(215) “Pouring Out the Father’s Love” with Valerie Melroy

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So that's what we can give out to build His kingdom, to compel them to come into the kingdom,

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go into the highways and byways, compel them to come in.

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What's going to compel them?

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Telling them that they're lousy sinners and that they're going to go to hell?

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Well, that will scare some people enough to come into the kingdom.

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It's the goodness of God that leads men to repentance.

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That's what the Bible says, right?

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So it's through that goodness and loving kindness that people get healed too.

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The best thing for trauma ever.

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God promises in Joel 2.28 to pour out His Spirit on all humanity.

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Welcome to Global Outpouring.

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We contend for that promise outpouring.

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We equip for that outpouring so that we may engage in that very outpouring.

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I'm Philip Bus.

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And I'm Sharon Bus.

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Welcome to the podcast today.

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We're so glad to welcome a dear friend of many years, Valerie Melroy, who is going to

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be one of our speakers at our upcoming convention 2024, June 11th through 14th.

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And we're going to be talking today about the outpouring of the Father's love.

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Thank you so much for joining us today.

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We're so glad that you're with us.

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Before we get started with this wonderful discussion that we're going to have with Valerie

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Melroy, we want to encourage you, if you haven't already done so, that you would go to our

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website globaloutpouring.net and give us some feedback of this podcast or any podcast that

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you have heard and make sure that you're on our mailing list, our email list.

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We want to stay in touch with you and let you know how important you are to us because

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we are doing this for you.

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We're doing this for you, listener.

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Yes, I mean you.

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Please, please know that you are important to our Father and that's why he is having

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us have this podcast today because you are important and we want to establish a relationship

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with you.

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So please make sure that you're on our email list.

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And if you want to respond and tell us what's going on in your heart or something that you

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want us to do a podcast on or a prayer request, just let us know how we can help you.

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So Valerie Melroy, thank you so much for joining us today.

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We really, really appreciate you being with us.

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Thank you.

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It's so good to be here, Philip and Sharon.

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We appreciate this time and love you so much.

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Oh yeah, yeah.

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You know, we've known each other a good many years.

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I don't necessarily want to say how many, but a good many.

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And you were on our staff for quite a while, a long, long time ago.

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And we knew your mother, she was a part of our ministry and your sister also.

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And just tell us a little bit about your upbringing and your history and how you came to the Lord

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and etc.

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Sure.

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I'd love to share that.

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I'm so grateful and I honor both of my parents, my mom and my dad.

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And it was my mother that had the ferocious hunger for more.

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We grew up in a United Church of Christ church.

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And when the pastor's wife taught me in Sunday school that the story about Noah and Jonah

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and all these things weren't really true, they were just good stories in the Bible,

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my mother decided that this is not a church that maybe we should be in.

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And she and my father talked to the pastor, he was not willing to change their stance.

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And so we started looking for somewhere else to go and ended up in an assembly of God church.

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Well, how did it happen?

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So, my mother and five of her friends, many of whom you know, Penny Drexel who lived down

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there, Sandy Thomas who also traveled with Sister Gwen and so forth, Kitty Christie who

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just passed away by the way.

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Oh, hadn't heard that.

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Yeah, but Randy Smith, mother-in-law and so forth, got together every Tuesday and prayed

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for six or more hours in the 60s and 70s.

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And just searched for God and just pressed in and said, Lord, we see what it says in

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Acts, we want to do this.

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We know there's more of you than we even know or have experienced.

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We want more.

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And they kept pushing in.

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They went down to John Poole's church in Philadelphia, which is back then a big deal, miracles every

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Tuesday night or whenever they went.

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And I went my first time down there, a lady who never played the piano before got up and

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played this melodious music and said it came from heaven.

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And it sure did sound like it.

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There were signs and wonders and miracles there.

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So I started about 10 or 11 really seeking the Lord deeper myself.

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And I remember when one Sunday we went to the Assembly God Church, my father was at

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home, he wasn't feeling well.

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It was the first day I took Holy Communion.

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And that day when I came home, my father at that point then was writhing in bed with pain.

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My mother bought home Penny.

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Penny came with us to pray over my dad.

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And I went into my bedroom, I fell on my knees and started crying and weeping for my dad.

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My dad and I were very close.

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And I started speaking in tongues, never did before.

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Yeah, it was cool.

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My mother already had the baptism, not me.

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You weren't even seeking it, were you at that point?

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No, I mean, I was asking for everything that I could get from God.

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And I knew my mother had it and her friends had it and they talked about it.

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So I said, I want more Lord.

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But at that point, it just came out of me.

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He just came out of me words and Penny walked by my bedroom and I was so loud.

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She came in and said, you got the baptism, you come pray for your dad.

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So I went in at 11 years old, laid my hands on him.

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He was instantly healed at that moment.

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Glory to God.

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Yes, never had a problem with his gallbladder after that.

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So that's the kind of home we had, let's say, as far as seeking God.

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My parents' relationship, that was tenuous, but the seeking God really pressed for, I

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don't know, well, since my mother passed and even my father then too, he didn't believe

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in the baptism before that day, but he believed in the baptism and about two months later,

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he was baptized in the Holy Spirit.

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So my mother, when she was, I guess, six years old, she wanted to be a missionary.

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So she pressed into that and prayed and prayed.

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And God did end up taking her in India and Africa and Canada with the Cree Native Indians.

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And where else did she go?

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She went to Europe and even in United States, various places and really ministered to people.

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She became an expert in deliverance, being taught by Derek Prince and then an expert

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in spiritual warfare.

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So she was also like a lioness and didn't fear anything.

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So I really got a lot of boldness and a lot of love and the knowledge of Holy Spirit and

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Jesus from her.

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And then my dad had amazing compassion for people with mental illnesses.

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And he's the one who really introduced me to my destiny as much as my mother, I would

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say.

