this chant to break our
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will.
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And so my will was broken, but I agreed to it.
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So no one is doing anything against their will, but they break your will.
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This is what the Lord showed me after he saved me some of the things that had happened.
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If that is I'm making sense.
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When you get to a level of let's we're regret, did you feel, do you feel like, well, I've
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arrived, I've done all this, you know, and I got all this power.
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I don't need nothing else.
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What did, did you have a feeling like that?
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You know, cause the devil's giving you all this false feeling of fulfillment and all
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that.
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But when did you realize it was wrong?
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Not until my, my son, my youngest child, my son's Solomon was taken from me legally.
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Did I understand because we even had mantras and chants and meditations for the legal system.
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There is a chant and meditation and Kundalini yoga for everything.
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Like we have prayers from the word of God that is the truth.
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But there was, and so there was a meditation I was doing in a chant for the court situation
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that I was in in 2020 and it, nothing was moving, nothing was changing.
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And then my son was actually legally taken from me.
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And so I had to reach a place of completely losing everything, including custody of my
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own son because that had the way the enemy blinds you, you see.
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Wow.
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So you, it's just like having everything ahead.
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It felt like your complete control and fulfillment, but then when you use that, like for the court
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case and all that, it didn't work.
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So that's what kind of, did that help you wake up?
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Wake up.
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It's, it was the process of starting to wake up.
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It was a process because the stronghold of the enemy and that, I mean, I had chanted
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for almost five years daily, which I now know I was chanting and calling in demon powers.
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And I was given power and I actually made money partially from, well, women's meditation
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retreats, but also reading auras.
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That was one of the powers I was given a channeling the dead.
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I mean, all of these, all of this Cunilini yoga is nothing but a covenant of a death
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covenant that it talks about in Isaiah.
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They're using a lineage of 10 different gurus and they're connecting to what they call the
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subtle body, which is actually just those that have already died.
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To receive energy and keeping them alive through our chanting.
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And that's just the tip of the iceberg.
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We might have to do another podcast specifically because I want to expose the lies of the enemy.
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I want to blow the cover off and I want to, because that's why we overcome by the blood
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of the lamb and the word of our testimony.
431
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We love not our life unto death and that overcoming that Jesus has walked me through is that now
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for those that are out there seeking that are still doing witchcraft, that are still
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meditating, that are even doing yoga practices, maybe even just Hatha yoga that they need to
434
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know what they are coming into agreement with and they are coming into agreement with the
435
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father of lies.
436
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And so there's a lot in that I want to expose at some point.
437
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Yes.
438
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I think that's, that is a wonderful thing is people that are involved in this or know
439
00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:41,480
people that are involved, they would need to know.
440
00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:44,200
Don't you need to, you know, need to know.
441
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Wow.
442
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Yeah.
443
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Because even the poses themselves are poses to Hindu gods in yoga, even just Hatha yoga.
444
00:22:53,320 --> 00:22:57,320
But I will say on that, that's why it's so important that we understand that as believers
445
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and followers and ambassadors of Jesus Christ, that our body is a temple of the Holy Spirit.
446
00:23:02,060 --> 00:23:07,560
So there does need to be, we need to honor God with our body and use it for I run now
447
00:23:07,560 --> 00:23:09,160
I'm a runner.
448
00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:12,220
The Lord restored my lungs and healed my lungs.
449
00:23:12,220 --> 00:23:13,840
So I just want to smoke her.
450
00:23:13,840 --> 00:23:14,840
Right.
451
00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:17,800
I've 30 years, I was addicted to nicotine in some form.
452
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Wow.
453
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Yeah.
454
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And he, he delivered me and set me free and healed my lungs.
455
00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:27,640
And now I just ran a 10 K in the Little Rock marathon about two or three weeks ago, which
456
00:23:27,640 --> 00:23:28,640
is a miracle.
457
00:23:28,640 --> 00:23:29,640
Wow.
458
00:23:29,640 --> 00:23:30,640
And he, Jesus is alive.
459
00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:31,880
He's still healing people.
460
00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:34,040
He's given back new body parts.
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Absolutely, absolutely.
462
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This is awesome.
463
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Wow.
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Jesus, you know, I just want to ask a couple of questions about the yoga business because
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you know, so many people think that there's such a thing as Christian yoga, but that's
466
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a misnomer, right?
467
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It doesn't work.
468
00:23:52,680 --> 00:23:53,680
Right.
469
00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:56,840
The word yoga is a Sanskrit word, which means yolk.
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Yoke.
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00:23:57,840 --> 00:23:58,840
Yes.
472
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Well, that ought to spell it out for us.
473
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And so I just want to acknowledge to all the women that are trying to heal from trauma
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in their bodies and every sort of trauma they've experienced that there is a way for the Lord
475
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to heal your body without yoga.
476
00:24:15,360 --> 00:24:16,360
Yeah.
477
00:24:16,360 --> 00:24:18,760
Yoga is a yolk.
478
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And part of the thing like Shavasana, which is what you do after a yoga set, you lay down
479
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and you open your arms and it's called, it's a corpse pose.
480
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Oh, wonderful.
481
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Shavasana, I want you to hear this.
482
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Are you listening to me?
483
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Shavasana is corpse pose and you are opening yourself up to whatever the teacher has set
484
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the intention for, whatever mantra they have spoken.