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My mother spiritually, yes, my dad in the natural spiritual, if I can say it that way,

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because at 15, he said, let's go to Norristown State Hospital, which was a state hospital

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for people with mental illness, and let's volunteer there.

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They said they need to volunteers on a sign.

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So we went there, I was 15, and I thought it was fascinating.

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I met Queen Victoria and I met all these people and I'm like, oh my gosh, this is fascinating.

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And of course, I didn't know much about hallucinations and delusions and schizophrenia, but I was

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fascinated.

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So when I was a senior in high school, I was almost 50 years ago now, I was able to go

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to a community service program and volunteer at Norristown State Hospital three times a

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week in my senior year.

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And I fell in love with the whole population of people who were diagnosed with mental illness

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and mental health challenges.

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And it really transformed my entire life.

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So it was both my mom and my dad, who my honor profusely, who helped me to become who I am

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today.

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Wow, that is so beautiful.

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That is so beautiful.

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So fast forward, now you've done a lot of things on the mission field, but the Lord

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put you into a business kind of ministry where you are not overtly ministering, but you're

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covertly ministering.

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Tell us how that started and what you're doing.

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Sure, I'd love to.

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I'm the co-founder and CEO of what our organization called Voice and Vision Incorporated.

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It's a public health charity, and I started it actually with a Jewish man in 1997.

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And because it was built on Judeo-Christian values, that's permeated through everything

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we do.

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It's there, you can see it.

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We don't, however, claim ourselves as faith-based.

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So if you look on our website, you won't see a lot about faith per se.

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We have some written some articles and blogs, and we do have a prayer team, which we advertise

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on our website, and we do get prayer requests actually by email.

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But we started that really to get the voice of people who have mental health challenges,

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addictions, and disabilities, and to help create a vision in the system and services

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and with individuals and families that brings hope, healing, and help to those in our community

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and our neighbors right now in the southeastern area of Pennsylvania.

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So that's been very fulfilling as a, I would say, I call it a ministry.

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Other people may not see that.

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They would call it a career.

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I did get a master's degree in human services, which by the way was a miracle because I did

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not have a bachelor's or an associate's degree.

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Wow.

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I know, but I needed a master's degree to get the job to start the nonprofit.

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And so the Lord knew that three or four years in advance of that.

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And when I was volunteering at Norristown State Hospital, someone came to me and said

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that Lincoln University, which is a historically black and African American university or college,

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is offering a master's degree for experience.

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Wow.

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Yeah.

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So in two and a half years, I wrote down all my experience, including all the experience

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I had with the end time handmaidens.

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And Mr. Gwen had written me a letter or you, and she signed it, whoever wrote that letter.

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And then all the other ministries that I had volunteered with and worked with and churches

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and all, and all the other jobs that I had done primarily at Norristown State Hospital.

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And they grandfathered me in with an associate's and a bachelor's and I got a master's degree.

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Wow.

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And it was absolutely amazing.

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And because of that, then I was able to start this work and this nonprofit.

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And so we've been now 26 years, we're in business and in between I've gone on short term missions

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and all.

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And every day I feel like what I do is a mission and a ministry.

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And it wasn't until I came home from one of the mission trips that I went on that I got

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so depressed and I said, Lord, and this was after already being at Voice and Vision 15

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years and doing so much work and doing good work and expanding so much.

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And you have to know, Voice and Vision, we hire everybody who either has a mental health

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challenge, an addiction, a disability, or as a family member of someone.

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So we were doing a lot of ministry within the staff, you know, praying for people or

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at least building them up, helping them, hope deferred.

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That's a big deal.

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We help people with that.

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But when about 15 years in, I had gone to the mission field several times and I came

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home and I wept for almost six weeks, Lord, when am I going to be in the mission field?

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When am I going to be in the mission field?

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And I heard the Lord say, you are in the mission field.

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It's true.

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And then I started listening to Lance Wallnau and Ed Silvosa and all Dennis Peacock, all

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these amazing men of God who were talking about marketplace ministry and marketplace

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missions.

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And then I realized that I am very much in the mission field every day and I'm very much

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a marketplace minister and a marketplace prophetic person and a marketplace apostle and a marketplace

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administrator and whatever he needs me to be.

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I'm going to be that on any given day for him in that place.

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And so now when I go in the mission field and come back, it's not a push me and pull

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you like I'd rather be here.

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I'd rather be there.

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It's a flow.

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And God did that.

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Abba Father did that for me in his great love to really show me the truth about who I am

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and how important the marketplace is.

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And you know, someone prophesied, I'm trying to remember who it was.

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I don't think it was Bob Jones, but somebody prophesied that the next big outpouring was

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going to be in the marketplace.

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So I think it's going to be everywhere actually personally.

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But I think for those of us in the marketplace, the opportunity we have is to get the people

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that aren't going to walk into a church and who may not hear from other Christians at

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the Walmart or at the, I don't know what stores you have out there at the, what do you have

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the lion?

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Whatever grocery store.

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Yeah.

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So we play a very unique role in the whole scheme of the kingdom to catch, not to catch,

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not just people, but we can catch the billionaires.

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We can catch the millionaires where they might not be so enticed by the church.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, it's true.

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And you know, it's interesting to me that sometimes we who are full-time ministry in

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the more classical way of expressing it at this point anyway, and you know, the kind

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of surrounding ourselves with spirit-filled believers and developing mature relievers,

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you know, rather discipling into maturity.

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I'm not talking about age.

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I'm talking about bringing people up into a higher level in the kingdom.

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And you know, we're very surrounded by kingdom where you are surrounded by the world and

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the people that you hire.

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You're not necessarily hiring believers.

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You're hiring people who you mentioned the qualifications that they need to have a mental

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health issue or be a family member of a mental health issue.

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So you're going to have all kinds of people around you, but you are in a place where you

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can be speaking to them of the things of the kingdom without them even necessarily knowing

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that they're getting kingdom principles brought to them.

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And the day will come when they'll be ready for more instruction.

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But you're busy plowing the ground and at the right time planting seeds and watering

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seeds and things like that, right?

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Absolutely.

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And about 12 years ago, I said to the Lord, what do we need to break through?

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Because we were in one county doing two or three programs and I knew there was much more

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for us to do.

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I'm like, Lord, how do we get a breakthrough?

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And yes, we were praying with some of the folks in our organization and we always have

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hope that our values are so good.

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We believe in limitless possibilities within each individual and we just, you know, we

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love and we do excellent work.

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So that's some of our values and we accept people for who they are when they show up.

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We don't say you need to be different ever.

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And you know, you just live the life of Christ and it's an amazing testimony.

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But about 12 years ago, I said, Lord, what do we need to break through to expand it to

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really help more people and to be more places?

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And he said, you need intercession.

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And I said, Oh, intercession.

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And he said an intercessory prayer team.

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I'm like, that's perfect.

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So I started, you know, I got out my computer and I started emailing all my best intercessor

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friends.

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He said, Nope, I want you to send an email out to everybody in your organization.

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And I said, Lord, we don't have that many Christians here.

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He said, it doesn't matter.

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They just need to come to agreement on the mission and on the prayer.

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And I said, okay, because it says we're two or three agree touching anything.

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And if they come in my name, well, it was two of us that were coming in his name.

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Well, we had people come in his name that didn't even know they were coming in his name.

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Born again, we had a Jewish person come who was not religious.

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And in the beginning, she started praying like, and I hope I wish maybe well by a year

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in she's like, and Lord, I'm asking.

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And we had people come of other faiths.

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We had people come with no faith.

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And fast forward 12 years later, over five or 600 prayer, no more than that sessions.

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Oh, yeah, whatever that is in 12 years, every single week, we now at that point, our budget

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was like $250,000.

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And we reached probably about 500 people.

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Now our budgets, a million 400,000 somewhere around there.

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And we reached 10s of 1000s of people through some of the things we write and veteran work

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and so forth.

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And that's really strictly off the strategy of prayer.

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And it wasn't in well, everybody needs to be a Christian, they all need to speak in

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tongues and they all need this certain thing.

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It was the fact come into agreement around what God wants.

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And the people that have the heart that will come into agreement, they're welcome.

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And God has done amazing things.

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We have gotten strategies on how to get programs from other providers who what you would call

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the big gun providers, like we're a little whitter pistol and they're like a 357 Magnum.

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I'm probably shouldn't use a gun analogy these days.

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But if you think about it, if you think of those two things, you can think of the difference.

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So if you look at it at that time, in our sphere of influence, that's what we would

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have looked like, and we've been able to not steal programs, but programs that were

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not doing well under those bigger providers, because they needed a personal attention and

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a different touch, we've been able to take and expand dramatically.

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So God had given us strategies of things that even people said there's no way you could

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do that, that we've been able to do.

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But it's simply because of the prayer.

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Another testimony, we were so far into debt, let's say, with our line of credit, because

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we kept saying yes to things and didn't get the money.

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So if anybody knows me, yes, I mean, I'm a strategist, but I'm a person of mercy.

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So somebody came from the VA, Veterans Affairs, the hospital near us and said, Would you help

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a veteran?

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And he really needs help.

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I see that you're helping people at North Town State Hospital.

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And I said, Don't tell me about him.

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And I had a veteran on staff and I said, Do you have any money for this?

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And they said no.

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And I said, Okay.

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So we paid our veteran to work with their veteran.

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And in a matter of a year, it transformed his life.

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He was a person who was an old time veteran, was stuck in his room every day, didn't go

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out except for twice a month to McDonald's when the caseworker took him for groceries.

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I know it's so sad.

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Within a year, he was out going to the VFW.

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He was playing pool.

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They took the train.

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They went to the zoo.

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And about a year and a half later, he flew out to his daughter's wedding in another state.

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And so we did those kinds of things, but we lived off of a little bit of a line of credit.

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And so it wasn't a good thing.

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And so we started praying, Lord, we did all this as unto you.

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It's not right.

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You know, I repented for not having good money management, but having a bleeding heart.

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I just figured the Lord would always provide to someone on our team said, we're going to

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believe the God for a $50,000 check.

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So we said, okay.

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So for one year, we prayed and said, Lord, we just believe in you.

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We thank you for a $50,000 check.

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Lord, we thank you for a $50,000 check.

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So a year went by, our line of credit is up to the max.

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We have a $100,000 line of credit.

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We're up to $99,000.

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I mean, we have to do the work and then get reimbursed from the county.

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That's why it would get so high.

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So it would go down, but it would go right back up.

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Let me make it clear.

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We did not spend $100,000 doing other things.

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Some of that money is waiting to get reimbursed from the county, but we were $50,000 overspent.

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So we got a new contract with the county, one of the local counties, we got a new contract

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and we were building the program and we put in a budget that we thought we needed for

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that year because you don't know when you're actually going to hire staff.

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You don't know when you're going to get the rent, the office building that you need and

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all that kind of stuff.

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So you put in what you think you're going to get from day one.

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So at the end of that year contract, we had $50,000 that we did not spend and we went

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to the county and said, can we pay off our line of credit?

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And they said, yes.

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Hallelujah.

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And it went down to zero.

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So that came in the form of a way we thought maybe some philanthropists would love what

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we do, but no, it came from a government contract that we still have now and they've expanded

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our contract there year after year.

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We're getting another expansion this year and it's just amazing that God did that.

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So those stories we just have seen, I could give you multiple stories and then transforming

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people's lives and strategies.

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Yeah, that's what we want money for.

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It's not to say, oh, this is how much money we have, but money translates into helping

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people and now helping people much more wisely because when I became the executive director,

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now CEO, I didn't know a lot about how to run a business at all.

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I knew nothing actually.

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I was a people person.