485
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And so if you're not coming into agreement with the Holy Spirit of God, the Ruach HaKadish,
486
00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:52,480
then what are you coming into agreement with?
487
00:24:52,480 --> 00:24:53,480
Right.
488
00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:58,840
You are coming into agreement with demons and our battle is not against flesh and blood.
489
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It's against powers and principalities and the rulers of darkness of the heavenly places.
490
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And so I have seen the Christian yoga and there's another way that the Lord has.
491
00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:14,280
There's a better way for us to use our bodies because you cannot separate yoga from the
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Hindu religion.
493
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Yoga is a spiritual practice based on the Hinduism religion.
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Right.
495
00:25:22,100 --> 00:25:23,560
Which is idolatry.
496
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It is idolatry.
497
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And it's an abomination to God.
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It's abomination.
499
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Which means it's disgusting to him.
500
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Right.
501
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:31,080
Yeah.
502
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You're putting another God before him.
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That's part of the, I mean, that's the very first of the 10 commandments have no other
504
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:37,620
gods before me.
505
00:25:37,620 --> 00:25:42,240
But it's so subtle and there is a need for women to use their bodies and for, and you
506
00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:48,440
know, so I would just want to really acknowledge that, that I understand why they want to relax.
507
00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:50,640
They want to med, they want to calm their mind.
508
00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:54,400
They want to, but the Lord is the only one who can bring peace.
509
00:25:54,400 --> 00:25:55,400
He's the Prince of peace.
510
00:25:55,400 --> 00:26:01,240
He's the only one who can show each of us which way our bodies were made to exercise
511
00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:03,400
or to stay healthy.
512
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And our meditation on him and on his words and on his word is the answer.
513
00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:14,160
If meditation is the direction you're going, you need to meditate on the word of God because
514
00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:16,440
that's what gives life, not death.
515
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:17,440
Right.
516
00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:20,960
It says in Psalm one, meditate on my word night and day, and then you will have good
517
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:21,960
success.
518
00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:25,120
And the word meditation is mentioned many times in the word of God.
519
00:26:25,120 --> 00:26:29,080
And that is to meditate on his word because his words are life.
520
00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:30,600
And his words are truth.
521
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:32,640
The words of Jesus, he says that in John.
522
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Yeah.
523
00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:37,000
And then many Christians are scared of the word meditate because they think, Oh, that's
524
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:41,520
meditate means, but no, it was in the scripture long before it was in Hinduism.
525
00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:42,520
Right.
526
00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:43,520
Exactly.
527
00:26:43,520 --> 00:26:44,520
Right.
528
00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:48,320
Thank you for reclaiming that the things that the enemy has tried to take and ownership is
529
00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:50,560
that now the Lord owns all of it.
530
00:26:50,560 --> 00:26:52,660
And so we do meditate on the word of God.
531
00:26:52,660 --> 00:26:56,080
We are meditators on the word of God, which is alive.
532
00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:57,560
It's living and active.
533
00:26:57,560 --> 00:26:58,560
Yes.
534
00:26:58,560 --> 00:26:59,560
Absolutely.
535
00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:02,720
Sharper than a two edged sword pierces between spirit and soul.
536
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:03,720
Amen.
537
00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:04,720
Thank you.
538
00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:05,720
Certainly does.
539
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:09,800
I've heard recently about something they call chair yoga.
540
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:10,960
Are you familiar with that?
541
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:13,480
Is that very, tell us about that.
542
00:27:13,480 --> 00:27:18,680
Cause you know, I think there's people that are, that are doing it for the sake of exercise.
543
00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:19,680
Yes.
544
00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:22,320
And I actually, I did teach in a nursing home.
545
00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:24,280
I mean, so there was like very pure intentions.
546
00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:28,400
I taught chair yoga at a nursing home for about a year, Kundalini yoga, but I also taught
547
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:31,280
them mantras and meditations.
548
00:27:31,280 --> 00:27:35,400
But see, that's how the it's so, so harmless.
549
00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:39,400
It seems like, yes, that that's part of the, I wore all white.
550
00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:43,920
I wore turbans and you know, I want to tell you that we sang chants all the time that
551
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:45,640
we were one with God.
552
00:27:45,640 --> 00:27:48,280
And our main mantra was that truth was our true identity.
553
00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:51,840
And we acknowledged Jesus, but as an avatar and a prophet, we did.
554
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:52,840
I am meditations.
555
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:53,840
Okay.
556
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:58,640
This is the part that the believers need to understand is that when you're blinded, the
557
00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:01,400
nature of deceit is that you don't know you're deceived.
558
00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:02,680
Precisely.
559
00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:08,560
And so I was doing things for the community, teaching chair yoga and, and, and someone
560
00:28:08,560 --> 00:28:12,640
needs to go visit people in the nursing homes with the love of Jesus and help them move
561
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,680
their bodies, but not through yoga.
562
00:28:14,680 --> 00:28:15,680
Right.
563
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:17,240
There's a ways to stretch our bodies.
564
00:28:17,240 --> 00:28:19,280
That are not yoga.
565
00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:20,280
Yes.
566
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:21,280
Yeah.
567
00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:22,280
I'm so glad you clarified that.
568
00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:23,280
Yeah.
569
00:28:23,280 --> 00:28:29,440
So how did you come out where you found the Holy spirit and you got deliverance?
570
00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:30,440
How did that happen?
571
00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:31,440
Yeah.
572
00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:38,160
So 2020, when everything changed for everyone, I had joint custody with the father of my
573
00:28:38,160 --> 00:28:39,160
son.
574
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:44,640
We had been divorced for a few years and we had joint custody and we were living in Little
575
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:47,880
Rock and 2020 the school shut down.
576
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:52,020
The playgrounds were, everyone knows what happened, you know, shut down and I wanted
577
00:28:52,020 --> 00:28:53,980
to leave the city.
578
00:28:53,980 --> 00:29:00,080
And so I moved to a farm in Northwest Arkansas where it was 20 acres where my son could ride
579
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:01,680
his bike, where we would be safe.
580
00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:04,040
I mean, no one knew what was going on.
581
00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:06,200
And so I wanted to be out of the city.
582
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:12,720
So I moved from Little Rock where we had joint custody week on week off to Northwest Arkansas
583
00:29:12,720 --> 00:29:15,200
and I didn't do it legally.
584
00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:17,560
I broke the custody agreement.
585
00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:24,360
Oh, and with everything else going on, I mean, and so I continued the week on week off, I
586
00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:29,280
would just drive, but from that a lawsuit was filed against me and I just say bless
587
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:33,000
the Lord for that trial of that lawsuit because it has saved my soul.
588
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:35,200
I just want to say what the enemy meant for evil.
589
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:37,400
The Lord turns for good.
590
00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:41,760
And I just, I just want to bless everyone around that, the judges and the father of
591
00:29:41,760 --> 00:29:42,760
my son right now.
592
00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:46,840
I just want to bless them because from that situation, that was the darkest situation
593
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:48,680
I've ever been through.
594
00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:50,040
The Lord has saved my soul.
595
00:29:50,040 --> 00:29:54,840
And what is it that if you gain the whole world, but lose your soul and Jesus has restored
596
00:29:54,840 --> 00:29:57,000
my soul, he renews my soul.
597
00:29:57,000 --> 00:29:58,000
Amen.
598
00:29:58,000 --> 00:29:59,000
Amen.
599
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:00,000
Yes.
600
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:01,000
Glory to God.
601
00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:06,120
So that, that going through that lawsuit and losing your son was what began to get you
602
00:30:06,120 --> 00:30:07,120
back to God.
603
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:08,120
Then what happened?
604
00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:09,120
Yes.
605
00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:14,720
2020 is when they over a zoom call, they had a hearing and they took legal, all legal custody
606
00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:15,720
of my son.
607
00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:21,240
They took alimony, all my, I lost it all pretty quickly.
608
00:30:21,240 --> 00:30:28,560
And I had been doing a meditation, a 90 day meditation in Kundalini yoga for guilt, guilt
609
00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:33,800
for guilt with breath work and a mantra trying to get the guilt out of me.
610
00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:36,000
See they have a meditation for everything.
611
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,160
We actually even had rebirth in meditations.
612
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:40,600
Oh, so you're reborn again.
613
00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:41,600
Reborn again.
614
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:42,600
Oh, look at that.
615
00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:44,360
And Jesus says that we are to be born again.
616
00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:45,960
So what the enemy, that's what I'm saying.
617
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:49,120
The enemy, you know, took twists and twists.
618
00:30:49,120 --> 00:30:52,880
We also had a living word, which was called the Guru Grant Sahib, which came from the Sikh
619
00:30:52,880 --> 00:30:53,880
tradition.
620
00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:58,760
They called it a living word for everything.
621
00:30:58,760 --> 00:31:03,560
So and also like in the, in revelation where it talks about your destiny and you know,
622
00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:05,880
on your forehead, it talks about your forehead.
623
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:11,480
Well, they had talked about that it's on your destiny to be a Kundalini yoga teacher laying
624
00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:14,160
on of hands from the word of God.
625
00:31:14,160 --> 00:31:15,480
Well we laid on with it.
626
00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:21,960
So every thing you can see now, that's why the compassion I have of Jesus through me
627
00:31:21,960 --> 00:31:25,800
for those that have been deceived by these practices.
628
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:26,800
Wow.
629
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:27,800
Wow.
630
00:31:27,800 --> 00:31:32,240
So, so then how did you come to the point where you turned to Jesus?
631
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:33,340
What was that moment like?
632
00:31:33,340 --> 00:31:37,720
So now I know that it was the Holy Spirit of God, the Holy Spirit.
633
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:42,520
When I woke up one morning and like I said, I did readings often for people reading auras,
634
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:45,560
tarot, you know, psychic abilities.
635
00:31:45,560 --> 00:31:49,720
And I woke up one morning after all this lawsuit had stuff had been going on.
636
00:31:49,720 --> 00:31:53,760
I thought, and this must have been the Holy Spirit.
637
00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:56,160
This is a lie.
638
00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:57,480
Wow.
639
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:01,560
Just the tarot, you know, and I said, I'm going to burn it.
640
00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:02,560
Wow.
641
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:03,560
Wow.
642
00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:06,840
And so I got a big pot and I put all my notes and everything.
643
00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:10,160
I spent all this money and that's partly how I made my money.
644
00:32:10,160 --> 00:32:16,720
And I burned the tarot and I heard the voice of Jesus Christ, the son of God say, I will
645
00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:19,120
teach you everything you need to know.
646
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:21,520
I will lead you into all truth.
647
00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:22,520
Wow.
648
00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:26,020
And I want to say that I was used to hearing many voices.