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I knew how to create programs and how to help people, but did not know how to run a business.

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Now I know how to run a business, but I still ask for all the strategies every day.

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That's what I appreciate about you is how you get Holy Spirit strategies.

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Now tell us about the outpouring of the Father's love.

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Yeah, so around that same time, and this was, well, let's say around 2000 and I went to

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the mission field a couple of times.

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In fact, I went to Tibet with you, Sarah and Philip and the end time handmaidens and it

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opened my life to missions again and it was amazing.

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And I started going after that.

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So my heart was longing to be there.

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So I would see myself more as a missionary than executive director and then my church,

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I was doing the youth ministry and it was exploding.

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I mean, we had kids that were unchurched that would come, partly because I said, Lord, how

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do we get the kids?

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And he would say, well, go to Jimmy's football game.

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I'd show up one of the kids' football game and he would invite three of the football

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players on his team to come and then he'd invite his cousin.

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And so again, strategies, how do you get this thing to grow?

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Because they have models for that and all, but whatever.

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So the Lord said that.

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So I mean, the youth group was going strong and then the Lord made me lay that down and

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I was brokenhearted.

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And then I was working with the women at that church and then I was on the prayer team and

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the church stopped me from praying for people then.

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And it's just everything.

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My mother died.

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I just had this series of extreme losses.

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My marriage fell apart and I had to move out from serious issues that were happening in

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the home and take my youngest children with me.

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And so my mother passed.

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I got complaints against me at work and so much happened.

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And I was totally stripped of every title for the most part I felt and every ministry

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and everything that I was doing.

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And you know, the teaching then was you have to know who you are in the Lord.

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And I was crying and I'm like, Lord, who am I now?

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Who am I now?

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Who am I?

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And I kept asking that for like six weeks and I heard nothing.

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And I said, okay, Lord, I don't know who I am, but who the heck are you?

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I don't even think I know you and I don't think I like you.

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Oh, wow.

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Yeah, I said that to God.

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I said God, because I knew Jesus already.

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I loved him and he loved me.

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You know, he was now my husband in many ways because I was separated.

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But God, I thought, who are you?

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And I wondered and I can't ever compare myself to Jesus on the cross, but he said, my God,

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my God, why have you forsaken me?

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That was a cry from his heart where he felt alone and he felt left in some regard.

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And so I wouldn't even compare.

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I'm not saying that.

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But when I felt forsaken in everything that I knew who I was and everything that I knew

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who God was, I didn't understand where he was and who he was and how I related to that

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and how I related to him and then how I related to everybody else.

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So then I said, OK, God, who are you?

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And then he began to show me as Abba Father.

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And you know, I realized I never really had a relationship till that moment with a loving

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God, only a God who could give me, who could take away, who could interact on his terms

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only, not on anything that I needed or wanted, but only when he wanted to, if he wanted to.

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And I realized at this point now, God is a loving father.

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And then he showed me, he said, what did I say about Jesus?

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And he took me to the scripture when Jesus went under the water and came up, he said,

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this is my beloved son in whom I am well pleased.

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And I went, my goodness, and he said, I didn't call him prophet, savior, healer, deliverer,

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all these things that I could have called him.

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I called him son.

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That's who you are, my beloved son in whom I am well pleased.

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And at that moment, I embraced that scripture that says all creation is groaning for the

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manifestation of the sons of God.

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Because you know, the son of God, Jesus, encompassed everything of the kingdom.

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And if he was to go and eat with a tax collector, or he was to go and feed 5,000, or he was

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to go and cleanse a leper, he did whatever he saw the father do and said whatever he

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saw the father say.

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And the Lord drew me into his bosom and said, this is who you are.

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I want to send you and anoint you and you to receive it and understand that every day

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you will go wherever I want you to go, do whatever I want you to do and say whatever

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I want you to say.

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So whether it's next door with chicken soup for a sick neighbor or across the other side

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of the world and pray over a leader in Kenya who is having a hard time in his community

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to establish the kingdom there, you're going to do that.

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And I'm going to empower you through my spirit, my son, to do this.

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And they're going to work with you like that scripture in the Bible that Jesus ascended,

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but he worked with the disciples to do the work, right?

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Yes.

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And I'll tell you what, right then I could lay down every title, everything that people

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called me, Oh, Valerie's a prophet.

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Oh, Valerie's a minister.

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Oh, Valerie's, I could lay everything down and I could just say, Lord, I'm a son.

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If people are more comfortable because I'm a woman saying a daughter, that's okay with

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me.

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Men are the bride of Christ.

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Women are sons of God.

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That's right.

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You know, you lay it all out there and you do whatever God said.

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But I have to tell you, it took me at least three years to build that trust.

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And soon after the Lord started showing me how much he loved me as a father and how precious

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I was as a son or a child of his, how precious.

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So as the Lord was showing me who he was, then I began to get curious about who I am

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now, right?

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So now I'm the son, but do I have to do anything?

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Because I'm a doer, right?

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You know that about me.

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00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:14,520
I'm a doer.

461
00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:17,680
So that means if I'm a son, I must do something, right?

462
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:21,960
And I forgot a little bit about wait to get the orders, you know, like do what I see you

463
00:28:21,960 --> 00:28:24,920
do, say what I hear you say.

464
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:29,880
And I ran ahead of myself a little and I was in a meeting and a prophet gave me a word.

465
00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:32,000
You've been asking the Lord who you are.

466
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:33,600
They may have said what you should be doing.

467
00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:35,680
And he said, it's a surprise.

468
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:38,840
And at that point, I'm still learning to trust Abba.

469
00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:42,320
And I said, oh no, it is a good surprise, isn't it Lord?

470
00:28:42,320 --> 00:28:48,780
And that was probably a year after I started getting understanding the love.

471
00:28:48,780 --> 00:28:54,960
Three years went by and I really began to trust and to love and understand and listen

472
00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:58,160
and do what he said and saw a great fruit come from it.