649
00:32:26,020 --> 00:32:30,120
Now the astral plane is where you go to get your information and you go down to the Akashic
650
00:32:30,120 --> 00:32:32,120
record to receive.
651
00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:33,120
This is all demonic.
652
00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:35,240
This is like the second heaven.
653
00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:36,960
And that's what you do with the psychic ability.
654
00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:38,200
It's demon powers.
655
00:32:38,200 --> 00:32:39,200
Right.
656
00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:41,160
So I was used to going onto the astral plane.
657
00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:43,080
I was there a lot actually.
658
00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:47,440
And I knew many voices, but that voice I had not heard.
659
00:32:47,440 --> 00:32:48,440
Wow.
660
00:32:48,440 --> 00:32:52,320
And I knew it was the voice of my savior, Jesus Christ, my redeemer.
661
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:54,960
And I knew that he had put that in me to burn it.
662
00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:57,080
That was grace from the beginning.
663
00:32:57,080 --> 00:32:59,120
It was the grace of God.
664
00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:05,200
And once I slammed that door shut or he slammed it for me, I felt the, which now I know is
665
00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:11,320
the Lord, Jesus Christ, my savior to go look on my bookshelf, which was filled with esoteric
666
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:19,520
books, Tibetan Buddhist of the dead, you know, every form of esoteric book and practice.
667
00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:23,840
And there was my Bible that my mom and dad had bought me when I was 16 years old.
668
00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:24,840
Wow.
669
00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:26,160
And it had my name on it.
670
00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:27,160
Wow.
671
00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:32,400
And I picked it up out of all those books and I started reading it and I thought the
672
00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:36,240
Bible and I opened it up and I opened up to Psalm 119.
673
00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:38,080
Oh, I love that one.
674
00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:42,480
And when I, when I started reading, I saw the tarot numbers cause I was trained in Kabbalah
675
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:48,120
tree of life tarot, which means I understand Hebrew numerology and the numbers.
676
00:33:48,120 --> 00:33:50,320
And I saw the first thing I saw was daylath.
677
00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:51,320
I said, that's a door.
678
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Oh yes, it is.
679
00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:53,320
Oh yes.
680
00:33:53,320 --> 00:33:54,320
Yes.
681
00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:57,920
And so that, and I want to speak to everyone out there who's going to, who's walking through
682
00:33:57,920 --> 00:34:02,520
this deliverance from yogic practices and every form of witchcraft is that the Lord
683
00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:05,880
Jesus will meet you where you are in your sin.
684
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:07,500
He didn't try to fix me first.
685
00:34:07,500 --> 00:34:08,680
He met me right there.
686
00:34:08,680 --> 00:34:11,840
He knew that I was trained in the numbers.
687
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:12,840
And I said, my gosh.
688
00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:14,520
And I said, Oh pay.
689
00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:15,920
Oh, that's mouth.
690
00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:16,920
Yeah.
691
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:17,920
Oh yeah.
692
00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:18,920
And I knew it.
693
00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:19,920
Wow.
694
00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:23,440
And I started reading and that was 2020, September, 2020.
695
00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:25,600
And I haven't put the word of God down since.
696
00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:28,320
And I eat the word of God like a scroll night and day.
697
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:29,320
Yeah.
698
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:35,080
And so the word of God and I, and from that moment, I literally have not that Bible by
699
00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:38,360
the way has completely fallen apart from me.
700
00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:39,840
I had to get a new one.
701
00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:40,840
You devoured it.
702
00:34:40,840 --> 00:34:41,840
Yes.
703
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:43,620
Fell into pieces from me reading it.
704
00:34:43,620 --> 00:34:49,560
And so Jesus Christ himself came and he taught me and it says that he did that with Paul.
705
00:34:49,560 --> 00:34:51,620
He, he, he is my teacher.
706
00:34:51,620 --> 00:34:53,280
No one witnessed to me.
707
00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:57,160
And I want to say that too, Jesus will come and get you.
708
00:34:57,160 --> 00:35:02,400
He left the 99 and he came and he got me and he was on that farm with me.
709
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:03,400
I'd lost my son.
710
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:04,400
I'd lost my money.
711
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:09,240
There were times I didn't even have gas to leave the farm and all of my identity as a
712
00:35:09,240 --> 00:35:16,240
yoga teacher, all of that wealth around it, all of my friends gone, just started falling
713
00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:23,200
off, but I had the Lord and his word and his word started delivering me.
714
00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:25,880
First from demon powers.
715
00:35:25,880 --> 00:35:26,880
Yes.
716
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:28,160
His word is life.
717
00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:29,160
His word.
718
00:35:29,160 --> 00:35:30,160
Absolutely.
719
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:36,460
So the things that you overcome, this is a fact of life, the things that you overcome,
720
00:35:36,460 --> 00:35:38,360
you also have authority over.
721
00:35:38,360 --> 00:35:39,360
That's right.
722
00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:41,160
Because you've overcome it in yourself.
723
00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:48,280
So that gives you an authority in prayer and an authority in ministry, ministering to people
724
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:49,680
to help them to overcome.
725
00:35:49,680 --> 00:35:55,520
Like people who have been healed of something, they get authority to pray for people who
726
00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:57,440
have the same thing and they get healed.
727
00:35:57,440 --> 00:35:58,440
That's right.
728
00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:03,160
So are you experiencing that kind of thing that the Lord is leading you to take authority
729
00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:04,640
over things?
730
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:09,320
Yes, because that is it's the enemy has power, but he has no authority.
731
00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:10,320
Exactly.
732
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:17,000
I want everyone listening to really understand that.
733
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:21,680
And so we've been given all power and authority with the name of Jesus and the blood of Jesus.
734
00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:23,480
It's the blood of Jesus.
735
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:25,240
The blood speaks a better word.
736
00:36:25,240 --> 00:36:26,240
Amen.
737
00:36:26,240 --> 00:36:29,820
It's the blood of Jesus that heals us, that sets us free.
738
00:36:29,820 --> 00:36:31,860
And it's the anointing that breaks the yolks.
739
00:36:31,860 --> 00:36:34,800
The anointing that breaks the yolks is the blood of Jesus.
740
00:36:34,800 --> 00:36:35,800
Yes.
741
00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:39,600
And that is what has set me free is I've been washed in the blood of the lamb.
742
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:41,520
I've been washed in the blood of the lamb.
743
00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,640
He has no memory of my sin.
744
00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,720
Love keeps no record of wrongs.
745
00:36:46,720 --> 00:36:47,720
That's right.
746
00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:52,240
And so for all of the things that the curses and all of these ways, the enemy had tried
747
00:36:52,240 --> 00:36:55,720
to lure me out into the kingdom of darkness.
748
00:36:55,720 --> 00:36:59,880
And now I've been transferred into the kingdom of light is how you started this podcast is
749
00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:01,440
that I have authority.
750
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:05,400
I have an anointing of deliverance that the Lord has given me from walking me through
751
00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:09,940
all of this for others who are suffering to be set free, that the chains are broken off
752
00:37:09,940 --> 00:37:11,640
of them in Jesus name.
753
00:37:11,640 --> 00:37:12,640
Amen.
754
00:37:12,640 --> 00:37:13,960
So you've seen people set free.
755
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:14,960
Yes.
756
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:20,000
I've seen people set free and I have an evangelist heart because he who is forgiven much loves
757
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:21,000
much.
758
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,000
Absolutely.
759
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:24,040
And I mean, there's no way this is an imposter.
760
00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:29,720
You can hear an impossible situation between Tibetan Buddhism, suicide, pharmacia.
761
00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:35,600
I mean, all of this stuff divorces and my Jesus said, I want her.
762
00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:37,960
He said, I'm going to go get her.
763
00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:40,280
Well, he said that from the very beginning.
764
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:43,800
From the very he said that before you were formed in your mother's womb.
765
00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:45,600
He said, I want her.
766
00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:48,480
And that's why the devil tried so hard to take you out.
767
00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:49,480
Right.
768
00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:53,080
Because you're doing damage to his kingdom.
769
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:59,840
Now, in more recent times, the Lord has opened up something to you that really wasn't on
770
00:37:59,840 --> 00:38:00,840
your radar.
771
00:38:00,840 --> 00:38:05,920
But but you've seen the hand of God putting the pieces together from from your childhood
772
00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:07,720
to make this the right thing.
773
00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:08,720
Tell us about that.
774
00:38:08,720 --> 00:38:09,720
Yes.
775
00:38:09,720 --> 00:38:13,960
And I just want to say that part of the thing that I've been delivered from is that when
776
00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:19,080
I lost custody, legal custody of my son, which has not been restored yet, but our times are
777
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:22,720
in his hands and he makes everything beautiful in its time.
778
00:38:22,720 --> 00:38:27,240
He said the end of a matter is better than the beginning of a matter.
779
00:38:27,240 --> 00:38:28,600
So praise the Lord.
780
00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:29,960
He will restore that.
781
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:34,440
And my son has been saved and baptized, by the way, even in the middle of all this, both
782
00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:38,400
of my children saved, baptized and delivered in Jesus name.
783
00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:39,400
Glory to God.
784
00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:40,400
Yeah.
785
00:38:40,400 --> 00:38:41,480
And so in this, I'm an artist.
786
00:38:41,480 --> 00:38:42,600
The Lord made me to be an artist.
787
00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:43,600
I come from a family.
788
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:48,440
Now you have to understand in generational curses that is part of what you break off
789
00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:52,200
with the blood of Jesus is that there are also generational blessings.
790
00:38:52,200 --> 00:38:53,200
Absolutely.
791
00:38:53,200 --> 00:38:54,200
Hallelujah.
792
00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:55,200
Yes.
793
00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:58,560
And so as my family has been and my mother is a believer and my father's coming back
794
00:38:58,560 --> 00:39:03,720
to the Lord is that for all these generational curses that we had as we cleanse the bloodline
795
00:39:03,720 --> 00:39:07,160
with the blood of Jesus Christ, the blood of the lamb.
796
00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:10,400
And as we cancel and renounce this, that there are generational blessings.
797
00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:13,880
And one of the generational blessings is a heart of evangelist.
798
00:39:13,880 --> 00:39:16,720
My parents were missionaries, sold everything.
799
00:39:16,720 --> 00:39:18,680
And I mean, I lay it all down.
800
00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:19,800
He said, count the cost.
801
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:23,680
I lay it all down to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ.
802
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:27,360
But there's also an anointing on my family and a blessing and a generational blessing
803
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:30,840
of creativity and of art.
804
00:39:30,840 --> 00:39:33,120
And it is through our family.