473
00:28:58,160 --> 00:28:59,160
Do what he did.

474
00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:03,520
I saw him do and say what I heard him say and I saw a great fruit from it.

475
00:29:03,520 --> 00:29:06,760
Someone else gave me a word that said the Lord has a surprise for you.

476
00:29:06,760 --> 00:29:08,080
And I said, I can't wait.

477
00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:09,840
It's going to be a good one.

478
00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:19,680
So it took me a good three years, I think, to really begin to accept, to heal, to embrace

479
00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:20,680
and to understand.

480
00:29:20,680 --> 00:29:26,120
And I'm still, how can we comprehend the love of God, of Abba Father, of Jesus and Holy

481
00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:27,120
Spirit?

482
00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:32,200
I mean, I'm still like I have a saying and I say, God, when you get good, you get gooder.

483
00:29:32,200 --> 00:29:33,440
How much gooder can you get?

484
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:38,340
Because I just don't know how else to say it because better, yes, better, but it seems

485
00:29:38,340 --> 00:29:43,000
like because it says he's good, but then he gets gooder and then it's even better and

486
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:45,920
better and even more excellent and more extravagant.

487
00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:48,120
And times sometimes are really bad.

488
00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:49,600
Don't get me wrong.

489
00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:53,440
When those three years ended, I've not gotten to a point where I said, God, you're not good

490
00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:55,320
all the time.

491
00:29:55,320 --> 00:30:01,320
And so he worked in me when I was stripped of everything, then began to understand and

492
00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:06,800
got an outpouring of his love in my heart and not just his love in my heart, but an

493
00:30:06,800 --> 00:30:11,120
embrace in my soul, like a hug.

494
00:30:11,120 --> 00:30:16,600
And at one point, like if you put your hands together and you put them tight together and

495
00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:21,120
just your palms and everything, it's all tight together and you open it only a tiny bit and

496
00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:24,000
you look in there, it's dark as can be.

497
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:28,880
And he said, Valerie, that's where you are in the darkest time.

498
00:30:28,880 --> 00:30:30,720
People might think that's where the enemy is.

499
00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:34,320
He says, no, you're in the palms of my hand.

500
00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:36,600
Like put the hands together.

501
00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:41,720
And I'll tell you what, after that, testing him out to see, do you really love me, however

502
00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:42,720
I did it?

503
00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,320
And he just kept showing me his goodness.

504
00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:50,960
There's no doubt in my mind, no doubt in my soul or in my spirit how good he is and how

505
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,800
wonderful and how loving and how kind.

506
00:30:53,800 --> 00:30:59,400
And I have to say of all the ministries that God uses me for at this point in my life,

507
00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:04,520
and it could be prophetic, it could be deliverance, it could be inner healing, but the most that

508
00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:11,800
I've seen recently is helping people with Abba's love and the woundedness of loved wounds

509
00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:14,880
in their hearts from a mother or father.

510
00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:15,880
Yeah.

511
00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:16,880
Yeah.

512
00:31:16,880 --> 00:31:17,880
Yeah, it's huge.

513
00:31:17,880 --> 00:31:18,880
It's huge.

514
00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:23,800
The wounds, especially that come as children, because some of the wounds that we get in

515
00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:29,480
our lives are a result of our own stupidity and our own mistakes that we make.

516
00:31:29,480 --> 00:31:34,820
And some of the wounds are wounds of other people hurting us that we have given a certain

517
00:31:34,820 --> 00:31:36,460
amount of trust.

518
00:31:36,460 --> 00:31:39,840
And so they can hurt us more because we trust them.

519
00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:46,360
But then there's the wounds of childhood where there's absolutely nothing that the child

520
00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:49,200
has done to cause that.

521
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:51,240
And so those wounds are so devastating.

522
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:52,240
Yeah.

523
00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:56,280
You know, when the Toronto move was going on, because you got really touched there.

524
00:31:56,280 --> 00:31:57,280
I did.

525
00:31:57,280 --> 00:32:00,320
I was listening and it was they call it the father's heart.

526
00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:03,440
And it was kind of known as the Toronto blessing.

527
00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:04,440
Yeah.

528
00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:08,800
But that wasn't when you're listening to a leadership interview.

529
00:32:08,800 --> 00:32:10,200
It was the father's heart.

530
00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:11,200
Yeah.

531
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:12,200
And we saw that.

532
00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:13,640
And what did a lot of people do?

533
00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:18,000
Kind of like with Rodney Howard Brown started with him was the laughing.

534
00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:19,000
Yeah.

535
00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:20,000
Just the laugh.

536
00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,800
All the joy because of everything they've been through.

537
00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:28,320
It's like God took all the pain out and just replaced it with joy.

538
00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:31,520
And so nothing they could do but just fall on the floor.

539
00:32:31,520 --> 00:32:32,800
You know, a lot of them.

540
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:35,480
And, you know, it was just the most amazing thing.

541
00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:36,480
Yeah, God does.

542
00:32:36,480 --> 00:32:39,960
Well, our father does these marvelous things.

543
00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:43,720
You know, when Moses said to the Lord, show me your glory.

544
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:47,560
And he took him up on the mountain and he hid him in the cleft of the rock and he roared

545
00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:48,920
his name twice.

546
00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:54,720
The first thing that he said about himself is that he's compassionate.

547
00:32:54,720 --> 00:33:01,360
And that word in the Hebrew comes from the same root word as the word for womb.

548
00:33:01,360 --> 00:33:09,320
In other words, the uterus of a mother, that there's something about a woman's compassion,

549
00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:13,680
a mother's compassion that supersedes anything else.

550
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:20,120
Because I just saw something in an article where it talked about how, and I'll put that

551
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:28,580
into the show notes, this article about how it's been found that the DNA of the mother,

552
00:33:28,580 --> 00:33:32,600
some of it ends up in the child other than just the chromosomes.

553
00:33:32,600 --> 00:33:36,080
You know how you get half your chromosomes from your mother and half from your father.

554
00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:43,120
No, actually a piece of the mother's DNA is found in the child and vice versa.

555
00:33:43,120 --> 00:33:48,480
But a part of the child's DNA ends up staying in the mother.

556
00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:54,720
So there's something that happens even in the physical that causes a belonging that

557
00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:58,640
we have with each other that should be healthy.

558
00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:00,400
And sometimes it's not.

559
00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:06,440
But what I'm saying is that our heavenly father, first thing he says about himself has to do

560
00:34:06,440 --> 00:34:08,000
with motherly love.

561
00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:09,240
It's beautiful.

562
00:34:09,240 --> 00:34:15,960
So the healing that we need from childhood wounds comes from our father giving his motherly

563
00:34:15,960 --> 00:34:17,560
love.

564
00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:22,640
When he breathed into Adam, he formed Adam out of the dust of the ground and he breathed

565
00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:24,500
into him.

566
00:34:24,500 --> 00:34:28,900
Before he separated whatever it was he separated, whether it was a rib or something else, doesn't

567
00:34:28,900 --> 00:34:30,240
really matter.

568
00:34:30,240 --> 00:34:31,640
It says rib.

569
00:34:31,640 --> 00:34:41,680
He had put into Adam of his likeness and he introduces himself to Moses as a compassionate

570
00:34:41,680 --> 00:34:45,280
mother first.

571
00:34:45,280 --> 00:34:51,760
So I think that when he created Adam, he had a likeness of himself that had both male and

572
00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:54,760
female and he separated the female out of the male.

573
00:34:54,760 --> 00:35:02,120
So all I'm saying is our father has both mother and father compassion that we all need and

574
00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:03,120
it's healing.

575
00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:08,400
And so you've seen people healed over and over and over again.

576
00:35:08,400 --> 00:35:10,280
Can you tell us a story or two?

577
00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:12,800
Yes, I can actually.

578
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:17,320
And the trauma, I wanted to mention something about trauma and this will be some of the

579
00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:22,920
testimonies and I'm going to give you some of the most recent ones because I was in the

580
00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:29,600
Middle East recently and then I was in Germany last year and I've been around people that

581
00:35:29,600 --> 00:35:30,600
minister and deliverance.

582
00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:34,280
They holler at the demons and they're strong and they go after the demons and I minister

583
00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:35,280
and deliverance too.

584
00:35:35,280 --> 00:35:40,280
That's not the point, but someone who's had a lot of trauma, sometimes that's very scary

585
00:35:40,280 --> 00:35:44,040
and you have demons and if they're not really rooted and they don't understand the Lord

586
00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:47,580
yet and they're not strong in the spirit and all, that's very difficult.

587
00:35:47,580 --> 00:35:55,400
But the love of the Father heals and sometimes it's the healing touch or the healing, just

588
00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:58,520
the healing presence around someone and telling them you love them.

589
00:35:58,520 --> 00:36:02,160
But we minister to one young woman and she had had deliverance the year before.

590
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:06,600
She had been diagnosed with schizophrenia, post-traumatic stress disorder, all these

591
00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:11,400
different diagnoses and she came to the ministry that we were doing.

592
00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:15,640
We were doing a conference on intercession and I was teaching on how to intercede for

593
00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:19,680
people with mental health challenges and how to minister to people.

594
00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:24,520
And she came and then she drove out of that before we had a chance to pray with her and

595
00:36:24,520 --> 00:36:28,020
they said, because tomorrow we're going to pray with people and it was very interesting.

596
00:36:28,020 --> 00:36:32,760
She drove three hours away and then she said, no, I want to go and get prayer.

597
00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:37,560
She drove three hours back and someone that I was with thought we should just go in for

598
00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:42,240
deliverance and I heard the Lord say, no, I want you to just minister my love.

599
00:36:42,240 --> 00:36:45,240
And I said, okay, Father, what does that look like?

600
00:36:45,240 --> 00:36:47,720
So I stood in for her mother.

601
00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:50,080
I said, I'm your mother now.

602
00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:54,240
I'm just explaining to her, you think you would do that with someone with schizophrenia

603
00:36:54,240 --> 00:36:58,200
who has hallucinations, illusions anyway, but I did what the Lord said.

604
00:36:58,200 --> 00:37:01,160
I did what the Lord said for her.

605
00:37:01,160 --> 00:37:02,720
And I just said, I love you.

606
00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:04,720
And she could not even look at me in my eyes.

607
00:37:04,720 --> 00:37:09,960
And I just said, I want you to know I love you and I want you and I desire you.

608
00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:12,480
And you are so worthy to be born.

609
00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,080
I'm so glad you were born.

610
00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:15,120
I'm so glad.

611
00:37:15,120 --> 00:37:16,600
She said, I can't receive love.

612
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:18,560
I can't, I can't receive love.

613
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:22,180
She said, I even when I became a prostitute, she had been on drugs.

614
00:37:22,180 --> 00:37:23,220
She was a prostitute.

615
00:37:23,220 --> 00:37:27,920
She said, I would go home to my mother's home and tell her I'm prostituting just for her

616
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:29,720
to say, would you stop it?

617
00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:31,600
Just so I could see that she loved me.

618
00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:34,300
And she never told me even to stop that.

619
00:37:34,300 --> 00:37:36,200
She said, I just can't receive love.

620
00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:37,800
I don't know how.

621
00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:41,080
I said, honey, I love you.

622
00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:44,240
And I repent for everything as your mother.

623
00:37:44,240 --> 00:37:50,560
I repent for everything your mother said and did and everything she didn't do that would

624
00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:53,800
have blessed you and that would have honored you and would have let you know that you're

625
00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:56,440
wanted and desired.

626
00:37:56,440 --> 00:38:00,920
And I just said, the Lord had me say these amazing things over her of who she was.