805
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:38,560
And so I'm now walking where there once was a curse, I'm walking in the blessing now of
806
00:39:38,560 --> 00:39:43,280
being an artist for the kingdom of God, for the glory of God.
807
00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:47,400
So the door that has opened is that in September, the Secretary of State put out.
808
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:48,400
Of Arkansas.
809
00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:49,400
Of Arkansas.
810
00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:50,400
Yes.
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00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:58,400
John Thurston put out a call to artists to design the 17th monument to honor the unborn
812
00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:03,880
for the canceling of Roe versus Wade, where abortion was made illegal in Arkansas.
813
00:40:03,880 --> 00:40:09,480
By the way, I bless every saint that has prayed since 1973 until now, every politician who
814
00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:13,600
has followed the will of God and obeyed that led up to this place.
815
00:40:13,600 --> 00:40:14,600
Praise you.
816
00:40:14,600 --> 00:40:18,800
I bless all of you right now for all of your, the effectual fervent prayers of the righteous
817
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:20,480
availeth much.
818
00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:22,740
And the Lord has heard your prayers.
819
00:40:22,740 --> 00:40:27,920
And I say that the Senate Bill 307 that was passed by our governor who has followed the
820
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:35,040
will of God is the bill that lined out that there would be a monument to honor the unborn.
821
00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:38,140
And so that's, yeah, that's what that call was about.
822
00:40:38,140 --> 00:40:41,920
And so I felt the Lord tell me he wanted to build a living wall.
823
00:40:41,920 --> 00:40:42,920
Okay.
824
00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:43,920
An altar.
825
00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:46,060
So what, what does a living wall look like?
826
00:40:46,060 --> 00:40:47,640
Maybe people don't know what, what that is.
827
00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:52,400
I'll tell you a little more about the design, but first a part of it is my daughter.
828
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,960
She's just sent me in September.
829
00:40:54,960 --> 00:40:57,020
She said, look, Hey, they're, they're calling artists.
830
00:40:57,020 --> 00:40:58,240
You should enter this.
831
00:40:58,240 --> 00:41:01,000
And I felt the Holy spirit say yes.
832
00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:06,040
And so I entered and there were people from all over the entered their designs for the
833
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:11,280
monument and I just obeyed and I sat down and I felt the Lord and you can read.
834
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:16,120
I want everyone to have a chance to read the proposal because the proposal for the monument
835
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:17,120
is a prophecy.
836
00:41:17,120 --> 00:41:18,120
Wow.
837
00:41:18,120 --> 00:41:19,120
That's already been fulfilled.
838
00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:20,400
The good works are already finished.
839
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:21,760
We just have to walk in them.
840
00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:23,360
It says in the word.
841
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:26,760
And so, and it's all backed by the word of God.
842
00:41:26,760 --> 00:41:32,840
And what I felt the Lord say for that design is he wanted to create a living wall, which
843
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:37,520
is a wall that will have 1400 different kinds of plants on it.
844
00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:41,880
Living plants, living plants, because he's a God of the living.
845
00:41:41,880 --> 00:41:42,880
Yeah.
846
00:41:42,880 --> 00:41:45,320
His word is living, right?
847
00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:46,720
Living waters.
848
00:41:46,720 --> 00:41:50,120
We are living sacrifices for the Lord.
849
00:41:50,120 --> 00:41:52,040
And so there's nothing to add about Jesus.
850
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:53,600
That's what I need you to know.
851
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:55,200
There's nothing dead about Jesus.
852
00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:58,440
And so even he doesn't even want to use cold dead marble.
853
00:41:58,440 --> 00:42:02,920
He wants to use living plants that he created to bring glory to his name.
854
00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:08,960
And not only that, to heal women who have had abortions and their families.
855
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:09,960
That was very strong.
856
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:14,400
That's an Isaiah 61 is the main scripture over this whole project.
857
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:18,280
And part of Isaiah 61 talks about double honor for your shame.
858
00:42:18,280 --> 00:42:19,280
Oh yeah.
859
00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:20,280
Yeah.
860
00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:27,160
So there's double honor for shame and also for my shame as I experienced, you know, that
861
00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:32,440
whatever all I've been delivered from the enemy had me held for a long time by shame
862
00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:33,440
and guilt.
863
00:42:33,440 --> 00:42:34,440
Yeah.
864
00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:38,400
But you had been involved in the pro-life movement as a child with your parents.
865
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:39,720
As a child, yes.
866
00:42:39,720 --> 00:42:45,720
So that was all part of God's planning and putting things in you to get you ready to
867
00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:47,200
do this job now.
868
00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:54,000
Yes, as weaving it all together in the way only that our brilliant creator could do.
869
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:57,920
Because we did work in the pro-life movement and my parents worked for crisis pregnancy
870
00:42:57,920 --> 00:43:03,440
center and we had pregnant teenagers live with us as a child in El Paso, Texas.
871
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:06,280
And we marched in the rallies and picketed the abortion clinics.
872
00:43:06,280 --> 00:43:08,800
And so it's just in you.
873
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:09,800
Yeah.
874
00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:12,560
And it's completing my parents work that they began.
875
00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:14,600
They began that work for Jesus.
876
00:43:14,600 --> 00:43:15,600
Yes.
877
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:17,080
Nothing but for Jesus.
878
00:43:17,080 --> 00:43:19,000
They laid down everything for Jesus.
879
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:23,960
And so now their oldest child is picking up that work.
880
00:43:23,960 --> 00:43:26,160
And it's after all of that.