627
00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:02,040
I didn't know her.

628
00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:03,920
He spoke about her gifts.

629
00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:05,900
He spoke about her callings.

630
00:38:05,900 --> 00:38:10,040
He spoke about her talents, her beauty, her attributes.

631
00:38:10,040 --> 00:38:15,600
I mean, he spoke as a father would that really loved their child and knew them.

632
00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:20,760
As a mother would who could nurture, it was this nurturing, beautiful time.

633
00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:27,360
I mean, I was overwhelmed with feeling the love of the father ministering to this young

634
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:28,360
woman.

635
00:38:28,360 --> 00:38:30,440
And I would make her look in my eyes and she'd look away.

636
00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:32,400
And then I'd say, look at me.

637
00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:36,940
And I'd make her look in my eyes until she would not take her eyes off me.

638
00:38:36,940 --> 00:38:40,600
And all of a sudden you just saw everything melt away.

639
00:38:40,600 --> 00:38:47,560
And she started crying and she started just her whole demeanor, her whole look, everything

640
00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:49,400
changed.

641
00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:53,960
And then she was able to tell me at the end, she forgave her mother and she was able to

642
00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:56,120
say, I love you.

643
00:38:56,120 --> 00:39:00,360
And so it was another day that we were there.

644
00:39:00,360 --> 00:39:05,440
And one of the last services we ended up praying for someone who had bad knees.

645
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:08,560
And so this woman who we prayed for sat in a chair.

646
00:39:08,560 --> 00:39:14,120
She was the first one up to go lay hands on her knees and looked at her and prayed over

647
00:39:14,120 --> 00:39:19,000
her knees and over amazing transformation.

648
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:21,220
Because before that she wasn't really talking to people.

649
00:39:21,220 --> 00:39:22,660
She was shying away.

650
00:39:22,660 --> 00:39:24,500
She was introverted, isolated.

651
00:39:24,500 --> 00:39:28,680
She was the first one that went over there and kneeled before her and laid hands on her

652
00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:30,440
and started praying for her.

653
00:39:30,440 --> 00:39:35,120
And at one point before that in worship, I just went over to her and I had a heart ring

654
00:39:35,120 --> 00:39:39,260
on my hand and I took it off and I said, this is yours now, honey.

655
00:39:39,260 --> 00:39:43,960
This is for you to know that Abba Father will always love you no matter what.

656
00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:46,200
And that I will love you no matter what.

657
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:48,200
And I looked at her and I said, I love you.

658
00:39:48,200 --> 00:39:49,960
And she looked at my eyes and received it.

659
00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:53,400
So just that transformation in her.

660
00:39:53,400 --> 00:39:55,920
So there were several other people similar.

661
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:59,760
It wasn't the same thing for everybody because everybody's different.

662
00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:05,080
But it was again, just ministering Father's love.

663
00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:07,000
Sometimes it's getting to a lie.

664
00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:11,200
Most of us believe some kind of a lie at some point and we have to get to the truth.

665
00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:15,920
But in order to want to face the lie like I'm no good, I'm worthless, I'm unworthy,

666
00:40:15,920 --> 00:40:21,080
I'm unloved, I have no power, whatever the lie is, you know, everyone has their own.

667
00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:22,640
Some of them are similar.

668
00:40:22,640 --> 00:40:27,760
You have to have someone in a place of love to be able to experience that and then invite

669
00:40:27,760 --> 00:40:29,240
Jesus in with the truth.

670
00:40:29,240 --> 00:40:33,420
It's so beautiful, a very beautiful part of inner healing.

671
00:40:33,420 --> 00:40:35,560
But really ministering that love and standing in.

672
00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:39,840
Then we had another man there and he hadn't slept for a very long time.

673
00:40:39,840 --> 00:40:40,840
I didn't know this story afterwards.

674
00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:42,440
He hadn't slept for a very long time.

675
00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:43,940
He had been homeless.

676
00:40:43,940 --> 00:40:45,540
They had diagnosed him with schizophrenia.

677
00:40:45,540 --> 00:40:48,760
It seems that sometimes that's what a lot of people get diagnosed with, either that

678
00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:50,400
or bipolar disorder.

679
00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:54,600
And lots of times, of course, that's an accurate diagnosis because of the symptoms.

680
00:40:54,600 --> 00:40:56,760
But you know, I don't look at any of that stuff.

681
00:40:56,760 --> 00:41:01,520
But he sat in the sessions and just stared ahead.

682
00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:04,960
And it's a little bit scary, but you know, I wasn't scared.

683
00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:07,560
But you know what I mean, other people might have looked at him, but he was very, he was

684
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,560
a big man.

685
00:41:09,560 --> 00:41:11,840
So they asked me to pray for him and I prayed for him.

686
00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:15,960
And the Lord said he was wounded seriously by his mother.

687
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:16,960
And I said, OK, Lord.

688
00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:20,420
And he said, OK, so you need to stand in that place.

689
00:41:20,420 --> 00:41:21,420
So I did.

690
00:41:21,420 --> 00:41:25,440
And I just stood in the place with a great mother's love and the father's heart.

691
00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:27,200
Just remember that it's both.

692
00:41:27,200 --> 00:41:31,280
It's a duality thing because the mother and the father, that's why we have to have a mother

693
00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:32,280
and a father.

694
00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:36,000
You know, you have the father's heart, the mother's nurturing, the father's love.

695
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And he was delivered inner healing set free and healed.

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And that night he had slept the first night all the way through.

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And they couldn't even remember when he had done that in a long period of time.

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He was refreshed the next day.

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He was so excited.

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He came up and gave me a kiss on the lips.

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I'm like, oh, so I was a little bit taken back by that.

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Oh, when are you coming again?

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Thank you, dear sister.

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Thank you, dear sister.

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Thank you, dear sister.

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I'm like, oh, glory to God.