881
00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:27,160
Wow.
882
00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:30,240
So your submission was selected.
883
00:43:30,240 --> 00:43:32,880
Yes, it was selected unanimously.
884
00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:33,880
Really?
885
00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:34,880
Yes.
886
00:43:34,880 --> 00:43:40,200
And part of the design and the blueprint that the Lord gave me with the scripture is that
887
00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:45,280
I've been recording the sound of waterfalls in Arkansas for over three years now while
888
00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:48,520
he was healing me, while he was delivering me.
889
00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:53,920
I spent a lot of time out in nature and by water, living water, it's actual water as
890
00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:56,700
he would heal my trauma, he delivered me in his word.
891
00:43:56,700 --> 00:43:59,880
And so I recorded all these recordings and I didn't know what they were for.
892
00:43:59,880 --> 00:44:00,920
I just had them.
893
00:44:00,920 --> 00:44:04,920
But he told me that those recordings were the sound of his voice.
894
00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:08,440
It says in Revelation is the sound of many waters.
895
00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:11,200
And it says in Ezekiel also says many waters.
896
00:44:11,200 --> 00:44:16,200
And so he told me he wanted a sound loop of the sound of seven different waterfalls from
897
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:21,320
all around Arkansas to be looped coming out of the living wall so that when women come
898
00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:27,120
and families come, they will hear the sound of Jesus, the sound of many waters.
899
00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:29,320
And so there will be an actual sound element.
900
00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:33,800
It's a full sensory experience of healing through Jesus Christ.
901
00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:37,000
There's oxygen coming from the 1400 different plants.
902
00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:39,800
There's going to be pollinators that live in this wall.
903
00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:43,040
There's going to be birds that come and make their nest there because it says in the word
904
00:44:43,040 --> 00:44:46,600
of God that even the birds have a place in his throne.
905
00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:47,600
Yes.
906
00:44:47,600 --> 00:44:51,480
And the wailing wall in Jerusalem, actually, there's there's a place where the birds put
907
00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:52,480
their little nest.
908
00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:55,080
And so you see the doves there.
909
00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:56,080
Yeah, beautiful.
910
00:44:56,080 --> 00:44:57,560
So, oh, wow.
911
00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:59,160
How big is it?
912
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:02,720
The measurements are and all of these things, by the way, I just had to listen to the Lord
913
00:45:02,720 --> 00:45:03,720
and be in his word.
914
00:45:03,720 --> 00:45:04,920
But what are your measure?
915
00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:09,640
Like every detail is not my opinion or decision.
916
00:45:09,640 --> 00:45:11,040
It's what the Lord wants.
917
00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:15,280
And we have to listen to his voice and learn to discern, you know, the voice, the spirit
918
00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:16,920
of truth, the Holy Spirit.
919
00:45:16,920 --> 00:45:19,860
And so the measurements are 10 feet high.
920
00:45:19,860 --> 00:45:26,240
The wall will be 10 feet high and thirty three point three three three in length.
921
00:45:26,240 --> 00:45:27,380
And it's curved, right?
922
00:45:27,380 --> 00:45:32,520
And it's slightly, yes, curved because the space that we have proposed where the monument
923
00:45:32,520 --> 00:45:37,920
will be is directly in front of the Supreme Court House of Arkansas.
924
00:45:37,920 --> 00:45:39,760
And it's a curved building.
925
00:45:39,760 --> 00:45:45,840
And so everything about the wall will be in harmony with the architecture, because we're
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not coming into a invade.
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We're coming in to the harmony of the Lord, the divine order of things.
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Things are being set right.
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Yeah.
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Beautiful.
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And there'll be a plaque with us on one thirty nine.
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You know, you knit me together in my mother's womb.
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We are fearfully, wonderfully made.
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Oh, that's just does anybody else have a living wall or no?
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There were not.
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There was not.
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There were not any other proposed.
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And that's how we know that it's from the Lord, because like I said, I didn't come up
939
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with this.
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This is so like, whoa, it was inspiration from Jesus.
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Yeah.
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From heaven down to earth.
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That's part of our job is from heaven down to earth.
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Absolutely.
945
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Absolutely.
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You're a brand plucked out of the fire.
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That's right.
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That's right.
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Yes.
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Absolutely.
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And he put filthy rags and he put new on me.
952
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So beautiful.
953
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Beautiful.
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That's such a wonderful, wonderful testimony.
955
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So would you pray for our listeners?
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Yes, I would pray.
957
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I would love to pray.
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I thank you, God, that you are God of the living.
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00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:51,720
I thank you that you are the God of God's.
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00:46:51,720 --> 00:46:54,320
It says in your word that you are the God of knowledge.
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00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:56,780
I thank you that you are our father of a father.
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00:46:56,780 --> 00:46:58,640
You're the father of truth, the father of light.
963
00:46:58,640 --> 00:46:59,640
You're our father.
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And we come before you right now in the name of Jesus Christ.
965
00:47:03,800 --> 00:47:07,360
Jesus, I thank you that you are our high priest forever in the order of Melchizedek.
966
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Yes.
967
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And I thank you, Lord God, that we can come boldly before your throne of grace in our
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time of need to obtain mercy.
969
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And Lord God, right now, I just want to obtain mercy for every person listening to the sound
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of my voice, Lord God, who has been caught up, who is looking for power, who is looking
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to be healed, who is looking to understand who they are and why they were created.