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But you know, I'll tell you what, just this last week in my own church, someone had said,

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you know, I'm not feeling like I'm hearing from God.

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And I said, and I felt Father say he is hearing from me, but he doesn't really know it.

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And so I drove down a little bit, asked him what God told me to ask him.

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I might want to tell the whole story because it's his story.

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And the Lord said, minister the Father's love.

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Of course, I'm a woman, but you know, Father is like you said, he has the heart of a mother,

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right?

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To the nurturing of a mother, the strengths of a father and the protection of a father.

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And so I just minister Father's love to him and said, what a wonderful son.

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And I encouraged him to go home and say, teach me, Father, who you are, teach me about your

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father attributes.

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And he had a backstory about a father, of course.

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And then he remembered, oh my gosh, I had prayed last week and when I woke up, I got

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the answer.

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I do hear.

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But because of that block that the enemy had, that lie that you don't know Father, you don't

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hear the Lord, blah, blah, blah.

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You know, when the Father's love was open to him and he felt it, I just had my hand

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on his heart, spelled very tenderly.

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He was able to even remember an instance and was excited about going home and hearing more.

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So again, this isn't hard.

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It's ministering the compassionate love that the Lord gave to me when I told him, I don't

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think I like you.

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Then he didn't say, well, get away from me then.

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You know, he said, let me draw you to my breast and show you who I am.

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Let me draw you in.

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Come sit in my hand here.

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You know what I mean?

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Like when I saw that picture, which could be like a womb because it was dark inside there,

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two hands.

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So that's what we can give out to build his kingdom, to compel them to come into the kingdom,

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go into the highways and byways, compel them to come in.

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What's going to compel them?

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Telling them that they're lousy sinners and that they're going to go to hell.

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Well, that will scare some people enough to come into the kingdom.

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It's the goodness of God that leads them to repentance.

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That's what the Bible says, right?

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So it's through that goodness and loving kindness that people get healed too.

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Best thing for trauma ever.

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So yes, I just can't say enough about the love of God and I want to experience it more

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and more and get to know him more and more.

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And we won't know him in his fullness until we get there, I believe it.

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Yet we can have encounters with him that we know beyond any shot of a doubt that God is

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good all the time, no matter what we face, no matter what our children face, no matter

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what we face it with our boss or wherever we are, that he's always, always, always good.

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Amen.

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Well, we're looking forward to you ministering at our convention that's coming up June 11

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through 14th.

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And I trust that God is going to use you in a powerful way at that event and that we hope

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that folks that are listening are going to come.

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You can go to our website, globaloutpouring.org and find more information under events.

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And we hope you can get here.

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And if you can't get here, then follow us on YouTube or Facebook on our global outpouring

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channel on YouTube or our global outpouring Facebook page.

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Those are in the show notes here as well.

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So Valerie, would you just pray for our listeners?

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Because I feel like there are some people that are really resonating with what you're

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saying.

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Yes, I'd love to.

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Thank you, Abba Father.

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We just thank you Lord.

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Abba, we just thank you for your great love and your great loving kindness, your tender

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mercies, Lord.

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Father, in this world where so many people are wounded, Lord, so many in the church,

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Father, when I go in and ask, so many have depression or anxiety or experience great

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trauma or great fear, Lord, or sadness and grief and sorrow.

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And yet Father, you're good all the time.

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Your loving kindness endures forever.

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Lord, we just pray Father that you would begin to touch in a deeper way each person listening,

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Lord, as they cry out and say, Father, show me your great love.

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Father, let me know more of you and experience more of you.

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Father, I just pray Lord, as you did for me, that you would heal every wound, that you

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would touch every grief and sorrow and expose it and let it become joy and beauty instead

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00:46:40,240 --> 00:46:44,400
of ashes, Lord, the oil of joy for mourning.

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We just thank you Father that for your great love, Lord, we thank you for Jesus, you who

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died for us and rose again and who love us and show us the Father's love.

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You do, Lord, because you said, I and the Father are one.

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And so many, Lord, I knew I knew you, Jesus, but not in your fullness because I didn't

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know Abba, Lord, like you knew Abba, but yet you and Holy Spirit taught me.

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Holy Spirit, thank you that you indwell within us and that you teach us and draw us.

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You're the spirit of truth and you teach us, show us all truth about Jesus, about Abba.

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You give us the strategies even to know Jesus and Abba better.

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And we thank you for Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

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I just bless the people, Lord God.

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I pray for all those that are wounded, Lord, and those that have people with mental illnesses

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00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:43,160
in their family or addictions, Lord, disabilities, those that have people that are suffering,

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00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:48,920
even sometimes these depressions that all manifest in heart disease, Lord, and diabetes

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00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:53,520
and other cancers and so forth, Lord, a woundedness does as well and trauma.

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So, Lord, we pray for healing of those deep wounds and those deep sorrows and those deep,

797
00:47:59,640 --> 00:48:01,680
deep sadnesses and fears.

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And oh, that only you can get to, Lord, that only you can get to.

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A good therapist can begin to touch, but Lord, you can get to the innermost parts of the

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being with your loving kindness.

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We just pray that you'd pour out right now in Jesus' name.

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And Father, we thank you.

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The world is longing for that outpouring of Father's love.

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And we thank you, Father, that each one of us that's listening, each one of us that's

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00:48:26,360 --> 00:48:32,640
speaking, will take that love out, Lord God, and transform the places that we go to, Lord,

806
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and touch the lives of those we come in contact with.

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And let us hear what you tell us to say, and then we'll say it and do what you want us

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00:48:43,080 --> 00:48:44,480
to do, and we'll do it.

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We'll be obedient.

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We say, yes, Lord.

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Here am I.

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Send us.

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We will do it.

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In Jesus' name, amen.

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Amen.

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Well, thank you so much for being with us, Valerie.

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That's a real blessing to have you, and we look forward to your ministry coming up soon.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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