972
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And Lord God, I just lift them up to the mercy seat right now, Lord God.
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And I just lift them up, Lord God, and I just break off every hex, vex, witchcraft, and
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enemy assignment against their lives in Jesus' name.
975
00:47:41,940 --> 00:47:44,280
And I speak deliverance over them, Lord God.
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00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:50,960
It says in your word in Psalm 139 that you have searched us and you have known us.
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00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:54,480
And for those that are looking to be known, usually that's what happens when you go into
978
00:47:54,480 --> 00:47:55,480
the New Age stuff.
979
00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:56,740
You're looking to be known.
980
00:47:56,740 --> 00:47:57,880
You're looking for your destiny.
981
00:47:57,880 --> 00:47:59,040
You're looking for your purpose.
982
00:47:59,040 --> 00:48:01,840
Well, Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is the only one.
983
00:48:01,840 --> 00:48:02,840
He created you.
984
00:48:02,840 --> 00:48:03,840
He knows you.
985
00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:04,840
He loves you.
986
00:48:04,840 --> 00:48:06,480
He knows everything you've been through.
987
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:09,320
And so I'm just speaking right now, complete and total deliverance.
988
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:13,320
It's the chains are breaking off right now in Jesus' name.
989
00:48:13,320 --> 00:48:20,280
I plead the blood of Jesus Christ over every enemy assignment on those who are listening
990
00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:22,400
to the sound of my voice that it is canceled.
991
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:24,440
I render it null and void.
992
00:48:24,440 --> 00:48:25,440
Hallelujah.
993
00:48:25,440 --> 00:48:26,440
Thank you, Jesus.
994
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:27,960
Thank you, Lord God.
995
00:48:27,960 --> 00:48:29,280
It's the blood.
996
00:48:29,280 --> 00:48:32,400
It's the blood of Jesus that sets us free.
997
00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:37,960
And I just want to speak over everyone who is listening that you don't have to fix yourself.
998
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:40,600
You don't have to rid yourself of anything.
999
00:48:40,600 --> 00:48:43,480
You just have to call on the name of Jesus.
1000
00:48:43,480 --> 00:48:47,560
It says if you confess with your mouth and believe in your heart that Jesus Christ is
1001
00:48:47,560 --> 00:48:50,840
the Son of God, that you will be saved.
1002
00:48:50,840 --> 00:48:55,900
And so if you would just cry out to Jesus, he's knocking on the door of your heart.
1003
00:48:55,900 --> 00:49:00,160
If you would just cry out to Jesus, he will deliver you and set you free.
1004
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:03,100
He will leave the 99 to come and get you.
1005
00:49:03,100 --> 00:49:04,960
And there's no one that is too far gone.
1006
00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:06,200
There is no sin too dark.
1007
00:49:06,200 --> 00:49:10,160
He said that even the darkness is as light to him.
1008
00:49:10,160 --> 00:49:14,300
So there is no darkness or anything that you have done that he can't forgive.
1009
00:49:14,300 --> 00:49:19,560
And I want to testify that if he has saved me from every wicked thing that you have heard
1010
00:49:19,560 --> 00:49:25,800
on this podcast, he has delivered me completely and whom the sun sets free is free indeed.
1011
00:49:25,800 --> 00:49:27,720
That he's going to do it for you.
1012
00:49:27,720 --> 00:49:28,720
Yes.
1013
00:49:28,720 --> 00:49:34,320
And if you ever you want prayer or you need anything, I am here to pray with you and I
1014
00:49:34,320 --> 00:49:36,120
encourage you to read the word of God.
1015
00:49:36,120 --> 00:49:38,400
It just start reading the word of God.
1016
00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:39,400
Hallelujah.
1017
00:49:39,400 --> 00:49:40,400
Thank you, Jesus.
1018
00:49:40,400 --> 00:49:41,400
Hallelujah.
1019
00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:42,400
Praise you, Jesus.
1020
00:49:42,400 --> 00:49:46,360
Thank you so much for being with us today, Lakey.
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00:49:46,360 --> 00:49:52,200
And we'll have to make an appointment to do a little bit deeper dive into your experiences
1022
00:49:52,200 --> 00:49:58,520
and explaining the things that are all about what you got into so that you can bring light
1023
00:49:58,520 --> 00:49:59,520
into darkness.
1024
00:49:59,520 --> 00:50:00,520
Yes.
1025
00:50:00,520 --> 00:50:01,520
Amen.
1026
00:50:01,520 --> 00:50:02,520
Amen.
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00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:03,520
All glory to God.
1028
00:50:03,520 --> 00:50:08,000
And thank you so much for taking time to listen to me and to have me on the podcast and for
1029
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having me here this weekend.
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00:50:09,080 --> 00:50:11,920
I bless both of you, Phillip and Sharon.
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00:50:11,920 --> 00:50:14,400
God bless you for the work you're doing.
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00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:15,400
Thank you so much.
1033
00:50:15,400 --> 00:50:16,400
God bless you.
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00:50:16,400 --> 00:50:21,200
And, and for our listeners, if you want to give us any feedback, we can pass that onto
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00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:23,200
Lakey and then she can respond.
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00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:24,200
Amen.
1037
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:25,200
Yes.
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God bless you all.
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00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:43,320
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00:50:52,240 --> 00:50:54,080
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Until next time, this is Sharon Buss.
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And I'm Phillip Buss.
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